His savior ( A Carl Grimes fan fiction)

Chapter39-Going To War

*Continuing that day*

Mia's P.O.V.

"Wake up they're back." Momma says as she walks into Carl's cell. I had woken up about fifteen minutes ago from Carl and I's 'little nap', but Carl still slept besides me. He was snoring a little which was adorable. You could tell he was truly tired from what had happened today. "We'll be out in a second." Momma nods then leaves. "Carl. Come on Rick is here." I say as I shake Carl lightly. His eyes open to reveal his beautiful blue ones. Carl lifted his head lightly "W-Was it a dream or....or did I really s-say it?Did I really say all those mean things?" Carl asks. I frown "Well it wasn't a dream, if anything it was a nightmare." Carl frowns "I am so sorr-" I cut Carl off "I know." I nod "It's okay I don't want to talk about it. What happened, Its in the past now. You said sorry and I just want to forget it happened." I kiss Carl's lips "Okay?" I ask. He nods as I kiss his lips again. "Rick and all are back, lets go see what The Governor said." Carl nods. I knew he still felt bad and that made me feel bad. Carl stood up, walked over to his clothes and put them on. He looked so sad and glum. "My handsome babyboy, I love you so much." I say as I walk up behind his and wrap my arms around torso. Carl smiles lightly as I place a kiss onto his back. I grab Carl's hat that was on his bag then place it on his head "Do you love me babyboy?" I ask wanting to hear those three words come from his mouth. "Of course I do! I love you so much Kitten." Carl grabs my hands "D-Do you love me still? You know even after all those things I called you and said to you?" Carl asks. I nod as I hug Carl's torso "I still love you Carl. Ill be honest it still hurts..." Carl pushes me away "I cant keep hurting you like this." Carl wraps his arms around himself "Im turning into a monster Mia. Im hurting everyone, I'm having horrible thoughts, I'm.....I'm not the same." Carl shakes his head. "Carl your no turning into a monster, your turning into someone who is more.....someone who thinks harder about his family's safety, and someone who worries more about his families safety." I say. I kiss Carl's lips "I love you." I whisper.Carl kisses my lips "I love you too" he whispers back. I grab Carl's hand into mine "Come on lets go see your dad." Carl nods as he puts on a flannel and some jeans. Carl takes my hand into his and squeezes it. I smile and kiss Carl's cheek. We both walk out of our cell and downstairs where everyone was. "So uh...I met with this Governor." Rick nods "Sat with him for a while." Rick tells us. "Just the two of you?" Merle asks. Rick nods "Should've got him when you had the chance" Merle says. Carl lets go of my hand and wraps an arm around my waist. He pulled me closer to him with a slight look of worry on his face. "He wants the prison." Rick says. Everyone looks at Rick concerned "He wants us gone." Rick pauses "Dead." he finishes. "For what we did to Woodbury." Carl grips onto my waist. "Were going to war." Rick tells us then starts to walk away. Carl clenched his jaw as he started to get angry. Carl grabs his gun that was in his holster and cocks his gun back as he leaves me and follows his dad. "Carl.." I call out "Ill be back." He says sternly. "Baby." I say trying to stop him. I knew he was pissed and we all knew he was probably going shoot walkers to get his anger out. "What!" Carl yells as he turns around to face me. "Baby your upset." I whisper to him as I walk up to him. I place my hands on his arms and Carl backs away "N-No no no! Im upset and I don't want to hurt you Mia." Carl says "Baby listen to me-" Carl cuts me off "No Mia you listen to me! Im upset and I really don't want to hurt you so let me go blow off some steam so I don't hurt you by accident." Carl snaps at me. He takes a deep breath in and out "I promise Ill be fine and Ill be back soon." Carl tells me. I sigh with a nod "Fine." I give in. Carl kisses my lips "I promise ill be back soon." He tells me. I nod with a frown "Yeah what ever." I sigh. Carl frowns "Whats wrong?" he asks. "Nothing just.....just go." I say.
