⚠️abuse & homophobia⚠️
[Felix's pov]
Flashback
I heard glass splashing to the floor, loud screams and yells, cursing words, the sound of slapping and other noises that I couldn't recognize.
Mom and dad were fighting again.
I was laying on my bed, shrunk into a ball. The tears that some minutes ago was flowing out of my eyes, had dried into sticky stains on my cheeks.
My eyes were red and puffy, hurting from how much tears that they've released. It felt like my heart was about to beat out of my chest.
My parents fought most of the time, but not this aggressively. They threw stuff at each other and yelled over across the living room.
They hurt each other. Both mentally and physically. They shouldn't be together and definitely not live together.
My door was locked. I couldn't get out. It was mom who locked me in there, hoping that I would be safe, but she was wrong.
Suddenly my dad yelled my name after my mom said something Inaudible. His voice cut through the air like a knife.
Everything went silent.
I couldn't move.
My dad unlocked the door to my room and threw it up roughly. There he stood. With bloodshot eyes and veins popping out of his forehead. I gulped.
"Felix." My mom said as a whisper. I knew she was scared, I was too. My dad acted like he didn't hear her and just went straight to my bed and took a hard grip unto the collar of my worn t-shirt.
"Is it true that you've kissed a boy?" He spat. When I didn't answer, his grip just went tighter. At this moment I held in my breath, scared that he'd might attack, like a lion waiting for his pray to react.
"Answer me when I ask you a question."
He continued. I couldn't form any words.
"ANSWER ME?!" He now yelled. Since I couldn't form words, I nodded. A small up and down with my neck. With that, he dropped me down on the bed that I'd been on laying before his sudden appearance after his fight with mom. I could finally breathe out. I could see my moms worry in her eyes.
"You're never allowed to date or have any type of physical contact with boys, only with girls. Girls are with boys. Boys are with girls. That's it. You little fag." My dad spat before leaving the room with silent steps, my mom giving me a worried look before following quickly behind him.
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If you're homophobic, be nice and leave this place immediately.
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safe in your arms - hyunlix
Fanfiction[COMPLETED] In which Felix is depressed because of his childhood trauma. He thought his life wasn't worth to save. But then the cold popular guy notices him and something changes. What will happen? ❗️INCLUDES❗️ abuse self harm panic attacks demon...
