47. No intention causing pain

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But placing me in a position where I have to say I love you or he will leave me, didn’t make anyone of us happy.

Alexandra: I heard the fight, what happened?

Y/n: he broke up with me because I couldn’t say I love you

Alexandra: you don’t look mad, are you frozen?

Y/n: I am annoyed that he broke up because of that and I am sad that he thinks I would have feelings for Xiaojun-

Alexandra: then why didn’t you say that you have no feelings for Xiaojun?

Y/n: I said it didn’t matter, I don’t care anymore Lucas does what he wants to do. I am leaving for work *grabs her bag and leaves*

Alexandra: second time we do this in our life, we should stop *talking to herself*

The phone call-
Alexandra: Why did you break up with Y/n?

Lucas: I am very angry at this moment so unless you wanna be yelled at-

Alexandra: you know she is complicated! You said you would deal with it all! Now I hear you broke the hell out of her heart and she is trying to stay strong

Lucas: I BEEN LIVING WITH A LIE! SHE TOLD ME SHE LIKE ME BUT I LOVE HER! YOU KNOW BETTER THAN ANYONE ALEXANDRA THAT THERE IS A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THOSE WORDS!

Alexandra: you should have waited and given her a bit more time
Lucas: how long am I supposed to wait for her? I have a life where I have to deal with stuff! She hates my work more than anything and I still tried to make time for her, but she makes it all hard!

Alexandra: she had a broken heart! She didn’t want it again-

Lucas: I HAD NO INTENTION IN GIVING HER PAIN BECAUSE OF A BROKEN HEART! I WANTED TO MAKE A LIVING FOR US AND STAY TOGETHER WITH Y/n BUT SHE DIDN’T SEEM TO BE ON BOARD WITH THAT!

Alexandra: you said you wouldn’t give up, now look at you

Lucas: I didn’t give up, I gave it an end and you ended your relationship too. Why did you?

Alexandra: you know it, why ask again?

Lucas: I want to hear you say that you waited and loved someone so badly when all they did was hate the work you did and didn’t love you…he liked you

Alexandra: it's different-

Lucas: I am pissed off already, you and I both ended it for the better. We loved someone who only like us *hangs up*

Alexandra: I hate it that he has a point, but Y/n loves him she just can't say it

With Lucas- WayV Dorm
There isn't much to say anymore especially now that I made a decision based on anger and sadness. I hate it I hate that I said I love you before she said it but I mean everything I say to her every single time.

I wanted to be her everything I wanted to be the one that was there for her when she needed someone. Yes she is complicated yes our lives are complicated but then we just have to go through it all together it doesn't help when I'm the only one trying to fix this.

Fine if she didn’t want to say she loved me why didn’t she say that I am the one for her? Why couldn't you just say that she likes me and there is nobody else she wants to be with other than me 'cause that's how I feel, but I do love her?

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