18. Not the right words

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How could I lie to badly? Just because I don’t want to be with a lair, even so I wish I had the strength to give us a try at least as friends.

“Y/n, you don’t mean those words” he says coming closer to me, I wish I hadn’t looked up again. Seeing the tears of his, he is trying to hold back to badly. How could someone like him fall for me? I will give nothing but problems and conflict to him.

All I will bring into his life is drama and boredom. Lucas got to know a big part of me during a small amount of time. Enough time for him to understand I at least have some feelings for him.

“Y/n, what’s going on here?” Alexandra asks the second she seems me sad and Lucas holding back his tears. “Did I come in during the wrong time?” she asks another question and walks into the dorm.

“No, perfect timing. Sorry for coming” he says when he tries to fake a smile like everything is alright. Before Alexandra could tell him some comforting words, he leaves storming away. The door locks itself right after he passes through., another time where I lose someone.


-Time skip- Author’s point of view
Its been almost three days since their fight. Lucas didn’t call, text or meet Y/n, neither did she. Y/n thought she should apologize for screaming and saying hurtful words, but every time she wanted to the bad side of her just mentioned it was good that they ended it all before it was late.

Alexandra tried to make her smile again, but Y/n didn’t want to fake a smile just to make her stop worrying.

Either way Alexandra stopped on the second day since Y/n told her to stop worrying, she didn’t look happy when Y/n said it, but it was for the better. During these three days all Y/n did was read, write, eat, cry herself to sleep with the thought of never seeing Lucas again.

Xiaojun texted Y/n once in a while asking if everything is alright and Y/n said she just needed some time. She really wanted to ask Xiaojun if Lucas was doing alright, but each time she typed the words she deleted them the second after.


Morning- 6 AM
Alexandra: I have to deal with something, leaving alright?

Y/n: Yeah, I have a meeting today with Misses Kang

Alexandra: Take notes, I will buy us some pastries on the way back

Y/n: Sure *locks the door*

Alexandra was on her way to meet up with Lucas. She knows she shouldn’t bother and let Y/n control her own life. But Alexandra as a friend saw that Y/n let Lucas get so close to her so fast and that is because Y/n trusted Lucas.

Y/n must have felt something strong to even start the telling a bit about her family to someone. Seeing how happy she was and how good everything went between them she couldn’t stop herself for trying to help, even if its just a small part.

Lucas agreed to meet her, but he said he doesn’t have much time because of his work as an idol. Lucas was trying to pretend Y/n and him story didn’t exist for the better. Seeing Alexandra would not help him, but since she said its something important he said yes.

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