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ELLA'S POVV

I got up early this morning, these days I find it hard to sleep. There's so much bugging me! Not only this Zac and Max thing.. But I just miss my dad. He hasnt called me for weeks.. I hope he hasnt just moved on from us.. 

So, I got up. I had these deep dark circles underneath my eyes, That's just great! Ugh! So, I went to the shower, then changed into my clothes and tied my hair in a tight bun. Today, I wasnt going to walk to school. Zac was going to drive me to school, His parents recently gifted him a car and he was just eager to show it off. 

I heard a knock downstairs, I bet it was Zac.

"heyy. You ready to go?" He asked.

"yes, Boss!" I ran towards his car.

"OH MY GOD! ZAC! This is so sexyyy! EHHH! "

"Haha, I know right? It's a great car. I love it!" He said while lovingly passing his hand over his car.

I got into his car, and he said " You look nice, El" 

"I do not! I look like a mess." 

"I like you exactly the way you are, Either you're a big mess or in a pretty dress!" he said with a smile. 

"Aww, Zac."

I was wearing a big cosy purple sweater, black skinnys and my uggs.  Zac walked me to my locker and then he had to go to his class. I was just getting my stuff when Max came upto me and said "Hey Ella." 

"Hi Max.."

"Listen, I'm sorry!" he moaned. 

"Why are you sorry? You didnt do anything? You were right! I dont pay attention to anyone apart from myself. I am being a lot selfish..lately." 

"That's not true, Ella. you always take care of everyone. That's one of the reasons why I love you. It's just that you arent even talking to me lately and you dont seem to reply to my texts. And you're always with that Zac guy. And.. well, I miss you!"  he said. 

"I miss you too Max. I just dont know.. I have had some stuff going on, and plus, I need to talk to you about something!" 

"It's okay, Ella. I understand. It's alright. But you know, whatever you're going through, I'm here for you. ok? you can talk to me about anything! I love you, ok babe? " He said and then hugged me.

I was about to tell him that I made out with Zac and everything, but the bell rang. so I couldnt get the chance... 

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I was about to go to home, but this thing was bugging me in the back of my head. I had to tell Max, This was it! I JUST HAD TO! So, I told Max to meet me at my locker.

He was standing next to my locker, I took him to the janitor's room.

"Max.. there's something you should know!"

"What is it, babe?" He asked me softly.

"Well.. you know Zac, right?"

"Um.. yeah?" He answered.

"Erm.. well.. I.. um.. we sort of made out!"

Max calmly took a step back and took a deep breath and said ".. And?"

"And.. um..he said he loves me, "

"Do you love him, Ella?" he said while looking into my eyes.

"I.. erm.. Yes, I do. .. But I love you too, Max! I can't leave you! I just cant!" I said while tearing rolling down my cheek. Max came closer and said "How much?"