His savior ( A Carl Grimes fan fiction)

Chapter21- Crappy Days

Mia's P.O.V.

Everything was horrible agin. Nanny is in some kind of shock , and we cant find Pawpaw. "Carl what if he'a out drinkin? Ive heard he does really stupid things when he drinks! And then Nanny is gonna only get worse if we don't find him!" I stress to Carl. "Were gonna find him and Beth will be fine I promise." Carl says as he runs his hands up and down my arms. I was freaking out. What if something happened to Pawpaw and Nanny ended up doing...... i don't know something to where we lose her? I cant lose some one agin! "Okay were gonna to look for Hershel where could he be?" Rick asks "A bar." mom says. She explains which bar and why "Okay ill go with Glenn." Rick says. "What? No!" Mom says. "Maggie it'll be fine." Glenn says "What if it isn't?" Mom asks. Carl wrapped his arms around me "I promise it will. Ill come back safe and sound to you and Mia.Okay?" Glenn asks and mom nods "Okay." she says then kisses Glenn. I smile and Carl does too. I pull away from Carl and hug Glenn "Be carful" i say and Glenn hugs me back "I will i swear." Glenn says then pull away "Keep a good eye on her for me Carl." Glenn says and Carl nods. "Of course." Carl says as he takes my hand into his. I smile and Carl kisses my cheek. Rick and Glenn left "Can we go see Nanny?" I ask. "Yeah I'm sure she would love your company." momma says. I nod "Ill just go find mom i guess." Carl says. "Why?" I ask. "Well I'm sure you want time alone with her." Carl says. I cup his cheeks in my hands "With everything that happened i am not gonna be okay seeing her by myself like that." i say and then bring my hands from his cheeks down to his shoulders, arms, then hands "Please come with me." i beg. Carl nods "Okay." he says. We walked to Nanny's room and I smiled at her. "Hey Nanny." i say. She was laying in bed and smiled slightly. "Hi sweetie." she said so softly it was almost a whisper. "Um....Carl and I talked about some things yesterday." i say as sit next to Nanny on her bed "We were talking about some old memories." i say with a smile as Carl sits next to me "Like how one time you went to the mall with your friends and i made mom bring me to the mall so i could see you." i tell her. Nanny slightly smiled "I was four and you weren't home when i got home from school and i wanted to see you." i say. Carl smiles "Y'all have a lovely relationship." Carl says and i smile. "Thank you." i say. Mom came into the room. "Hayes wants you Carl" Mom says. Carl nods and looks at me "Ill be right back, okay?" Carl asks and i nod. "Okay" i say. He smiles and kisses my cheek. He stood up to leave and i grabbed his hand "Can i come with you? I..... I can stand my distance so y'all can talk about whatever i just..." i pause and pull him closer "I can't look at her like this alone and mom is here but still. It makes me want to cry." i whisper to him in his ear. Carl nods "Of course princess." Carl whispers. He takes my hand and pulls me up. "We'll come see you later Beth." Carl says and Nanny slowly nods. I frown and walk out of the room. Carl follows me and brings me outside with him. We find Hayes and he smiles at me "Hey uh.....you okay?" Hayes asks. I shrug "She's gonna be just fine because everything will be okay by the end of the night." Carl says as he wraps an arm around my shoulders "Can me and Hayes talk for a little bit? Like uh.....by our selves." Carl asks. I nod "Yeah." i say and quickly walk to the porch. I sat down in one of the rocking chairs and could hear Hayes a little bit. "Man why?" I hear him ask "No! You can't do that to her!" I hear Hayes hiss "I don't give two shits about how it hurts you or how you think she thinks of you because its not right and its just gonna hurt her! She's already fucking hurting Carl!" Hayes practically yells. "Shut up!" Carl yells and glances over at me. I looked at my hands and pretended like i didn't hear anything as i played with them. He wanted to leave. He wanted to break up with me. Well then i guess thats it. Im finally done. I can't take anymore of this crap. I ran inside "Mia sweetie are you okay?" Lori asks and i just run past her and too my room. I grabbed Carl's things and put them in the hallway then sat on my bed. "Wheres my things?" I hear Carl ask as he enters my room. I point to the hall and he looks at me "Why are they in the hall?" He asks. "You wanna leave go ahead I'm not stopping you." I say as I lay down with my back facing him. "You have to understand why Mia." Carl says. "Why? Tell me i want to know." i say as i sit up "Am i not giving you enough attention? Am I doing something wrong? Do i need to change? I....I don't understand!" I say. "No its......" Carl stops as Hayes walks in. Hayes walks over to me as I feel tears start to prick at my eyes. "Hey look I'm gonna talk to you uh......to you later and ill explain everything." Hayes whispers in my ear. I nod and he kisses my cheek. Carl frowns "It's not you at all baby don't ever think that!" Carl says as he sits next to Hayes. "It's just...... I can't tell you but we just can't be together anymore." Carl says on the verge of tears himself. "Go please." i say. Carl moves to in front of me "Carl just tell her the truth!" Hayes says. "You need to know that she doesn't feel that way about you tell her!" Hayes says. Im so confused. What the hell? "I...I can't." Carl says. I