His savior ( A Carl Grimes fan fiction)

Chapter36- Diffrent Perspective

*continuing that day*

Mia's P.O.V.

Rick walked into the gates with Daryl and I couldn't help but smile till I saw Merle. I grab onto Carl in fear and nearly fall as I back up. Tears started welling up in my eyes "Mia, Mia calm down." Rick says. Carl grabs me "What the hell is he doing here?" Carl yells."Carl!" Rick yells "No! Dont Carl me! You fucking bastard what is your problem? What the hell did she ever do to you?" Carl yells at Merle. Carl let go of me and walked up to Merle. He pulls out his gun and presses it up to Merle's head "Your lucky I don't fucking kill you now!" Carl yells in pure anger. It honestly scared me a little how Carl's solution to everything now seemed to be to kill. I brush it off as I shake my head. "Put the gun down now!" Rick yells at Carl and Daryl grabs Carl's hand "Don't you dare-" Daryl starts to yell at Carl and I push Daryl away "Don't you ever touch him you back stabber!" I yell at Daryl. I look to my right to see I was extremely close to Merle. He smiles"Hello princess." He says. I run behind Carl and nearly fall in the process agin from being scared. My body was trembling "Don't let him go next to me please Carl please." I whimper. Carl put his gun in his holster. "He comes next to me or Mia I'm blowing his head off." Carl growls. "We dont do that!" Rick hisses. "We do whenever the fucking sicko who nearly got my girlfriend rapped is let into our home to maybe get her officially rapped or beat more!Im not having that Dad!" Carl yells at his father "Don't you yell at me!" Rick yells. "Fuck you!" Carl yells at his Dad and I pull on Carl's arm as Merle keeps starring at me "Carl stop" I say. "You think i would just let him into our home? Carl im not a dumbass! Im locking him up." Rick says as he grabs Merle's arm harshly. Carl looked at me and frowned as he saw how terrified i was now of Merle. "You are a dumbass dad." Carl mumbles quietly as he pulls me close to him. "I don't want to be sleeping under the same roof as him Carl." I shake my head. Carl nods "I know I don't want you to ether but of course Dad's gonna keep the jack ass. I promise he wont go next to you though, and if he does it wont be pretty." Carl informs me. Carl hugs me and rubs my back up and down with his hand. "It'll be okay I promise." Carl says as he tries to calm me down. "Looking at him hurts." I say. "Why because he's so fucking ugly? Yeah it hurts me too babygirl." Carl says. I Smile and laugh lightly "No Im serious. It makes me think about.... about what happened." I say. Carl frowns "Then don't ever look at him because i don't want you thinking about that. Okay?" Carl asks as his hand goes up the back of my shirt and starts to rub my back. I nod as I close my eyes and lay my head on Carl's chest. "Mmm Rick, Maggie I think your son and daughter are gonna be hitting it real soon." Merle jokes. I hide my face in Carl's shirt "Don't look at him, don't answer him." Carl grits through his teeth as he continues to rub my back with his warm hand under my shirt. "You sick bastard don't say that!" Momma shakes her head. Merle smiles his disgusting evil smile that I hate "Just stating facts. I bet your boy wants to do things to her that you wouldn't even believe.Yep. Definitely seems like him. " Merle says. I pull away from Carl "Shut up you disgusting pervert!" I yell at Merle. "Don't you dare talk about my son like that!" Rick growls at Merle. "Everyone inside now." Rick says. Everyone goes inside but me and Carl. "Carl Im scared of him." I shake my head. Carl looked pissed to no end. "Yeah i know. Im gonna do something about it, trust me." He says then walks me inside. Rick was locking Merle in a cell. Merle smiled at me as I passed and I flipped him off "Now what happened to sweet innocent little church girl Mia?" Merle asks. "She died a long time ago." I inform the sick bastard as I cross my arms over my chest "Dont fucking talk to her or-" Carl begins and Merle cuts him off with laugher "Or what? You'll kill me? Like to see you try little man." Merle says. Carl places his hand on his gun and i grab his hand away. "You cant Carl." i whisper to him. Carl looks at me then grabs my hand with a nod. "I know." he says. Everyone got together in the cell block to discuss what we were doing."Were not leaving!" Rick says. "We can't protect ourselves like.....this! We have barely anything." I say. "We cant even go outside" Hayes shakes his head. "In the day time we cant at least." Carol says. "Look Rick said we aren't leaving, we aren't leaving." Glenn says. "Yeah lets not leave. Just sit here and like rats." Merle says. "You got a better idea?" Rick asks Merle. "Who the hell gives a care about his ideas! He's a dumbass mother fucker!" Carl points out. "Well my idea is, you should've slid out here last night leave the fight for anther