TimeSkip: 2 months later
Iwaizumi's Pov:
The bathroom was fixed now and I saw Oikawa sleeping on the couch. I walked close to him and I smelled his heat smell. I rolled my eyes and shook him. When he woke up and started crying I looked at him confused and he hugged onto me. I started breathing slowly as his heat smell was effecting me.
"O-oikawa what's wrong."
"D-don't leave this time Iwa."
"Okay, okay I won't... just tell me what happened?"
"I had a nightmare..."
"Right... okay,"
"Iwa... please don't let them touch me again."
"I won't. I promise."
"Oh... m-my heat,"
"It's okay."
"Huh?"
"Your smell it's okay just calm down."
"O-okay."
He calmed down and I helped him up. He clenched on my shirt and he was shaking.
"I- I can't Iwa..."
I put him on my back and went to the bathroom. He grabbed his supplements and took them. He then laid on my back and I sighed. He was off my back at this point and he went to the kitchen. He glanced back at me and smiled.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah I'm fine Iwa."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah... just a bad dream haha."
"O-okay..."
"Hey um Iwa... are YOU okay? My smell was all over you."
"I'm good."
I walked over to him and kissed his cheek. I walked away to the couch and he made himself some oatmeal. I looked at what he was watching and I rolled my eyes.
"What is this?"
"It's Madoka Magica."
"This looks so kiddy and pink I feel like I'm going to puke."
"Yeah cause YOU Mr. Boyfriend need to watch more anime."
"Not this... let's watch something else."
"Yes this I'm on episode 5 already."
"Yeah I wouldn't understand anything that will happen."
"Fine. We can watch Erased since it's in my watch list."
"Alright."
When we finished the anime it was 8 pm. He got off of me. I got up and he sat back down. I made us some sushi yesterday so I just warmed up the leftovers. And I brought it back to the living room. When we finished eating, Oikawa took a deep breath.
"Iwa... I think, I'm ready."
"No."
"Huh? What do you mean no. I said I was ready for us to sleep together."
"You're not ready, you said you think that you are ready."
"But- I really do think I am."
"You cried this morning from a nightmare... about what happened?"
"Pleaseee. Are YOU not ready?"
"Fine, let's go to the bedroom then."
"Okay."
I got up and walked to the hallway. He took a shaky deep breath and walked to me slowly. He was looking down then he looked up at me smiling. I wasn't going to do anything really. We walked down the hallway and went to the bedroom. I closed the door and took my shirt off. I heard him breathing erratically and just stood there. I started kissing him and he just allowed me to. I broke the awkward kiss and I put my arms around him. This was his breaking point and he started crying.
"See kawa you aren't ready."
"I- I'm sorry. I can't, I can't do it."
"I know it's okay."
"I- I- really want to, but I can't."
"Hey, it's alright. Don't force yourself next time, I can wait."
"But- I don't want you to wait... I just want to get it over with."
"No. I will wait I just don't want you to do that again. Unless you actually ready okay?"
"O-okay."
I was hugging him and he hugged me back then he let go of me. He laid down and I laid down too. I didn't try to hug him just in case he wanted space and he turned over to me.
"Did... you not want to cuddle?"
"We can cuddle. Come here shittykawa."