Carl nods and walks outside to the fields. "Sweetie whats wrong?" Mom asks as everyone looks at me. "I just...I don't like how he kills walkers to blow off steam thats all." Hayes wraps an arm around my shoulder "He'll be fine." Hayes tells me. I nod "Yeah." I sigh. "Should..... should I go check on him in a little while?" I ask Hayes. Hayes shrugs "I think you should. Make sure he is still in his right mind." Hayes tells me. "When should I go?" I ask. "Can....can I go now? Or should I leave him....?" I ask Hayes. "I don't know. Your his girlfriend you know him better then any of us, Mia what do you think you should do?" Hayes asks me. I sigh "I think im gonna go now. Just to see that he is okay." I nod and so does Hayes. I quickly walk outside and hear Carl shooting his gun with the silencer on so its not as loud. I found Carl in the loading dock outside. He had his gun raised and was shooting walkers. I sat down on one of the barrels that was behind Carl. Carl sighed as he finished shooting some walkers and placed his gun in his holster. Carl grabbed onto the metal fencing "Your main goal will be to keep the girls safe. Thats your main goal Carl. Keep your babygirl and beautiful sister safe." Carl nods. I smile as Carl sighed. "Carl....baby...i need something really important from you." i say. Carl jumps up at mu voice. "Fuck Mia. You scared the crap out of me." Carl says as he faces me with his hand holding his chest. I playfully frown "Im sowwy. Its just that I need you for something." I say in a child like voice. "And that would be what exactly girl that I love and makes me happy but can still scare the crap out of me?" Carl asks me. I smile "I wanna hug from my snuggle bear." I say in a child's voice again. Carl cracks a smile "Of course you do." He says as he walks towards me. Carl hugs me tightly and I wince just a tiny bit from still being sore from Merle's beating on me. I hug Carl back as I nuzzle my head into his neck. My eyes closed as I rested my head on Carl's shoulder. He kissed the top of my forehead and laid his head on top of mine.We didn't say anything we just stayed there in each others arms. "Mia?" Carl breaks the silence "Yeah?" I ask. "I love you." Carl tells me "You know that right?" Carl asks. I nod "Of course I do. You tell me all the time." I smile as I look up at Carl. "I love you. You know that right?" I ask Carl. He stayed silent for a moment "Carl..." I say as I pull away from him. "You don't think I love you?" My voice cracked at the end of my question. "Im not saying you don't love me! I know you do, i just sometimes wonder if you actually do sometimes because who wants to date someone who is turning into this cold hearted beast? Huh? Who Mia? Definitely not some innocent, sweet, loving, Christian girl!" Carl says. I shake my head "Baby I love you! It hurts to think you have doubt in me sometimes." I frown. "Oh no Mia don't frown." Carl says as he rushes to my side. "Look at me." Carl whispers to me as he kneels down in front of me. Carl wraps his arms around my waist and lays his head on my stomach. I look down at him and put my hands in his hair. My hands started playing with his hair lightly "Smile beautiful. A beautiful girl with a beautiful smile should never frown." Carl tells me. I smile and so does Carl "There we go baby" He whispers as he kisses my stomach. Carl stands up with his arms still around me. "Can we go see Judy?" I ask Carl as he kisses my forehead. "Of course we can." Carl nods. "Come on. She'll be happy to see you." I smile at Carl. He smiles "Hopefully." I grab his hand and pull him inside "She will Carl." I tell him as we walk past everyone who was talking inside then into Rick's cell. I smile as I see Judith laying in her play pin looking up at the ceiling. "Hi babygirl!" I say as I lay Judith in my arms. Carl smiles at me as he steps behind me. He wraps his arms around my waist and lays his chin on my shoulder. Carl slowly started swaying back and forth with me and Judith. "I love you two" Carl whispers in my ear. I smile "We love you too" I tell Carl. I lift Judy up a bit so she could see Carl a little better "Don't we Judy? We love bubba huh?" I ask her. "Bubba deserves all the love he can get