day, but you've lost that shot now haven't ya?" Merle asks. Carl was getting annoyed just by looking at Merle and hearing him talk. When ever Merle would speak Carl would ball his fist up tightly, get really tense and bite the inside of his cheek. I rub a hand up Carl's arm "Just stay calm." I whisper to him. Carl looks at me then nods as he releases his hands and becomes less tense under my touch. "Governor probably has spots on every road for this place by now, waiting for their next attack." Merle explains. "We ain't scared of that prick." Daryl informs Merle. "Ya'll should be. That truck through the fence thing, thats just him ringing the door bell, there is much much more worse to come from him." Merle explains. I shake my head with a frown "It's all your fault! You made us start the fight!" I yell at Merle. "We may all die because of you now and your gonna die with us you bitch!" I yell at Merle. Carl smiles at me "Thats my girl" he whispers. I smile lightly with a blush at Carl. "Whats the difference of whose fault it is?" Nanny asks. "Because none of this!" I say and swirl my index finger around in the air "Would've ever happened if it wasn't for that" i pause and point at Merle "pig." I finish. "What do we do?" Nanny asks. "I say we should leave, not stay here and wait to be murdered." Pawpaw says. Rick shakes his head in frustration and starts to walk to go outside the prison. "Get back here!" Pawpaw yells at Rick. Rick stops "Your slippin Rick, we've all seen it, we understand why but now is not the time, you once said this isn't a democracy now you have to own up to that." My Pawpaw tells Rick. "I put my family's lives in your hands Rick so get your head clear, and do something." Pawpaw says.Rick looks at my grandfather then walks out to a different part if the prison. Carl rubbed his face in frustration "Running away doesn't help, I don't understand what Dad doesn't understand about that." Carl sighs as he takes his hat off and runs a hand through his hair. "Hey it'll be okay" I tell Carl as he puts his hat back on. "Aww is little man getting frustrated with his Daddy?" Merle pouts. "I swear to god-" Carl yells at Merle and I grab Carl's arm "Stop this! Look I know your mad but this....this isn't you Carl." I shake my head. Carl frowns and i lace our hands together. I bring them up to my chest "This isn't you." I tell Carl softly. In that short period of time that I was taken something changed in Carl, and I honestly didn't know if I should be scared by this change or not. It doesn't matter right now though. All that matters is our safety right now. "Mia it's still me. Im....im still the person you feel in love with back at home i just have a different perspective on things now, a better one." Carl tells me. I shake my head "I know, I know baby. Trust me I do, and I still love you with all my heart , but this new thing, what ever it is, it has to stop. No matter how scared or worried you are right now Carl, it has to stop because it isn't you." I say. Carl looks down at me then nods. "Im gonna go talk to Dad. Go with Beth or Hayes or in one of our cells, I don't want you next to him" Carl says the word him in disgust as he glares at Merle. I nod as Carl leans down and presses his sweet lips against mine . I smile as Carl pulls away. He walks away with a smile. I walk up to my cell and sit down waiting for Carl to come back. I had fallen asleep and woke up to the bed dipping down besides me. I open my eyes to see Carl "Im sorry Kitten i didn't mean to wake you" Carl apologizes. "It's fine" i nod as I wrap my arms around Carl's neck. "What did y'all talk about?" I ask. Carl sighs "I told Dad how I didn't think he should be the leader anymore, I told him to let someone else do it then said how he needed rest." Carl says. "And he said?" I ask as Carl plays with my hair. "Nothing. He said nothing he just started at me in disbelief so I left went talk to Hayes for a little while." Carl shakes his head "Ive lost all hope in him." Carl whispers to me. "Don't, your father will come around." I reassure Carl. He nods "Sure" Carl says with doubt in his voice. "Oh baby..." I whisper to Carl "Look on the bright side, I'm still here, and I'm not leaving." I tell Carl. He nod with a smile "Yeah thats pretty good, actually thats really good." Carl says. I smile as he picks himself up and hovers himself over me "It's fantastic" Carl kisses my lips "Wonderful" Carl kisses my lips agin "The best god damn thing in the world." Carl continues to kiss me. "It's everything I've ever wanted for you to stay." Carl kisses me one last time. I smile and peck Carl's lips "Ive always wanted a relationship like this." I tell Carl. "Like what?" Carl asks, obviously wanting me to be more specific. "Where no matter how shitty things would get we would still show so much love towards each other. No matter what time of day it is