THE SHAPE OF THINGS TO COME

Chapter 40

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Chapter 40
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Jinette POV

Fear and rage came over me. I was shaking, my entire body shook as I cried my heart out. I don't even know what to make sense of.

Brian lied to me. I believe everything he said to me so convincingly, he made me believe in him and his integrity.

He promised me, he would be faithful. I believe him. My mind is going crazy. I trusted him to be a good faithful husband.

I give him everything, my heart, my virtue, my body everything. I cried out as my mind floods with memories of him, of us.

With shaking hands, I wipe my tears. My phone kept vibrating but I didn't want to hear his lying cheating mouth. I fell in love with him when I thought he was an honorable man.

Didn't know I had it in me to be violent. But the passion in me when I saw that lipstick on his shirt. I was a madwoman for a split second there. I didn't realize I picked up the vase until it was going towards him. I was seeing red when I threw that astray too.

I never had any reason to doubt Brian. He promised me. I roll up at the end of the bed not knowing what to do. My head is spinning. My eyes are sleepy as I silently cry but I can't sleep.

I lay here watching photos of us my mind was just racing. Every single photo broke my heart over and over again.

After a while, I dose off with my tear-stained face.
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I woke up the next morning drowsy and tired. My mind wouldn't turn off about what happened last night. I get up, wrap myself in my blanket. I went to the kitchen but all the food choices in the refrigerator depress me. I toast two slices of bread and made some tea.

As I eat my mind couldn't process the idea that Brian would touch another woman. That he would look at her the way he looks at me. I feel sick to my stomach I rush to the toilet throwing up.

I'm going to be sick today. My first time away from him since we've been married and it sucks.

I wash my mouth and went back to the kitchen, trying to finish my breakfast. but my appetite is long gone after I saw my insides in the toilet.

I went back to the bedroom thank God this place doesn't have a flight of steps because I would go crazy right now.

I shower, brush my teeth and moisturize my hair. I get dressed in a  floral pattern knee-length baby doll dress. It's comfortable and covers me perfectly then style my hair. And apply mascara to my eyes. I was done crying for today.

I'm heading out to go to the hospital to visit granddad.

As I was walking out of the room there was a knock on the door.

"Who is it," I ask.

"Let me in, I need a change of clothes" answer, Brian.

I open the door. He didn't even look at me, he walks to the room. Not even a glance. I stood there for a few seconds collecting myself before I head out. He thinks he's mad I will show him mad. I slam the door walking out.

BRIAN POV

I feel like the universe is against me and working hard against me too. First, this whole mess with granddad and now Jinette and I had the biggest fight we've ever had.

I don't blame her for overreacting but I do blame her for not listening to me. We could have avoided all this if she had only listened to me.  She threw a vase and ashtray at me, the nerves of that woman when this is all over I will make sure to pay her back. I've never behaved badly with her but I will have to show her who's the man in this relationship. She's pregnant I couldn't hold her how I wanted to. So I left with how angry she was getting me.