safe in your arms - hyunlix

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@lixxflixx I feel offended 😪
@babybreadinnie @lixxflixx NOOO WE LOUVE YOU
@lixxflixx @babybreadinnie I'm going to Hyunnie bye
@hwanghyunjin I heard someone knock on my door 👀
@hwanghyunjin oh yeah he's here, see ya later hoes!

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[Felix's pov]

Me and Hyunjin had become closer than ever. We talked about everything... Well almost.

I didn't want to talk about my past since it was very traumatic and I am a sensitive ass person.

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[Hyunjin's pov]

I heard a knock on my door and since I saw the Instagram post that Seungmin posted, I quickly understood that it was Felix.

I ran to my front door and opened it. There he stood. But not with the expression I thought he'd have.

His whole body was wet, shaking like a scared chihuahua. His hair was slicked down by the liquid. The brown eyes where red and puffy. His lips was crusty and bleeding. Bruises was spread across his arms and chest. He smelled like... Alcohol?

"Felix... Are you drunk?" I asked him with a worried voice. Suddenly he broke down.
"N-no it was my d-d-dad..." He struggled to say between the sobs and whimpers.

My eyes widened. Did his dad do this to him. What the hell?

"What the fuck..." I said slowly before I flung my arms around him in a big and warm hug. I didn't give a shit about that he smelled like liquor, I still needed to protect him.

"Do you wanna talk about it?" I carefully asked as we let go of the hug. He nodded as he looked at me with those innocent brown orbs, I couldn't resist him.
"But first, you need a bath and new clothes." I said in a determined voice.

When Felix was done bathing himself and borrowing clothes from me, we laid down on my king sized bed and he started talking.

[Felix's pov]

⚠️abuse & rape⚠️

"I had been home for a while. Taeyong was hanging with his friends, so I was home alone. I was scrolling on my Instagram feed and commenting on Seungmin's post, joking about going to your place.

Suddenly the door slammed open. I jumped slightly at the sudden sound. I had no idea on what person or thing that it could be. Then I heard a really recognizing voice.

"FELIX." Was what I heard. Then he revealed himself.

My dad was standing in the hallway, holding a bottle with whiskey. He was drunk. I

For the first of all. I had moved away from HIM. I needed to move away from HIM. And HOW THE FUCK did he find ME. It was perfect when I was home alone without Taeyong. He could have me for himself, and use me, like a little toy.

One thing that I don't understand is that he doesn't accept me as bisexual but he still uses me like a toy with his friends..

"Why where you smiling?" He asked. I looked at him in fear.
"W-why are you here?" I answered instead, trying not to sound scared. He chuckled.
"I've been looking for you."

I stared at him, making sure that he didn't make a move. My voices started talking inside my head again.

Go to him.
Don't be shy.
We know you want it.
Do it Lix.
He wants you.
He misses you.
He loves you.

This time it was hard to resist them. It was the first time I've ever heard that someone loves me. My heart stopped beating for a second or two. I was so surprised that I didn't realize the bottle of whiskey that I'd gotten thrown on me.

I whimpered as the bottle broke apart, ripples of glass cut through my skin. I looked at my dad. He ugly smirked before he threw a punch at my chest, hitting directly at my left side. I whimpered again.
"Shut up." He said.
My dad kept beating me blue and yellow.

Suddenly he r-ripped o-off my clothes and started touching me at places that I didn't w-want him t-to."

[No one's pov]

Felix broke down. He couldn't hold it in anymore. All his secrets. He kept them alone for 10 years. 10. Hyunjin was the first one that got to know this, except from Taeyong.

Hyunjin pulled Felix into the warmest hug he'd ever received. His arms tightening around the smaller body. The older would protect Felix from anything.

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I feel so sorry for you all who have been through rape and other things like that. I just want to hug you all and say that I want to protect all of you.

You are so strong and you can do it!