you are always right there showing me love. You make feel special Carl and it's a good special too. I like it. You also make feel cared for, and loved, and wanted." I list. Carl smiles "Because you are special Mia, you are cared for, your are loved, and you are wanted." Carl tells me. I smile "I always wanted a relationship like that too. One to where me and the girl were always loving each other, and sticking up for each other. She would always be there to make me happy, and be there for me when I needed her and I would be the same way for her." Carl says. "Thats the kind of relationship I've always wanted, and honestly I got it and so so much more." Carl laughs slightly as he finishes. "And you, you make me feel so loved and important, actually wanted, and brave." Carl list. Carl hand his hand son ether sides of my holding me up and I placed my hands on his cheeks "You are loved, your important, so very very important, and wanted and brave, you are my brave child soldier." I tell Carl. He smiles and I pull him down by his neck. I could feel Carl's hot breath on my lips as I closed my eyes "I wouldn't trade what we had for anything in the world." I whisper to Carl my lips brushing against his every now agin as I speak. Carl shakes his head "I wouldn't ether." he whispers then I feel his Carl's lips crash onto mine. I smile against Carl's lips as our lips moved in sync together. Carl let one of the hands he had next to my head go from my arm all the way down to my hip. I pull away "We should go see when and what were doing exactly for the plan." I tell Carl. He nods as he draws little circles on my hip with his thumb "Yeah, but we don't have too." Carl says. "We have to know everything Carl." Carl nods and gets off of me and the bed at the same time since i was the one next to the edge. Carl helps me up "Well the medicine kicked in. Thats a good thing." Carl says. I nod with a smile. "Yeah i like not sneezing and coughing while everyone is talking." i say as we walk downstairs hand in hand. "Im sure you do." Carl laughs. I smile as we walk towards everyone to hear what they were talking about now. "We cant access the field without burning our our bullets." Pawpaw says. "So were trapped in here with barely any food or ammo?" Glenn asks. "Hey we've been here before, we'll be alright." Daryl says. "Thats when it was just us, before their was a snake in the nest." Glenn says. Daryl walks up to Glenn "Man are we gonna go over this agin? Merle is staying here, he is one of us now." Daryl says. I look at everyone shocked "Um... since when?" I ask. "Since we came back." Daryl says. I shake my head "I refuse to live with that....that..... that thing!" I say. "Hey look you need watch your mouth-" Daryl says "Or what?" I yell at Daryl "Gonna leave your actual family agin Daryl? Gonna leave me just like that with no explanation as to why you left agin?" I yell. "Mia he regrets what he did get over it!" Daryl says. "Get over it? A boy stripped me from my clothes because of him, saw me in nothing but my underwear, a boy got on top of me started grinding himself on me and kissed me everywhere when i didn't want to be kissed by him because of your brother, a boy nearly took my virginity when i didn't want it to be taken because of your brother!" I yell at Daryl in tears. "The only boy who should have ever saw me the way I was or did the things he did to me is Carl! And not even now, I'm talking about In the future. Not some dumbass black haired kid I didn't know named John!" I yell "How do you forgive someone for something like that? I wouldn't even let Carl do the things that boy did to me. Not today, in a few years yeah, but not today." I say as I shake my head. I walk upstairs to my cell. I was beyond upset with everything. "Mia wait." I hear Carl
call out as I'm half way up the stairs. I stop and look at him "Yes?" I ask. Everyone stayed quiet but Carl "You can't leave." Carl shakes his head. I cock my head to the side "Why is that?" I ask in a annoyed attitude. "Because what does running do?" Carl asks me. "Nothing." he says. "Come here." Carl holds his hand out for me. I sigh as i stomp downstairs and take Carl's hand. He pulled me into his chest. The tears that were in my eyes slowly fell down me cheeks and Carl wiped each one away with his shirt sleeve. "Like I said Merle staying get use to it." Daryl says. "No" Carl snaps. "Carl just....let it go were not gonna win." I shake my head In disappointment. "Yeah thats what you think." Carl mumbles. Daryl walked to his cell "Merle living here isn't gonna cut it Dad!" Carl says. "Well were not kicking him out!" Rick tells Carl. "Look I wouldn't ask you to live with Shane after he tried killing you!" Glenn hisses. "Merle is strong, he may be erratic but we have to keep him" Pawpaw says. I shake my head as I pull away from Carl who had once agin had his fist balled up and