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In which Felix is depressed because of his childhood trauma. He thought his life wasn't worth to save. But then the cold popular guy notices him and something changes. What will happen?
❗️INCLUDES❗️
abuse
self harm
panic attacks
demon...
After Felix calmed down a bit, he decided to answer the text that Chris had sent.
Me I accept the apology but that doesn't mean that I am ur friend and I still don't trust u.
+82 xxxxxxxxx Bahsbsbbdbhsbsb omg thanks Lixx! I promise that I'll be a good friend and not disappoint u again! :)
Felix chuckled lightly at the answer while Hyunjin looked over the blonde head, trying to read the Aussies conversation.
Contact name changed to Chris🙄
Felix put down his phone and sighed. "So... Are you guys... okay now?" The older asked, unsure how to put his question. The freckled boy looked at Hyunjin with a straight face. "I guess..." He struggled to answer. The ravenette stood up from the couch. "Well, can you take care of yourself now?" He asked. Felix started fiddling with the blanket that was laying on the grey sofa, not wanting to face Hyunjin. "I-I think so.." He mumbled. Hyunjin gave him a small smile. "Ok, goodbye then." He almost whispered as he took his school bag, threw it over his shoulder and went out of the apartment. Leaving Felix there, in a frozen position. When the door clicked, silence began to spread across the small residence. Felix dropped his back down on the soft couch and sighed.
What is he doing to me?
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Felix woke up by a yell coming from the kitchen. His eyes flickered, wanting to close again but before he could, another scream came and his eyes shoot open at the sudden sound. He sat up from the... Couch?
Had he fallen asleep yesterday, on the couch?
Ugh never mind.
He groaned quietly before standing up, heading to the noisy kitchen.
When he arrived, the first thing he saw was a panicked Taeyong cursing as he was struggling with a frying pan.
Was he cooking?
Felix's older brother was never really good at cooking, at least by Felix's opinions. As soon as the older got to know his brother's presence, he gave him a nervous smile before speaking.
"Good morning Lix! I am making pancakes to you because of your rough day yesterday." He chuckled nervously as he continued to scrape off the burned pancake off the (way too hot) frying pan.
Felix gave out a deep sigh before he walked towards his confused big brother. He took the frying pan's handle from Taeyong's burned fingers and started flipping the pancakes himself. The older looked at his younger brother in guilt as he observed his face and body.
His freckle-covered face looked puffy, he had dark bags under his pretty eyes and crusty lips. He looked miserable, so tired. His shoulders had sunken down, it almost looked like he had back aches.
"Soo... When are you going to stop staring?" Felix suddenly asked with his raspy morning voice. Taeyong jumped, getting a little scared by the interruption to his mind. The older looked at his brother. Felix looked back at him, questioning the older's behavior. In his hands he held a plate of ready fried pancakes. They looked fluffy and begged to be eaten. Taeyongs mouth started watering. Felix really knew how to cook and bake.
After Taeyong apologized for staring at the poor boy, they finally ate their breakfast together and got ready for school. Felix decided to go with a basic pair of blue out washed jeans and white graphic t-shirt with a light blue jacket.
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(This is what he wore to be exact) (Also his feet died tf)
After he'd brushed his teeth and grabbed his school bag, he was heading to school.
When the boy arrived, he was met by a lot of people talking and whispering, girls giggling, even some guys. A confused Felix then arrived at his locker and opened it. Inside his locker, there was laying a piece of paper, crumpled into a small ball. He carefully folded up the paper piece and read the words that said.
———————— FELIX!
It's Chan CHRIS! Meet me at the roof top, I have something important to tell you before you'll get it from someone else! Hurry! ————————
- Hi again hehe. Schools started today, and I already want to leave and never come back. But me and my friend watched old Talkers from skz during the lunch break so it kinda made my day + I had dance practice which is my relax thingy of the day, except that my dance teacher blasted our ears with Stay by Zedd & Alessia Cara. Nvm hope you'll go through this week without any bad luck! Take care and remember that I'll always be with you! <3
