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In which Felix is depressed because of his childhood trauma. He thought his life wasn't worth to save. But then the cold popular guy notices him and something changes. What will happen?
❗️INCLUDES❗️
abuse
self harm
panic attacks
demon...
Felix was showering at his apartment while Taeyong sat in the living room, watching tv. When the younger boy came out of the shower, we went to the living room, watching the tv as he dried his hair. Suddenly his brother spoke up.
"You know Felix, I don't trust Chris." He said between his chews on the potato chips. Sounding kinda unserious, but his younger brother know we was puzzled about Felix hanging out with his ex best friend. Felix rolled his eyes in annoyance and continued to at least try to get his hair dry. "Well I do, so it's obviously not my problem." Felix said before he went into his room to wear a pair of sweatpants with a oversized t-shirt under a oversized black hoodie that he'd gotten from Taeyong. Then he headed away to Chan's house.
[time skip, 6:54 pm]
Felix was now in front of Chan's door, standing there not knowing if he should knock on it or not. It felt like something was about to happen during this time at Chan's house. He struggled it off and quickly knocked on the door before he could change his mind.
The door opened, revealing Chan, dressed in a black oversized sweater with black sweatpants, his usual color. "Hi Felix, come in." He said in a welcoming tone, moving to the side so Felix could get in. He then closed the door. "We are still waiting for Jeongin and Seungmin." Chan said before the both males entered the living room.
There sat 4 guys in a circle, Jisung, Minho, Hyunjin and Changbin. Their gazes immediately to the two aussies who stood in the doorway. The 4 males made space for the two other boys. Felix sat between Hyunjin and Chan, Chan sat between Felix and Changbin.
After a while, Seungmin and Jeongin arrived, sitting down next to each other, between Minho and Changbin.
To make everything clear, this is how they sat:
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(Sorry for the really bad edit, I made it on Snapchat quick so don't judge me okay, I couldn't see anything since my eyes like died and it was like 11:30 pm so yeah.)
With snacks and drinks (not drugs okay) in the middle, the 8 boys sat, finally gathered. "Soooo what should we do?" Jisung spoke up in the silence. Everyone turned their attention to him. "I don't know, does someone have an option?" Seungmin asked as his eyes wandered around the other boys, trying to find someone with an idea.
Suddenly Minho spoke. "We can play truth or dare?" He suggested. Since the others didn't come up with anything better than that, they decided to go with it. "Truth or dare it is," The oldest of them all said and he made himself comfortable. "Who wants to start?" He continued. "I'll go first." Jeongin said before his eyes wandered over the boys. "Chan, truth or dare." The maknae said after he pointed at the oldest guy. "Truth." He answered.
"Who do you find the most attractive here?" The younger said, looking at him in a existing way. Chan's gaze met with Felix's and then with Hyunjin's. The freckled boy's eyes widened after Chan's answer.
"Felix."
- Mje I haven't had motivation to write since it's almost summer break, FINALLY. We have much stuff to do in school and my iconic school computer is submitted 🥲.
The stupid thing is that our break starts at Monday, so why didn't we just end school at Friday instead?
Nvm, I hope you'll have a good day, take care of yourself and remember that you are loved! <33
And why is Felix so dramatic about Chan thinking he is the most attractive, like dude, you're attractive and that's a fact 🤦