was tense. "You cant be telling me you think keeping him is honestly safe!" Carl shouts. "Go to your cell now Carl! Get him out Mia!" Rick yells referring to Carl. "I don't know what the hell happened to you but it's gonna fucking stop!" Rick hisses at Carl. Carl steps up to his Dad "Who's gonna make it stop?" Carl growls. Carl had his teeth clenched with his hands still balled into fist. "I will." Rick hisses. "Try!" Carl yells at his Dad. "You all stop!" Hayes yells. I stood there not knowing what to do. "Im going talk to Merle." Pawpaw says and goes towards Merle's cell. Carl ran off "Carl come back!" I say. He kept running "Carl!" Hayes yells as Carl leaves the cell block. I run after Carl and see he went into the part of the prison where Tyreese came from. "What the hell?" I ask. I shake my head as I pull out my gun "Your gonna get us killed Carl." i sigh as i walk into the hall. I could hear Carl's gun shoots so I ran towards them. I found Carl shooting walkers with no problem. "Carl!" I yell over the gun shots. Carl looks over bis shoulder for a split second to look at me. "Leave Mia." Carl yells as he shoots anther walker that was coming towards him. "Not till you come with me." I yell as he continues to shoot the walkers. "Mia this is honestly the only way I think I wont fucking shoot Merle so leave now." Carl tells me. "Carl no!" I say. I take his gun out of his hand and quickly drag him back to our cell block. "What the hell Mia?" Carl asks. I look at him "Are you trying to get yourself killed?" I ask as I take Carl's keys and lock the door. I shove his keys back into his pocket then his gun into his holster. "No." Carl says. "Well taking your anger out on that many walkers will get you killed Carl." I tell him. Carl rolls his eyes. I grab his face in my hands "Don't you fucking roll your eyes at me you know its the truth!" I hiss at Carl. I shove his face out of my hand and Carl frowns. This change that Carl had, I'm starting to think it wasn't a very good change. He seemed more easily mad, frustrated, and like I've said his solution seems to be to kill anyone in our way. This wasn't the Carl I was use to at all so honestly i was a little worried, but of course I'm still gonna stay with him. I mean how could I leave him? He was everything I could ever want and he takes care of me so well. I love Carl to death and maybe this is just a phase. I hope it is. Carl sat on the cold cement ground "I just want to keep you safe." he says. "Thats all I wanted baby." Carl says softly. "Yeah and thats fine. I really appreciate that but Carl you cant just stick a gun in someone we don't like face, and run off to go shoot walkers when your mad." I tell Carl. He stays quiet as I kneel down in front of him. "Carl you changed while I was gone. What happened?" I ask. Carl looks at me "You were ripped away from me and I didn't know if I would ever see you agin. All I did was glare at the group and cry. Thats it. When you came back I realized what I have to do to keep you safe, to keep you with me. I had a different perspective on a lot of things." Carl tells me. I open my mouth slightly trying to find the right words to say but nothing came out. I close my mouth and bite my bottom lip. I place a hand on Carl's knee with a nod. "Do...do you still love me?" Carl asks nervously and looks up at me. His hat covered tipped down a little so I pushed it back up. "I could never stop." I tell Carl. He nods as he places his hand over mine that was on his knee. "Look you want something to take your mind off of all this go on watch. There is this very tiny fenced in area with barricades.Rick wants that to be our position if we ever get attacked because its the sagest place. Go there and watch make sure everything is okay." I instruct Carl. Carl nods and stands up. He pulls me up with him "Come with me?" Carl asks. "Of course babe." I say. I go with Carl and sit on the ground as Carl watched. He looked through his binoculars "Theres something out there." Carl says. I stand up and he hands me the binoculars. I didn't know if I should be happy or mad at who I saw. It was Andrea. "Carl." i say and take the binoculars away from my face "It's Andrea with a walker.Shes hiding behind a walker." I say. Carl takes the binoculars back "Theres no way she made it out of the farm." Carl shakes his head. "Holly shit it is her." Carl takes the binoculars away from his face. "Come on." Carl says and we run inside. "Momma! Rick! Andrea is in the field with a walker." I yell as I run up to momma. "What? Why?" Mom asks as Everyone grabbed their weapons and went into their positions thats we came up with if we got attacked agin. Carl grabbed two bullet proof vest "Dad wants us to wear them." Carl says as he hands me one. I nod as i put mine on and Carl puts his on. Carl and I went to our positions. Carl and I's was where we were when we saw Andrea.
