All this time.

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ELLA' POVV 

I kept thinking about Zac.. and ofcourse Dylan! I mean, maybe I should  be with Zac. He's a good friend, he understands me, he cares for me, he's really good looking, and oh he's so much more..

So, I decided to talk to him. I went to his football practice. I saw him playing. I always enjoy that. He looks so sexy. He saw me from the field, and gave me a wink.  It gave me sort of a tingling sensation. So, I just sat on the benches. After a while, he came to me. He suddenly took off his shirt, and started to sprinkle water on his perfectly toned six-pack. He sat next to me, shirtless, he bit his lip, looked at me with his gorgeous hazel eyes and said "So, whatsup?" 

WHAT IS HE DOING? TRYING TO SEDUCE ME OR SOMETHING! I could feel my heart racing, I couldnt stop looking at him, but I got a hold of myself and said "Nothing.."

"Am I distracting you?" he said with a wink.

"Hehe, no.. " I lied.

" Seriously, El. What's up?" He said with a laugh.

"Well, I was thinking about you and me. And you're right. Maybe, we should date.. " 

"Are you ready?" He asked.

"Well, I have to be. If not today then when?" I said.

"That's true. You know I couldnt agree more. "

"But, what about Skylar?" I asked.

"I'll handle that later.. "  

"Okayy.. "

" Wanna go on a walk?" He asked me.

"Suree.."

Zac and I started walking, he was telling me about his football stuff. I really didnt care about what he was saying, but the way he says it is so adorable. We walked upto the parking lot. I saw Dylan's cadillac standing there, and it just sort of pissed me off. So, I took a step closer to Zac. He ran his fingers through my hair, and I kept my eyes locked to his. And I kissed him. It was a gentle, passionate kiss. And then both of us started to laugh. I could tell Zac really enjoyed it. I was happy to be with him.. maybe not complete. But I was just doing fine. I mean, I cant  just magically get over Dylan.. A part of me still loves him, and misses him. 

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 I was just normally walking to home. Today was a very good day. I kissed Zac, and I liked it. I was getting over Dylan. And It was just fantastic! 

I was casually smiling, because I was happy. When, Dylan stopped me and ruined my happy mood. And said " So, you're now with Zac ?"

I turned to him and said "It's really none of your business. "

"Oh it is. You cant just date him.. Ella! It's stupid. Dont do something permanently stupid, just because you're temporarly upset!"  

" Well, He loves me. And I love him. "

"Right, you love him?" Dylan said, and looked me straight in the eyes. 

I didnt say anything back. What could I say? That I have to love some other people because apparently you dont love me..

"Answer me, Ella. " he said to me.

"He makes me happy. He makes me forget about you. He takes the pain away. The pain that you caused me, Dylan. " I answered back to him.

His eyes got filled with guilt and he said softly "Dont do this, Ella. Dont ruin things. " 

"Go away.. " I said to him and walked away..

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