look at him "Baby tell me please!" I beg. "Fine ill tell her!" Hayes yells "He thinks he is letting you and everyone else down and he doesn't want to hurt you so he thinks breaking up with you is the best way to do it." Hayes confesses. "Why would you think that?" I ask Carl. "I just..... i feel like I'm letting everyone down and i love you so much your the last person i want let down and hurt." Carl says. I make him sit next to me on the bed "You could never let me down or hurt me Carl." i say and Carl signs "Swear?" Carl asks and i nod "I love you so much no matter what you do i will always still love you." I say. Carl nods and returns the i love you then we go see Nanny with Hayes. It was sad to see her like that" Carl, Hayes bring Mia to her room for me ease while i talk to Lori." Mom says. "Yes ma'am." Carl says then brings me to my room with Hayes. "Is Nanny Gonna be okay?" I ask Carl. He nods quickly in response "Of course she will." Carl says then looks at Hayes "And uh.....your grandpa is gonna come back and everything will be resolved." Hayes says trying to make me happy. I nod "Yeah okay." i say. Carl wrapped his arms around me and i hugged him. "My family is falling apart." i whisper. Carl sighs and kisses my forehead. "Everything will be just fine kitten." Carl whispers. He goes to let go of me and i hug him tighter "Please." i pause and shake my head "Please don't let go." I whimper. Carl rewraps his arms around me and places me on his lap after he sat down. Hayes and him were talking as i was playing with my hands. Hayes started talking to Carl as Carl started whispering things in my ear. "I love you so much kitten." he whispers and kisses the back of my ear. "Everything will be fine i promise." he says as he kisses down my neck. I shiver and Carl smiles. "Is Carl bad?" Hayes asks me. "What do you mean bad?" I ask "Is he bad at kissing? I bet he is." Hayes says. I look at Carl "I don't know lets see." i say and kiss Carl's lips hard. He falls back onto the bed and kisses me back. I get on top of him as Carl grabs my waist. I pull away "Yeah he is uh......he is pretty good." i say. Carl licks his lips "That was unexpected." Carl says and kiss him on the lips softly "Thats the point." i tell him. "My god i love your lips." Carl groans. I giggle "Im gonna go use the restroom ill be right back." Carl says and i nod as i get off his lap. He walked out of the room to where it was only me and Hayes now. "So Hayes ever had a girl friend?" I ask him. "Once bitter stuck up sissy one." He says. I laugh "Hey can you do something for me?" Hayes asks. "Yeah. What is it?" I ask. Hayes sighs and look out the hallway then back at me "Take care of Carl for me. He's a sensitive one and he really loves you.....a lot so please take care of him for me." Hayes says. I smile as i look at Carl's hat who was on my desk. I grab it and put it in my lap "He's my baby" i say with a smile and put the hat on my head "I am never letting him go." Carl walks in and smiles at me "You look good in that babe." Carl says and i giggle "Theres a new sheriff in town" i pause as i stand up and grab Carl's hands. I put them behind his back and shove him onto my bed. "And she is showing no mercy." I say. Carl smiles and i let go of his hands. "But for now this sheriff will let her partner in crime do all her dirty work." Carl smiles more as i place his hat on his head. Carl wraps his arms around me "And this is why I love you." Carl whispers to me. I giggle and then remember everything that happened today. My smile that i once had turned into a frown. "Is.....is Nanny okay?" I ask. Carl nods "Yeah Maggie said she should be fine once Hershel gets here." Carl says. I nod and lay down on my bed. Carl lays down next to me and Hayes sits in one of my chairs. Carl wraps his arms around me. Hayes pulled a blanket on top of him and Carl pulled one on top of us. It was like we all had the same idea.......to take a nap. Carl nuzzled his face into my back and I clutched his hands in mine. I slowly fell asleep then woke up to my mom trying to wake us all up. "Come on kids food is done." Mom says. I groan and turn around to Carl. I hide my face in his shirt and he chuckles. "Come on get up." mom says then hits us with a pillow twice "Okay mom we will get up!" I say quickly and sit up. We all went downstairs to eat and I looked around "Where is Lori?" I ask. Everyone stays quite "Carl when was the last time you saw your mom?" Momma asks him. "When ever you told me and Hayes to bring Mia to her room." Carl says. He stands up "You don't know where she is?" Carl yells. "Carl she cant be far sit down babe." i say calmly and make him sit down "Sorry im just worried." Carl says and i nod "I know its okay." i reply. "She asked me to look in on Carl and told me not to tell anyone." Andrea says. "She went after Rick and Glenn?" Dale asks. "She never said that." Andrea shakes her head. "No body panic we will find her." Shane says. Carl stands up with everyone else "Kids stay in here while we go look." Mom orders "Yes ma'am." i say. They go outside and Carl bites his lip. "Look everything will be fine!" I say trying to comfort him. "Yeah man Aunt Lori is gonna be fine." Hayes says. After a while of distracting Carl we heard a car door slam. Carl ran outside and we ran after him. It was Shane and Lori. "Oh my god what happened?" I ask referring to the big bloody