from us. He does a lot for us." Carl smiles as I pull away from Carl then turn towards him "You wanna hold her?" I ask. Carl nods "Like this right?" Carl asks and fixes his arms. I smile with a nod "Just like that baby." I lay Judith in Carl's arms and he holds her closely. Carl smiles down at Judith "Hi Judy." I smile at Carl as he smiled and talked to his little sister. "I promise to protect you and never let you go." Carl whispers to Judith. "You'll always be safe when I'm around." Carl whispers as he sways back and fourth with Judith. I smile and feel my eyes water at the scene. Come on don't cry! It's cute but come on Mia! Stop! I walk out of the cell and Hayes looks at me "Whats wrong?" He asks. I shake my head "Nothing. Nothing at all." I nod. Hayes nodded as Nanny walked in "Okay." "Why does she have tears in her eyes?" Nanny asks Hayes. Hayes shrugs "She said everything was fine." He tells her. "It is. Its just Carl he is uh I'm there with Judith and I thought it was..... really cute." I nod. Nanny smiles "So you teared up? Aww thats adorable!" Nanny gushes. "Shut up!" I whine as I wipe my eyes. "Im gonna go find momma" I say. Nanny nods as she starts to talk to Hayes. I walk towards mom cell but stop when I hear Carl. "Hayes! Hayes! Wheres Mia?" I hear Carl ask in panic "I just talked to her she was going see her mom why?" Hayes asks. "She walked out of the cell with tears in her eyes. She would've told you what was wrong. Hayes what did I do this time? Man I'm scared! What did I screw up! I thought I was doing so good what the hell did I do wrong to make her leave and start to cry again?" Carl asks. I guess he didn't see me standing not even five cells down from him. "Carl calm down! She isn't mad shes happy. She started tearing up because she said she thought it was cute. You and Judith together like that. She didn't want you to see her tear up I guess." Hayes shrugs. Carl sighs as be rubs his hands over his face. "Thank god. I thought I screwed up again." Carl sighs. I smile "No I just got emotional." Carl turns around and looks at me "Im sorry it was a stupid thing to tear up about I know but-" carl
Cut me off "It's not stupid. Its cute." Carl tells me as he walks up to me. "I heard you say I made you scared how?" I frown. "Yeah, you did because I thought I screwed up again and I'm just scared ill lose you if I screw up one more time." Carl explains. I nod as I wrap my arms around Carl's neck. "Your never gonna lose me baby, no matter what I will always be right here, even if we break up." Carl shakes my head "It still wouldn't be the same if we broke up." Carl sighs. "But it would be something." I shrug. "It's not like were gonna break up anytime soon so it doesn't even matter. Your not gonna lose me and thats finale" Carl nods in response then kisses my temple. "Wheres Judith?" I ask. "Sleeping in her play pin." Carl tells me as he places his hands on my waist under my shirt then starts to kiss my neck. "Uh....keep your hands out from under my little niece's shirt please." Nanny says. I roll my head to the side as Carl kisses more up my neck "Leave him alone he wont go any father then that." I giggle as I swat her away. Carl smiles as he removes his lips from my neck then kisses my lips. I pull away and place my hands on Carl's cheeks. "My hot little sheriff." I smile at Carl as I kiss his lips again. Rick walks out of Cell Block D and I pull away from Carl. "We have to talk about everyone's positions" Rick says as everyone comes out of their cells. "Hershel, Beth, Judith, and Mia will stay in the boiler room I found." Rick says "Wait. What? No! Why do I have to just sit around? I have not a single thing wrong with me!" I cross my arms over my chest. "You need to protect Hershel, Beth and Judith." Rick says. I nod "Okay then." I sigh in agreement. Rick look at Carl "You'll be in the loading dock where you keep watch." Rick tells Carl. "Somewhere fenced good that makes me feel better." I say. Carl wraps an arm around my shoulder "If anything happens ill be fine don't worry." Carl tells me. I nod as Carl pecks my lips. "Okay." Rick says then starts to tell everyone else where they would go. "That it?" Hayes asks and Rick nods. Carl inhales and