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In which Felix is depressed because of his childhood trauma. He thought his life wasn't worth to save. But then the cold popular guy notices him and something changes. What will happen?
❗️INCLUDES❗️
abuse
self harm
panic attacks
demon...
It's now the end of school. Summer break is starting in a pair of hours and what you can say about this?
Well... The September twins are panicking again...
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"OMG WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?!" Jisung and Felix yelled at the same time. Seungmin and Jeongin sat on Jisungs bed, hugging each other. They sighed at their dramatic and annoying friends. "Why don't you just choose something?" The youngest of them asked before he buried his face in the back of Seungmins neck.
"BUT LIKE SKIRT OR PANTS I DON'T KNOW?!" Felix yelled, now realizing he exposed that he was secretly cross dressing. Everyone's eyes widened as Felix's cheeks started blossing. "You're... Cross dressing?" Seungmin asked in a confused but calm way, immediately accepting Felix's secret style.
The freckled boy nodded shyly as he pretended to kick some invisible gravel on the floor. "That's awesome!!" Everyone yelled together, making Felix's eyes widen. "I can wear a skirt too!!" Jisung yelled. "Let's make your boyfriends suffer mohahaha!!" Seungin yelled at the same time with their hands in the air. (- and they said Jilix were dramatic...)
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The maknae line went inside Seungmins car, Jeongin in the passenger seat as the Jilix duo sat in the back, Seungmin driving.
Felix fiddled with his white mini skirt, nervous about what his boyfriend would think. Jisung immediately noticed and put a hand on Felix's shoulder. "We'll be okay Felix, I'm sure he will like it, I mean we look awesome!!" He yelled with a chuckle. The younger answered with a smile and a nod. "Yes... It will go a-alright." He tried convincing himself. Jisung returned a smile as he intertwined their fingers, coming closer and closer to the big school building.
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The friends were the last ones to arrived at school. All eyes were on them. Felix felt his anxiety lingering in his head.
They are looking at you. They won't stop looking at you. It's cause you're different. And different means bad. You're bad Felix. Ugly and bad.
The voices?
He hadn't heard them in weeks. A ear raping sound started playing in his head, making him cover his ears in pain. "Hey Felix, you okay?!" Jisung asked worriedly. You could see the horror in his brown orbs. The squirrel boy immediately started looking for Hyunjin in the crowd.
"HWANG HYUNJIN!!"
Fast footsteps.
A tall male approached quickly with the scariest gaze ever. It soon softened into a worried one when he saw Felix in his vulnerable state.
Felix ran into Hyunjin's safe arms. "T-the voices wouldn't s-stop..." The freckled boy mumbled in the elder's chest. "It's okay.. You're with me.." Hyunjin answered. "Mmm.." Felix mumbled back.
"Soooo... Can we go to the crowds of Students and teachers so we can end this dramatic school year?" Jisung tabbed in. Seungmin who stood next to the interrupting male kicked his leg slightly, making the squirrel male whine. "Sorry..." Jisung apologized.
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NEXT CHAPTER IS THE SCHOOL ENDING BRUH Sorry I haven't updated in a week, it's just that I haven't been home and I haven't had time to write so that's why..
And also... I FOUND THE JAKE SHIRT ON H&M TODAYY
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