scratch that was on her head. "I got in an accident but im fine." Lori says. "Now wheres Rick?" Lori asks. Carl shifts his all his weight to his right leg. "Dad hasn't came back yet mom." Carl says. "You told me he was here you asshole!" Lori yells at Shane as she pushes him. "I had to make sure you and the baby would be alright!" Shane says and everyone stops. "B-Baby?" Carl asks. I look at Hayes and he looks at me then we both look at Carl. "Wait your pregnant!" Carl says in a mad like tone. "Why didn't you tell me?" Carl asks and you could tell he was angry. Lori stayed silent as I grabbed his hand to try and calm him down and he pulled away. Carl ran away "Carl" Lori calls out then sighs. "I got him." i sigh "Mia it's dark." momma says "I know where he's goin." Momma nods and i run to the tree house. I go inside and see Carl staring out on of the windows with his back facing me. "Are you mad about the baby?" I ask softly as i wrap my arms around Carl from behind. Carl shook his head "No, i just wish i would've been told in a better way then this." Carl answers truthfully. "Hey look at it like this" i say and move besides Carl "You'll have that younger sibling you've always dreamed of." i say as i rub his back with my hand. "Are you ready to come inside?" I ask him. He shakes his head and i shiver. It was freezing out and i had nothing but a short sleeved shirt, jeans and some vans on. "Go inside your cold." Carl says. I shake my head "You stay i stay." i tell him as i rub my arms with my hands. Carl sighs "Your so freaking stubborn." Carl says. "Yep but you still love me" i say as we climb down the tree house. "True." Carl replied as my feet touched the ground. We went inside and Carl sat on the couch with me in silence. He started playing with my hands as Lori came into the room with my mom. I moved so Lori could sit next to Carl and i sat next to my mom on the other couch. "Look im really, really sorry you had to find out the way you did" Lori apologizes. "Its okay." Carl nods. "Are we gonna be able to know if it's a boy or a girl?" Carl asks. Lori shakes her head "Not till the baby is born." Lori says and Carl nods "Can i feel the baby?" Carl asks as he puts his hand on Lori's stomach. I giggle a little and so does Lori. "No not yet." Lori says then nods. "You must have a lot of questions." Lori says then looks at momma "We never had the talk." Lori says and momma nods "I never had it with Mia ether." Momma says. "Please not tonight." i whine and momma laughs "I don't want it with him around ether. Thats just weird because he'a my boyfriend and ya." i say and they start laughing but Carl who blushes. Shane walks in "Look im sorry Carl i thought you knew" Shane says. Carl smiles "It's big brother Carl now." he says as he tips his hat back. "Aww thats so cute!" I gush and Carl blushes agin. I giggle and Carl walks over to me. "Ill show you cute." he says and momma moves off the couch. He pins me down and starts tickling me "No! Carl stop!" I laugh as he tickles my ribs "Carl please! Ill do anything just stop please you know I'm very ticklish!" I yell im between laughter. "Say im not cute and that im a total bad boy!" Carl says and i nod "Okay! Okay your a total bad boy!" I laugh out in tears. Carl smiles and kisses the tip of my nose "That is what i thought." Carl says and i smile. "Lets go get some rest." Carl says and i nod. We ended up all sleeping in my room. Me, Carl and Hayes. By morning Pawpaw, Glenn and Rick still weren't back which worried me till we heard a car door slam shut. I looked out my window to see them. "Momma" i yell as i run down stairs with Carl and Hayes. I hug pawpaw and Glenn as Carl hugged Rick. Lori ran towards Carl "Patricia prepare the table for surgery." Pawpaw says. "Wait why?" Momma asks. "We picked up someone who needed our help. We fix him then he leaves." Glenn says. "His name is Randal." Glenn explains. "Mia i don't want you get to close to him we dont know who this is." Carl whispers to me and i nod. We all decided to talk about it in the dinning room while Pawpaw helped this Randal guy. I sat in chair as Carl stood behind me with his hands on my shoulders. "I helped his leg out as best as i could." Pawpaw says. What happened was his leg got stuck through and through on a pole and he didn't want to cut it off so they did this instead. Soon the talk turned into an argument between Shane,Pawpaw, and Rick. "Would you just all shut up and go with the original plan!" I yell. "My god!" I say and shake my head. "Mia Nicole what is your problem?" Momma asks me. "This is getting stupid! We cant go five minutes with out an argument!" I say. "Im just stating facts!" I roll my eyes and Carl rubs his hands on my shoulders "Calm down kitten." he whispers in my ear. After that everyone went there own way with their own people. I sigh "These last few days have been some crappy days." I say and Carl smiles. "Yeah. They have." he replies with a nod.

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Okay anther chapter down! Im trying to do as many as possible because we have Mardi Gras break where i live in Louisiana and the break is a whole week, which is this week, so i want to get as many chapters up as i can because next week is school and i wont be able to do this.....so i hope you like this chapter if so don't be afraid to hit that lil star button or comment, or both. Okay Bye!!!!-H