exhales deeply. "Something wrong?" I ask. Carl shakes his head as he brings his hand up to my hair. He starts to twirl my hair around his index finger. "Probably needs a good scrubbing. My hair feels so gross we really need to find some way I can wash it." I say as I look at my hair in disgust. "You want me to wash your hair for you?" Carl asks. I smile "How?" I ask, "You sit down i get the shampoo and a bucket and wash your hair, that way i wont see you naked because I'm pretty sure our parents would kill us if that happened." I nod "Yeah definitely they would flip." I laugh slightly. "If tou want we can do that. I would appreciate it a lot. I like my hair clean" i say as I run my
fingers through my hair. Carl nods "Okay ill go get the things just go wait in the showers." Carl says as he kisses my cheek. "You know you don't have too-" i begin but Carl cuts me off. "I know but I want too" He tells me. I nod "Alright." I walk to the showers and since I had an undershirt on under my shirt I decided to take off my shirt so it wouldn't get wet. Carl walked in with a bucket if water and bottle of shampoo. "You know you don't have to do this right?" I ask with a smile. Carl nods "I know, but I want to. I love messing with your hair." Carl says. I sit on the bench that was in the shower room and Carl places the bucket of water in the back of me. "Just tilt your head back." I do as told and Carl started to wet my hair. I smile with a giggle "Your so sweet." Carl looks at me as he squeezed some shampoo in his hands. "How so?" Carl asks. "You do anything and everything for me, and you keep me protected, loved, happy." I explain as Carl started to massage the shampoo into my hair and scalp. I close my eyes "I get to do you next." I say. Carl nods "Okay." Carl says. I started to hum as Carl washed out my hair. "And now your hair is clean once again and beautiful like it always is." Carl says and kisses my cheek. I giggle at him "You giggle so much!" Carl laughs as he grabs a towel. Carl started to dry my hair with the towel as I frown. "I...I do?" i ask. Carl nods "Yeah but its so freaking adorable princess. It makes me smile every time I hear your ravishing giggle." Carl tells me. I smile "I love when you call me those pet names." Carl smiles as he leans down to my ear "Can I be honest with you?" Carl asks me in a hushed tone. I reach my hand out behind me and place it on Carl's cheek "Of course you can babyboy." I tell Carl. "I like those pet names too." he smiles at me. "Do you really babyboy?" I ask Carl playfully. He smiles "I love when you call me that." I rub my thumb over Carl's cheek. "I love calling you that. My babyboy. Carl Grimes is my babyboy that I love and you cant have him." I say as Carl finished drying my hair. It was still of course a little wet because it takes FOREVER to dry long hair with a towel completely. It at least takes me forever. "Now I get to do you." I tell Carl as I stand up. We switched spots and I washed Carl's hair. "Your hair is like....so pretty and brown." I say as I rinse out Carl's hair. "Mmm thanks babe." Carl says. His eyes were closed and he looked like he was enjoying this. "Enjoying this much?" I ask and he nods. "Im enjoying this a lot." I smile and kiss Carl's cheek. Carl smiles at me then kisses my lips. I grabbed the bottle of shampoo and opened it quietly as Carl kissed me. I picked the bottle up as I pulled away from Carl. "I love you." I say with a smile then squirt the shampoo all over him except his face of course. Carl gasp "Oh my gosh Mia!" He laughs. I laugh as I see Carl with shampoo running down him. "Im gonna get you!" Carl growls as he stands up. "No!" I screech and run out if the showers. Carl followed me close behind. I ran past Nanny who was standing next to Hayes. Hayes grabbed my arms "No! Hayes let me go! What is your problem?" I laugh. Hayes and Nanny started laughing as Carl walked up to me. "You are gonna get it little missy!" Carl shakes his finger at me. "Wait wait wait. What did she do? What the bloody hell is all over you?" Hayes asks. "I decided to be a nice boyfriend and wash her hair and then decided to be an even nicer boyfriend and let her wash my hair." Carl says. Carl had became very strict