Chapter 20

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TimeSkip: 2 Days Later
Iwaizumi's Pov:

It was around 3 am. I was unable to sleep since it just finished storming. I watching YouTube on my laptop and I got an YouTube notification and I clicked it. It was news about Oikawa. The news reporter lady kept asking questions about him getting raped. I could see the uncomfortableness on his face, I tried to tell him. After I watched the video I decided to text him. 

Text Messages:

 Iwaizumi: Hey babe. I saw the interview you alright?

Iwaizumi: Are you busy?

Iwaizumi: I'm going to call you 

I took a deep breath and called him. He didn't answer. I started to get worried then I called him again. He answered and I gulped.

"Hey Kawa... I saw the interview."

"H-hey Iwa-chan."

"Are you crying?"

"N-no.... yes."

"I tried to tell you Kawa."

"I- I know, I thought you- you were just trying- trying to get me to stay."

"Just a little bit. Did you have a panic attack?"

"N-not yet. I feel like I'm about to have one."

"I'm here for you, Kawa."

I heard him start crying and I bit my lip. He started hyperventilating and I took deep breaths. After a minute he did the same, expect he was sniffing. When I heard that his breathing was normal again, I took a deep breath. 

"Don't worry Kawa, even if you don't want me to see or hear you at your most vulnerable, I'm always here for you. I love you."

"..."

I heard his breathing getting erratic again and I sighed. 

"You can get through this Kawa."

I heard him start sniffing and I gulped. I heard him stammering over the phone.

"I- I l-love you too I-iwa,"

"You're doing well Kawa, just concentrate on your breathing."

"Oh okay."

He took a deep breath and I heard him sniffing. Then there was a long silence. I heard a sigh and there was another sniff. 

"I-it's worse when you're not here-"

"Sorry. I'll make sure to give you cuddles when you come back alright?"

"You- you better n-not forget." 

"I won't."

He hung up and then he facetimed me. I smiled and answered it. He was by a window which showed the city. The city lights sparkled in his eyes. Oikawa is a pretty crier. Which makes him being sad, impossible not to blush at.

"W-why aren't y-you sleep Iwa?"

"It was storming pretty bad a couple of minutes ago."

"Aww p-poor us."

"Yeah... well what else happened at your first day."

"Said hi to a lot of fangirls. I met everyone else at the guild, we went over rules and stuff. And of course I- did interviews... t-the other ones were just about me getting back into volleyball."

"Today sounded like a pretty normal day then, beside from that one interview. You handled it pretty normally to me. But I could see you were uncomfortable,"

"W-was it that n-noticeable?"

"No, I've just known you for so long, and I know every time you look to the side you're nervous. I mean you have serious eye contact, so that's pretty obvious."

"D-did I do that a lot."

"Not a lot,"

"Good. But I'm happy my Iwa-chan knows me well."

"I don't."

"Hm?"

"I really don't know a lot about you, "

"Mhm. See what was my favorite game growing up."

"Apples to apples."

"When did I used to have sleepovers with you?"

"W-when your dad was home."

"See."

"I guess. Did you get some sleep?"

"Uh yeah haha, I had a bad dream... I recently woke up though."

"Was your dream about what happened?"

"I-it was almost as if it was a recreation of what happened. And it felt so real... I- I always feel the same."

"Oikawa, take a deep breath please."

"Sorry... I never told you how it felt..."

"I didn't think you needed to."

"I mean... yeah makes since I guess."

"You're overthinking this Tooru. Knowing you, you would try to hide it. But you didn't."

"I... I was going too. But I wasn't at the mental or physical capacity to do so." 

"I know. But you started telling me more things that's going on with you."

"Y-yeah, see you know a lot about me."

"I guess. What time does your practice start?"

"7am"

"That's in four hours. Plus everything else... get some sleep Kawa. You'll be exhausted by tomorrow night."

"I- I don't want to hang up..."

"You don't have to... just lay down and make sure I can see you,"

"Okay Iwa."

"Alright."

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