I raise my gun "What if she has The Governor with her?" I ask Carl as he raises his gun and aims it at the field. He shrugs as we look around for any signs of him. "I guess we fight agin" Carl tells me. I nod as Andrea walks into the gates and up to court yard where Rick, Daryl, Nanny and Merle were with their weapons. "Are you alone!" Rick yells. "Rick open the gate." Andrea says. "Are you alone!" Rick yells agin. Daryl unlocks the gate and Andrea goes in as she lets go of the walker. Daryl quickly closes the gate so it doesn't get in as Rick pushes Andrea up against the fence "Put your hands up!" Rick yells. "What?" Andrea asks as Rick oats her down. Rick shoves Andrea on the ground as he takes the bag that was on her back. She looked so confused "I asked if you were alone!" Rick growls. "I am." Andrea says. "Can we go see her?" I ask. Carl looks around a little more "Wait a second just to be safe." Carl says "After that we can go." I nod at Carls response. We waited anther minute then Carl put his gun down "Lets go." I place my gun in my holster as Carl open the gate that lead to the court yard from here. Carl leads me to Andrea. I honestly don't know if i should be happy or pissed yet. "Carl.." I call out to him in a whisper. He places a hand on my back "Yeah babe?" He asks. "I don't know if I should be happy shes back or pissed that she with The Governor." I explains to Carl in a whisper so Andrea wouldn't hear. Carl sighs "I don't know ether" Carl rubs my back a little then kisses my temple. Rick lifts Andrea up "Welcome back. Now get up" Rick demands. We bring Andrea into the prison. "I cant believe this." Andrea says as she looks around."Wheres Shane?" Andrea asks. "Dead." Carl says. "And....and Lori?" Andrea asks. Carl automatically grabs onto my arm as he hears his mothers name. No one said anything so I decided to speak up "She had a healthy baby girl named Judith....Lori just didn't make it." I inform her. "T-Dog got bit." Momma says. "Im so sorry" Andrea says. She looks at Carl "Oh Carl." Andrea says. Carl frowns as he looks at the ground."Rick I..." Andrea shakes her head not knowing what to say. I place my hand on his back and rub my hand up and down Carl's back "It's okay" i whisper to Carl. Andrea looks at me Carl, and Hayes. "Oh how you three have grown." Andrea smiles at me and Carl"Are you two still a thing?" She asks Carl and I. Carl nods as I wrap my arms around him then pull him close to me. Carl wraps his arms around my shoulders. "You okay baby?" I ask Carl. He nods "Ill be fine." He whispers. I nod and kiss his cheek. "You all live here?" Andrea asks. "We live in the cellblock" Glenn says. "There, well can I go in?" Andrea asks. "I wont allow that." Rick says "Im not an enemy Rick." Andrea explains. "No but your sleeping with the enemy." I say. Andrea looks at me shocked "We had the field and the courtyard till your boyfriend came in destroyed our field!He shoot us up to during the process!" I explain. "He said you shot first." Andrea tells us. "And you believed him?" I ask. "He's a lier.A filthy god damn liar" Carl growls. Andrea looked at Carl shocked. "He killed an inmate that survived in here. Axel." i say. "We liked him he was one of us." Daryl nods sadly. Andrea places her hand over her mouth "I didn't know anything about that." Andrea gasp. "As soon as i found out about everything I came." Andrea looks at all of us. "I didn't even know you were in Woodbury till after the shooting!" Andrea says. I couldn't help but get images back from that day. I frown as I look down at my hands and tears started to well up in my eyes as I remember the boy kissing me and touching me. It still got to me every now and then. "Mia. Mia!" Carl shouts trying to get my attention. i look up at him "Yeah, yeah what?" I ask. Everyone looked at me as I quickly wipe my tears. "What happened?" Andrea asks. I shake my head "It.....it doesn't matter." Carl looks at me "Bullshit it doesn't matter! She nearly got rapped because of dick head over their and your dumbass boyfriend!" Carl yells at Andrea. "Carl stop." I tell him. Andrea's mouth falls the ground "Oh my god Mia!" She gasp. I shake my head "Just don't talk about it. Please." I beg. Everyone was still on guard with Andrea and she looks at Michonne "What did you tell them?" Andrea asks."Michonne didn't tell us anything! This isn't her fault it's only yours!" I yell. "I dont get it! I left Atlanta with you people and now im the odd one