Baby Monster

Killua

Luna POV

As punishment, the Andersons tutored me for a few weeks. Nothing I wasn't use to. Then I had to live at the Zoldyck house awhile as a slave to "repay" the debt I owed them from the failed mission. I understand why Killua hated it so much. Even though the Andersons were so much worse than the Zoldycks it had this weird lonely feeling on the mountain.

Finally after completing my punishment I was able to get a new mission to complete my training. This one was easy, a regular assassination of some hunters causing trouble. It was over quickly and just like that I was made a sibling. I was now a full fledged Anderson. And with that I gained the freedom to do whatever I wanted. Of course that is when I wasn't doing something for the 5.

I knew immediately the first thing I was going to do. I wanted to find killua. It took a bit longer than I expected but I found him in a small town. He was in a bakery with Alluka. She was paying for some sweets as Killua swiped some to go. I chuckled under my breath.

I watched them for awhile. I could tell Killua sensed someone watching, but he wouldn't be able to find me unless I wanted him to. I watched him and Alluka for three whole days. I couldn't decide what to say but finally I decided this stalking things was too weird.

I snuck into the hotel room Killua and Alluka were staying in. Killua was the only one awake at this point.

"Hi killua" I said softly

"Why have you been following us?" He sneered

"I wanted to talk" I shrugged walking over

I could feel killua tense up as I took a seat.

"Wheres Gon?" I asked hesitantly

"He finally meet his dad, like he always wanted. No thanks to you" killua glared

"It wasn't personal it was just business. You of all people should understand that" I hissed back

"How could you!!" He sudden screamed waking Alluka up. "I thought you were our friends. Aren't we more important to you then a mission!! How can you just not care!?"

"I can teach you" I said flatly

"Teach me what" he scuffed

"They taught me. Lily taught me how to be numb" I said "it's nice. You don't feel sad or mad. You don't feel scared or worried or stressed. You just feel nothing"

"Are you crazy!?" He questioned "Luna what happened to you."

I didn't say anything. An uncomfortable silence filled all around us. Alluka had gotten up and cuddled up to Killua.

"I want to stay with you" I told Killua finally breaking the silence

"Like hell you are" he scuffed

"You owe me!" I pleaded "I'm only like this because you let them take me! I heard how you and Gon went crazy trying to rescue some guy you met but did you guys even try to get me back!! I was so scared. I prayed to see your faces everyday. Everyday I spit in the face of each Anderson and swore that you wouldn't forget about me. That you would come!! And you never did what choice did I have but to numb myself. I was in so much pain" I yelled out not stopping to breath. When I was done I chocked on my tears as they peeled down my face. What was happening to me. All these emotions started flooding in. My head was pounding and the emptiness came rushing back. Quickly I remembered what Lily taught me. I made myself numb and buried the emotions deep down again.

"Luna we did look for you. I researched the Andersons every night. I asked everyone I met where I could find you. But I couldn't! I couldn't find you and I'm sorry! But you can't stay here after threatening Alluka and Gons life like it was nothing" he said firmly

I stared blankly into his eyes. He was so much older now. I smiled slightly fighting to stay numb.

"Goodbye Killua" I said before leaving the boy alone and heading god knows where.

Killua POV

After Luna left it was quiet. Too quiet

"Who was she?" Alluka asked

"An old friend" I said flatly. I helped Alluka get back to bed and apologized for waking her up. She was sleep again in no time.

I thought about Luna. I promised to protect her and I couldn't. I didn't. And then when she came back to me, I turned her away. But I had too. She's different now. That isn't the girl I knew, how could I trust her after what she did. The Andersons made a monster of her and I can't ignore that. No matter how much I long to hug her and tell her everything is ok now. No matter how much I miss her or how much it broke my heart when she was taken away. Dragged away from me screaming.

The next few days were lonely and miserable. I tried to fake it for Alluka but of course she noticed

"What wrong big brother?" Alluka asked

"Nothing really I've just been really tired" I yawned dramatically before laughing

This was the third time she had asked me that today and that was the third Time I lied. She could tell but I'm glad she didn't pester me about it. I was enjoying my time with Alluka. I was glad I could get her out of that awful house and show her what life was like! But she told me she wanted to go home soon. It has been almost 6 months since I took her from the house and she says that she wants to try to reconnect with the rest of the family. It took a lot of convincing but I agreed to bring her back for awhile. Maybe after that I could go find Luna.