Chapter 49-Mia

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Carl's P.O.V.

It was the middle of the night and I hadn't fallen asleep. Judith woke up twice and I got her. Right now I think its one at night.

I want Mia.

Im so scared.

What if she isn't okay?

What if something bad happens to her?

"Carl? Carl why aren't you asleep it's one in the morning!" I hear Maggie say as she walks into my cell.

Maggie sits on the bed next to my feet. "I cant fall asleep with out her Maggie." I say and Maggie smiles lightly. "What if....what if Mia gets hurt? What if I.... what if we lose her?" I ask.

Maggie frowns and rubs my back with her hand. "We wont." She tells me. Maggie smiles "i need to thank you."

"For what?" I ask confused.

"Being there for my baby, taking care of her, making sure she is safe, and loved." Maggie says. I smile at her.

"I really really love Mia. She is my everything, and she is so so perfect! She so sweet, kind, caring, loving, she loves me family, she understands me, she's always there and she loves me so much, i know she does, she reminds me all the time and I love that!"

Maggie smiles "Do you see a future with Mia?" Maggie asks me.

"One day she'll be my wife, were going to have a few kids, and were going to have a loving happy family together, thats the future I see with Mia." I tell Maggie.

She smiles "Get some sleep Carl."

Maggie kisses my forehead and also kisses Judith's. I shake my head. "I cant fall asleep with out her." I sigh.

"Just try for her and me please." Maggie says.

I nod "What were you doing up?" I ask Maggie.

She sighs "Couldn't sleep so I wanted to come check on you, see if you were okay." Maggie says.

I smile "Thank you Maggie."

Maggie nods "Now get some sleep Carl."

"You too Maggie." she nods with a smile.

"I will." Maggie leaves and I sigh.

I kiss Judith's forehead and grabbed her little hand "Bubba promises to keep you safe Judy, and I'm going to find Mia for you because I know how much you love her and i love her a lot too." I say.

Hours pasted by and I just watched Judith sleep. Sounds creepy I know but I couldn't fall asleep or stop thinking about Mia.

I tried to fall asleep but last night I didn't close my eyes for a minute even after Maggie left. I wanted Mia in my arms. I needed her in my arms,but that wasn't happening because I have no clue where she was.

It's all Jessica's fault. She'll pay for it. I don't know how yet, but she will. I know Mia wont agree with it but I don't care. She hurt Mia, and me so many times, and I'm honestly fed up with it.

Judith grabbed my finger and I smiled at her "Hey Judy." I whisper and pick her up "Lets go see Beth."

We were about to leave to go look for Mia again. I didn't want Dad watching Judith so Im going to ask Beth.

I walked down stairs and found Beth. Judith was laying her head on my shoulder.

We walked up to Beth and she gave me a small smile. "I don't want my Dad watching her so Beth please take her while we go look for Mia." Beth nods quietly as she takes Judith into her arms.

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