out?" Andrea says. "He almost killed Michonne, got Mia rapped, beat Mia and he would've killed Maggie and I!" Glenn argues. Andrea points at Merle "With his finger on the trigger! Isn't he the one who kidnapped you?" Andrea raises her voice. "Look i can not excuse or explain what Phillip has done, but he isn't a bad guy he's a good guy." Andrea says. "Isnt a bad guy my ass!" Carl yells "Carl!" Rick yells. "No! No! Because of him Mia is so hurt and scared! Beacause of him Mia nearly got rapped because of him she nearly lost her virginty to some disgusting pig, because of him she was violated!" Carl yells "This man isn't even close to being a good guy!" Carl yells at Andrea. "Carl please stop." I beg knowing he would only stop yelling if I told him to. "We have to work this out." Andrea says. "There is nothing to work out were gonna kill him. I don't know how or when but we will." Rick says. Carl smiles "I like that idea." He says with joy in his voice. I furrow my eyebrows at Carl and shake my head. What was going on with this boy? Andrea shakes her head. "We can settle this. We can all live in Woodbury" Andrea says. "Yeah over my dead body would I ever let Mia go there for that John boy to get to her agin!" Carl tenses up agin and balls his fist up like he does every time we talk about this. "What makes you think this man wants to negotiate? Did he say he did?" Pawpaw asks. "These people are preparing for war! Our people see you as killers!" Andrea says "And thats our fault because?" Hayes asks with a shrug. "Weve taken to much shit for too long. He wants a war he's got one." Glenn growls. "And tell him ill take his other eye" Daryl says. I look at him "Take his other eye?" I ask. "He attacked me, i stabbed him in the eye." Michonne explains simply. Carl smiles "Alright." he says with a nod. I bite my bottom lip. I really didn't like how happy Carl felt about all of this. I mean yeah The Governor put us through hell and all but you shouldn't wish that upon anyone. "Get us inside if you want us to solve the problem. Rick says "No there are good people in there!" Andrea says. "Those good people don't gave to get hurt." i say. After that Michonne went talk to Andrea for five minutes. Judith started crying so Hayes fixed her a bottle while Carl grabbed her. Then the boys gave me the bottle and her. I smile as Judith quickly sucks on the bottle "Was someone hungry? Yeah you were weren't you cutie?" I talk to Judith as I bounce up and down with her lightly and feed her. She sucked on her bottle and placed her little hands on the bottle. As everyone sorta went off and did there own thing. "Carl she's a little cold can you get me a blanket to wrap her in please?" I ask Carl as I feel Judith start to get little goose bumps. "Yeah of course." Carl says. He grabs the blanket we got for her and laid it on the table. I took the bottle away and Judith made a bobbin as she started crying. "Shh it's okay sweetie were just gonna make you warm" I tell Judith as I lay her on the blanket then quickly wrap her in it. As I pick Judith back up I pick her bottle up to. I lay her in my arms as she takes the nipple on the bottle into her mouth. She quickly stopped crying then continued to suck on the bottle. I smile "There you go Judith, all better" I look up to see Carl smiling at me and Judith. "Your so good with her." Carl says. I smile "Thank you." I say as Andrea and Michonne walk back in. "Is this....her?" Andrea asks. I nod as Carl walks next to me "Can....can I see her?" Andrea asks. I look at Carl asking if she can and Carl nods as he places a hand on his gun. I roll my eyes and hand Judith to Andrea. "Her name is Judith?" Andrea asks. I nod "Judith Grimes." I smile at the baby. "She looks like you a little Carl." Andrea says. Carl smiles lightly "Shes adorable." Andrea smiles. Andrea frowns "How did Lori..." Andrea asks not being able to finish her sentence. Carl takes a deep breath in and out then walks away. I frown with a sigh "We had to do a little c-section and momma didn't have to right tools. Carl had to..." I stop and shake my head. "That poor boy." Andrea shakes his head. "At least he has you." Andrea nods. I smile with a nod "He always has and always will." Andrea hands me Judith "I should be going." Andrea says. "Okay. Ill get everyone." I say with a nod. I got everyone together but made sure to get Carl last. He wasn't in his cell so I was hoping he was in mine, which he was. "Carl, Andrea is leaving." I