safe in your arms - hyunlix

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Chan's hand slowly stoke up and down Felix's thigh, making the younger clearly uncomfortable.
"What are you doing?" The freckled aussie whispered in annoyance, trying to wipe of the elders hand but failed, making Chan grip into his thigh harder.
A quiet whimper left his mouth. Unfortunately Hyunjin heard it and turned his head, just to notice the hand on Felix's thigh before he looked up at Chan with a death glare.

The eldest looked back with a innocent smirk plastered on his face, making Hyunjin nearly explode. Felix just sat there awkwardly, not wanting to move.

"Let go of his leg." Hyunjin said. Everyone's attention turned to him now. Chan looked at him, still with the innocent smirk.
"Why?"
"Because he's clearly uncomfortable, now let go of him before something bad happens."

Chan soon realized his mistake and quickly dragged away his hand from Felix's leg.
"Um...I'm sorry, I should go." He whispered before he stood up and went upstairs, the others hearing the balcony door open.

Felix's eyes widened. As much as he hated the thing Chan did, he still knew deep down that the elder had been crushing on him ever since he moved back. Felix remembered that when they both still lived in Australia, Chan would be really possessive with Felix. He didn't let anyone else touch him without his permission and stuff like that. He also knew that Chan didn't touch his thigh on purpose, he always did that when he was in some kind of possessive space. Felix didn't like that side of Chan.

But that didn't mean that he didn't care for the older. Since Felix had been through much and could believe the worst things that could happen when someone opened a balcony door, he thought that Chan was going to kill himself. (That sounds so dramatic tf author and Felix)

Felix quickly went into protective mode and ran up the stairs and then out to the balcony. When he arrived, he was almost out of breath. But that didn't stop him.
"What are you going to do?" He asked, panting as he put his hands on his knees to calm down his heart and lungs. Chan sat on one of the chairs, close to the balcony's edge, looking out at the beautiful landscape.

The older gave him a questioning look.
"What do you want?" He asked. Felix walked up to him.
"I'm sorry." Chan suddenly let out. The younger's eyes widened. He never expected Chan to apologize.
"For what?"

"For everything I've ever done to you."

"What?"

"For all the stupid stuff I've said, for all the stupid stuff I've done, for all of that. It's just that... I've liked you ever since we lived in Australia."

The words came to Felix in shook. He freezed, not knowing what to do.

"W-what?"

"When I left, I didn't know how to be happy without you, I felt hopeless without your cheers and laugh. Your hugs. I regretted it so much but I never contacted you again. Because I was scared. I don't know what I was scared of, but I was. And stupid. So stupid."

"I-" Felix couldn't even start before he got interrupted again.

"I know you like Hyunjin. Everyone knows. But am I surprised? No. He was there for you when I wasn't. Even though you guys have known each other for only 2 months, you still managed to tell him about your traumatic childhood after 3 days. You didn't even tell me before I left."

Now both boys were crying hard. Fat tears ran down their rosy cheeks. Felix's vision turned dizzy. Was he having another panic attack?

"Hey Felix?"

He fell to the ground.

"FELIX!"

He could hear fast footsteps approaching him, two arms lifting him up by his armpits, getting his head placed in someone's lap.

"Shhhh shhh, it's okay, let's count to ten, okay?"

"One"

"Two"

"Three"

"Four"

"Five"

"Six"

"Seven"

"Eight"

"Nine"

"Ten."

Felix was now calming down as the person started caressing his hair.
"You're okay." The person said calmly. The voice was familiar, having a pretty honey-like tone and clang. Felix immediately melted into the touch and snuggled closer to the person's lap, feeling the strive material of jeans touch his soft skin.

His vision got better and he looked up to meet eyes with Hyunjin's. His sharp but calming gaze, his pretty mole under the left eye. Felix didn't know how he ended up there, neither where Chan went, but he knew that he was safe in Hyunjin's arms and that was a fact.

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The end (you're behavior) is so ugh

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