•Barely Just Noticed You•draco malfoy•

•Part 18•

It is the next morning and you got packed and ready to go home for Christmas, since the Yule Ball was the day before Christmas Eve.

You are still angry at Draco for what he did to you, but you wanted to see him happy in front of your family so it wouldn't bring down their mood.

You weren't answering any of Draco's texts and calls. You were trying to avoid him and you were trying to think of happy thoughts and get your mind off of Draco.

You are finally home!

"Hi Mom!"You say getting off the train as you give her a hug.

"Hi honey, we've missed you" your mother replied well still hugging you and giving a kiss on your forehead.

"Yes we did" Your father said while going to give you a hug.

You then get in the car, put your things in the trunk and were on your way home.

"So we have some exciting news!"Your mother said while looking in the viewfinder to look at you in the back seat.

"What?" You asked politely.

"Instead of having Christmas at home, we are going to the Malfoys for Christmas, isn't that great"You are not happy to hear that come out of your mother's mouth. You didn't want to see Draco, he hurt you, Twice.

"Wait what, I thought you said we were going to stay home for Christmas this year."You ask concerned but politely trying not to be disrespectful.

"We were but they kindly invited us to stay with them, so when we get home you need to get packed, they have a guest bedroom for you and we are going to leave as soon as you're done packing."

"... Okay."You replied with nicely but inside you felt anxious.

Your family was close to the Malfoy's, so you would go their occasionally for birthdays or for a little holidays, but never Christmas.

If you went somewhere for Christmas it would usually be at a family member's house.

The rest of the ride home you just listen to some music and looked out the window while tapping your knee from anxiety.

You were home. You packed your bags for staying at the Malfoy's for a couple nights.

Once you're ready you put your bags in the trunk of the car and you and your family were on your way to Malfoy Manor.

The whole drive you're just trying to relax while listening to music. Plus feeling rushed and not help at all.

On the drive there just the thought of Draco wanted to make you cry, you wondered why he cheated on you, you thought it was something you did, you thought it was something you said, because right then and there he didn't hesitate to stop kissing Pansy.

He probably didn't even think what it would do to you, you never really openly shared that you had anxiety because you don't like sharing too much about yourself behind closed doors.

One time it got so bad that You started to question life and you wanted to hurt yourself, and sometimes you did. You kind of learned how to control that but are still learning.

And your anxiety all started happening when your father found out you were in Gryffindor, and he was so disappointed because your mom and dad were both in Slytherin.

You thought it shouldn't matter but at that time when you were only 10, you felt like you disappointment.

*An hour later*

You and your family had finally arrived at Malfoy Manor.

You slowly get out of the car and see Narcissa Malfoy come outside.

"Hello everyone, it's so good to see you, after a long time."Narcissa Malfoy said.

"Oh yes, it's so good to see you too, thank you for inviting us to your home."My mother said two Narcissa as they gave a hug.

"Of course it's no problem."Narcissa replied smiling at my mom then looked at me.

"Hello Y/N, haven't seen you in a long time"

"Yeah it's been a while, it's good to see you."

"Good to see you too"Narcissa said while giving you a hug.
"You can bring your luggage to the guest bedroom upstairs to the right next."

"Okay thank you" You reply bringing your bags with you upstairs.can you bring your luggage to your room and see the guest bedroom is right next to Draco's bedroom.

You ignore it and put your stuff down on your bed. You look up in the mirror that was straight in front of you hung on the wall and see Draco leaning against the side of the doorway with his arms crossed, while looking at you.

You then turn around to face him.

"So... Why have you been ignoring my texts and calls?"Draco says walking towards you. You thought there was a really dumb question because he should feel guilty of what he did.

"You really don't know why?"You said in a kind of annoyed voice.

"No I don't know, I thought you had a great time at the Yule Ball with me."He says now trying to hold the sides of your arms and is looking at you with a soft face which made your heart warm but you couldn't think like that right now, because he hurt you. You moved your arms from his hands.

"I did" You said in an annoyed voice.

"So then what, why have you been-"

"You cheated on me, was pansy, I saw and heard everything, So you can't even deny it"Your eyes were getting so watery and your voice was getting quivery as if you were about to cry.

"And you didn't even pull away when she kissed you, you just stayed there with her. What is wrong with you, You need to stop going back and forth. It's stupid."at this point you are really just letting all the tears stream down your face as you collapse sitting on your bed and having your hands placed on your eyes and having your elbows rest on your knees.

"Look I am so so sorry-"

"I don't care anymore, that really hurt me and I haven't done anything to you....I just have one question when I first walked in on you and Pansy, was that because you were jealous that Cedric was going to ask me to the ball or was this that just a coincidence and you actually liked her?"

You looked up from closing your eyes and stared at Draco with a worried look but all he did was stay silent and look at the floor not answering the question.

"Draco can you please leave the room"

"Y/N I-"

"Please"

He does not and opens the door and shuts it behind him. Once the door is shut all the way you start crying your eyes out because are you thinking about was that "did he liked Pansy this whole time?" "What's so special about her."

The rest of the night you just stayed in the bedroom and laid in your bed and listen to music to escape your feelings and fall asleep.

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