THE SHAPE OF THINGS TO COME

Chapter 43

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Chapter 43
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Jinette POV

Brian hangs up on me. I cry my heart out that's the hardest conversation I've ever had. He's so upset with me. I said I'm sorry but he's not hearing it. I can hear the hurt in his voice. I cried.

Anna holds me on the bed as I pour my heart out in tears on her. I've done a lot of crying but I've never cried this way. My heart hurts, my soul is in pain.

"He doesn't love me anymore," I cry for everything that hurt.

"Oh Jin, Jin it's ok honey, calm down. He just wants you to fight for him. You hurt him. He wants you to believe in him. Don't cry like this, you're making me cry."

He doesn't love me anymore. He didn't want to come over. He's rejecting me, he's where he is and he doesn't want to see me it hurts, it hurts everywhere I cry while Anna holds on to me. I should have listened but what else does he want me to say.

I rush to the toilet in Anna's room throwing up, I felt sick my whole body feel weird. It's like I can't breathe I'm panting holding my throat.

Anna rush out of the room she came back quickly with a paper bag putting it over my mouth and nose but my breathing isn't coming back to normal. I feel like I'm going to pass out. My body starts to tremble, I can't control it. Anna turns me to my side as I shake uncontrollably.

"Oh Jin Jin, don't do this to me, not tonight I don't know this place Jinette."

She rushed off picking up a phone. I dont know how long I stayed in that state, but the next thing I can see is Brian's eyes and their tears in them. His eyes show so many emotions but their love shining the brightest. He looks so worried. He's saying something but I can't hear him as everything faded slowly as it gets dark.
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I wake up in the hospital my eyes fluttered open, I reach for my baby they're a monitor around my baby bump I can hear my baby's heartbeat. I place my hands protectively around my tummy. Theirs an IV in my hand and I'm wearing a hospital gown. I feel tired, drowsy maybe.

When I look around the room their Anna sleeping on the couch in the corner of the room.

Brian enters the room, he looks to be in a bad shape. Their dark circles around his eyes, his beard is grown out, his hair is shaggy and his eyes are red. My heartbeat started to pick up when he looked at me. I didn't know if he would reject me again but all I wanted was for him to come close to me.

Tears run down my cheeks as he came close to me, holding my cheeks in both of his hands.

"Baby don't cry, I'm right here and I'm not leaving you ever again, even when you kick me out. Please don't ever do that to me again. When I saw you on the floor hmm...."

Tears run down his face as he leans his forehead to mine, wiping my tears with his thumb he close his eyes breathing heavily.

"Let me go call the doctor baby."

I didn't say anything I just held onto his arms tightly not letting go. He pulled away looking at me but I didn't lose his arm.

"I'm not leaving you, just out the door let me get the doctor."

I shake my head, holding onto him. Somehow I felt if I let go, he will leave and I didn't want that. I wanted to be in his arms and I never want him to let go.

He just kept looking at me, then he nods his head climbing onto the bed with me.

"Baby I never want to feel this way again, in my entire life. I felt like the ground under my feet fall away and I'm just sinking."

"Jinette" he looked at me seriously, with a serious tone in his voice.
"Baby you're my queen, let me treat you like royalty, you will see I'm not joking when I say I love you and need you in my life. Everything I say to you I'm serious about it, about you and our marriage. I'm not a teenage boy I'm done with games the moment I said I do. Do you understand?"

"Brian my whole body give out on me when I thought you rejected me and didn't want me anymore. I understand."

"I only wanted you to understand and know whenever you or I have an issue we don't throw the other out we work together we're a team. You get that."
I nod my head.

"Let's talk about all this after I have to make sure you're alright."

"Don't leave me" I held onto him.

"Never, I can never leave you, it took everything in me not to rush over to you the other night. When the doctor said they had to put you to sleep to relax you I haven't slept the entire time. Waiting on you."

"Believe me when I say I'm never leaving you ever."

I nod. He called Anna waking her up, to call the doctor. It turns out I had an acute anxiety attack. A sudden panic attack, from the stress built up, from all the different stressors I had the past couple of days. The doctor decided to keep me for a couple of days. thought it best for me to stay so I can rest. Since they can't give me any medication due to my pregnancy.

Grandpa came and was worried out of his mind but relax when the doctor told him I am fine. I just need rest and no stress or stressful situations for now.

I was still feeling drowsy, I yarned and close my eyes holding onto my husband.
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