with his hair which was actually kinda funny because only certain people could touch it at certain times. "Then she decided to be mean and squirt shampoo all over me." Carl says. "At least I love you enough to not squirt you in the face!" I point out. Nanny smiles "We should like get a hose pipe and spray him." I say. Everyone but Carl starts laughing. Carl grabbed me from Hayes and started tickling my sides. "You think its a funny little joke huh?" Carl asks as he held me up. I laughed and tried getting away from Carl. "Stop i-it!" I laughed as Carl continued to tickle my sides. "Not till you say sorry and that you love me." Carl says as I slowly fall to the floor. Carl lays me on the ground "Come on babygirl I don't want to have to torture you anymore." Carl tickled my sides and stomach more. "Th-then stop!" I laugh. Carl shakes his head "No can do Mia." Carl says. I couldn't take it anymore I had to give in. "Okay! In sorry and I love you!" I yell quickly. Carl stops tickling me and I gasped for air. I place my hand over my chest as I take deep breaths in and out. "Holly shoot." I breath. Carl smiles as he leans down and pecks my lips. Carl pulls me up and takes off his shirt. He hands it to me "Now go clean my shirt." I smile "Such a loving boyfriend." I joke. Carl smiles "Mmm you know it kitten." Carl says as I walk towards the little laundry thing we had where you would put your dirty clothes. I place Carl's shirt in the basket as I hummed. "Mia why is your face so red?" Mom asks as she walks in. "Carl decided lets have a tickle attack on Mia." I smile. Mom smiles "What did you do?" Mom asks. I bite my bottom lip "I may have squirted shampoo all over him." I giggle. Mom smiles "Yeah I think he is looking for a tiny bit of revenge now." Mom laughs a little. "What?" I ask then feel a pair of hands grab my waist "Boo!"Carl yells in my ear. "Ahh!" I yell in fear and jump up. Laughter fills the room as I turn around to see Carl, Hayes, and Nanny dying in laughter. "Jesus, you trying to kill me?" I ask. "Aww I'm sorry Mia. Come see." Carl says as he continues to laugh. He opens his arms up for me"No." I say as I walk away from him. "Mia! Mia don't be mad it was just...it was just a joke. I didn't mean to scare you that badly!" Carl says as I walked to my cell. I was gonna screw with Carl so much. "Mia!" Carl follows me. I enter my cell then sit on my bed. "Mia baby..." Carl says as he enters the room. "Don't be mad. Im sorry." He frowns as he sits on the bed next to me. I push him iff and laugh "You should be you meant you scared the crap out of me!" Carl looks at me shocked "Wait your not mad?" Carl asks. I shake my head "Of course not. It was a joke." i say and realize Carl never put a shirt back on. "Babe you need a shirt, you aren't Jacob." I joke. Carl push me down onto our bed and hovers over me on the bed. "Who says I cant be like him?" Carl asks in a whisper in my ear then growls. I giggle "Me. Now get off you dumbo!" I push Carl on to the other side of the bed then stand up. Carl grabs onto the back of my shorts "What do you want now?" I playfully whine. "For you to take these off and get comfy then come lay down in bed with me." Carl tells me. I smile "Fine." Carl smiles as he lets go of my shorts. I
grab some comfy clothes and throw them on as Carl lays on the bed. I plop myself down besides Carl. "Mia I love you." Carl whispers to me as he wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me towards him. "I love you too Carl." I kiss Carl's lips. "If we go to war, promise me you'll stay safe. Stay next to your dad or Glenn or Daryl. Make sure you wear your vest, and also make sure you have enough ammo and that you have somewhere safe to hide." I say as I snuggle my head into Carl's chest. "I promise as long as you promise to stay with Judith and protect her in that cellular were gonna put y'all in." Carl tells me. I nod "I promise ill keep your little sister protected." I promise Carl. He smiles "Thanks baby that means a lot." I smile "Can we get some sleep? Im tired and my ribs hurt." I whine. Carl laughs as he kisses my forehead "Night kitten I love you." I smile "Night Carl I love you too." And with that I passed out from our wild day.