tell him as I see him clutching my pillow to his chest. He laid on my bed and just nodded. "Baby.....did i upset you when i told her?" I ask Carl as Judith finishes her bottle. I lay her head on my shoulder and pat her back lightly hoping she will burp. "No." Carl says as he stands up. He places his hat on his head "Lets just go." Carl guides me outside where everyone was with Judith. We gave Andrea an old car we had so she could get back. She told us bye then left. After that nothing really happened. It got late but I wasn't tired yet so I sat down stairs with Carl, Michonne, Nanny, Hayes, Rick Judith and Carol. We had candles everywhere to light the room. Carl wraps his arms around my waist as Nanny started singing a soft song. I smile as I wrap my arms around his neck "Are you scared of my new perspective on things?" Carl asks me in a whisper. I frown "Honestly?" I ask. Carl nods "I wouldn't call it at all scared, maybe just a little concerned and confused." I whisper. Carl frowns "But....you still love me.....right?" Carl asks in a whisper as he swayed back and forth with me in his arms. "Of course I do Carl. I love you so much, and I will never stop." I whisper. Carl nods as I stand on my toes to kiss Carl's lips. He leans down to help me and kisses me. "Do you still love me even though I'm a little concerned and confused?" I ask Carl. Carl shoves his face into my neck "How could I ever stop loving you?" Carl asks. I smile as i run my hands through Carl's hair and he kisses my jawline "Dad said I could do guard duty for a few hours at our position." Carl tells me. "It's night." I say. Carl nods "I know, but I have to start stepping up, helping more in the dangerous stuff." Carl says. I close my eyes as Carl pushes my back up against the wall softly. He lets his hands slide down to my hips as I open my eyes to see Carl's beautiful blue ones in front of mine. "You don't have to do anything." I say as I drag my hands from Carl's hair to his shoulders then finally down to his arms. "I want too." Carl tells me. He kisses my cheek "Im coming." I tell Carl. He smiles "Thats fine." He says. Carl looks at his Dad and Rick nods telling us we could go. The both of us walked to our position. It was quiet except for the walker moans. "My perspective on things are the same as the adults now Mia, theres nothing different about me ya know." Carl tells me as he looks around with his gun in his hand. "I know theres nothing different about you Carl, stop your worrying. I love you and Im not leaving you because of something i just don't quite understand yet, i will one day though." Part of that was a lie. There was something different about Carl and I knew. I couldn't put my finger on it though. Was he turning bad? Was he getting cold towards everyone but me like his father had did days ago after Lori's death? I don't know, all i know is that i need this boy, and I cant leave him no matter what. After a few hours of us being on duty and talking about everything but "Carl's different perspective on things" Rick came get us. I was sitting on the ground with Carl's jacket he gave me for my birthday wrapped around my arms. I was about to fall asleep so I was glad when Rick came out. Carl looked at me and sighed as he placed his gun in his holster. He walked towards me as I yawned and rubbed my eyes. Carl picked me up bridal style "Carl what are you doing put me down." I demand. "Just go to sleep." Carl says as I yawn agin. I lay my head on Carl's chest. I couldn't resist! He did say to go to sleep. I close my eyes as i grab onto Carl's flannel. Carl brings me inside "My cell or yours?" Carl asks. "Your's." I yawn agin. Gosh I was tired. Carl laid me on his bed. He grabbed two of his shirts and a pair of boxers and some guys basketball shorts while i rubbed my eyes. "You wanna wear my clothes tonight?" Carl asks. I nod as I sit up and throw my shirt off. I hold my hand out for Carl to hand me the shirt and I see him blush a sorta turn away. "Carl it doesn't matter if you look. You've seen me change before and were dating." I say as I throw the shirt on. I stand up and unbutton my pants. Carl looks at the ground yet still looks up every now to look at me. He takes off flannel to put on a clean t-shirt. I kick of my shoes then shimmy out of my jeans. I put on a pair of Carl's boxers. Carl put on his basketball shorts and laid down with me. After that I was out like a light from our extremely long exhausting day.