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Two weeks later.. 

DYLAN'S POVV 

Ella doesnt look at me, doesnt talk to me, doesnt even stay in the same room as me. I wonder how things got so messed up. Everyone thinks of me as of a much bigger asshole now. I wish I could talk to Ella, you know ask her how she is doing. I miss her so much. I miss her all the time. I miss not seeing her in the parking lot waiting for me. I miss her complains on my smoking. I miss her silly things. I miss everything about her. I miss how she made her face when she was really confused.  Betty really likes me, she shows a lot of interest in me. But, she's okay.. alright I guess? She wont ever understand. Our relationship or whatever it is, it's just physical, no feelings involved. And, that Zac guy he's always with Ella. I'm glad he's being with Ella. But that should be me.  

Betty is coming over to my place. I wasnt really in the mood to see her. But clearly she's saying we have 'business' to do.  I'm out on my balcony, having a smoke. When I heard a knock on my door. 

"Come in." I said. 

"Good evening, Mr.Hawk." Betty said in her seducing voice. 

"Oh. hey you.." I said while faking a smile. 

She suddenly got pretty closer, she placed my hands on her waist and her arms on my shoulders, and whispered in my ear "We're all alone over here. Lets have a little fun?" 

"Um, yeah.. Sorry Betty. I just.. not really in the mood.." 

She bit her lip, gave me a puppy doll look and said "Oh now. Mr. Hawk dont be a bore!!" 

"Sorry n'aw. I'm just really not in the mood. " 

"Oh is it because of that Ella girl?" She asked. 

"Yeah.. I sort of miss her. It's lamee. " I said. 

She took a step back, and started to unbutton her shirt, and said "Come on. I'm hotter than her." 

I stopped her hands, and looked her in the eyes, and said "You dont have to. I'm sorry. Maybe another time?" 

She gave me a very serious look with her blue eyes and said " You're in love with her.. God! Dylan!" 

"NO.. what the hell is wrong with you?" I shouted at her. 

"Wrong with me? Oh c'mon. Drop the badass act with me. The truth is your just a lonely ass. And the only girl who actually ever gave a shit about you, You even messed stuff with her. " 

" I'm not in love with Ella. If I was, I would have told her. Just because I'm not in the mood for you, doesnt mean you can say whatever shit you want to." 

" Go to hell. " She said to me, and slammed the door, and walked out. 

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ELLA'S POV 

Last two weeks were terrible.. I couldnt stop thinking about Dylan. But suddenly I started feeling better. Zac was always there to listen to my sad emo shit. He's so nice, and comforting. And now, my broken heart was healing.. It was healing all because of Zac. He listened, and he understood. Dylan and I didnt talk at all. He was all the time with that Betty chick. Everyone was making rumours about Dylan, that he cheated on me and like that. To be honest, it wasnt his fault. He was a good friend, a great friend actually. I was the one who misunderstood, and took it the wrong way. And all that awful stuff I said to him.. was not right at all. I was so angry that he didnt fall in love with him.. But honestly there was nothing he could do or say. 

I was at the Movie theater with Zac. Since we didnt have anything better to do, so we decided to watch a movie. I was sitting right next to him, it was just us. We didnt really call anyone else. The movie was pretty boring so Zac said lets ditch it and go outside. Obviously, I agreed. 

We were just walked outside, when Zac said "So, how are things with your parents now?" 

"It's actually getting better. My dad calls me daily. And they both are talking now.. " 

"Well, that's awesome! " 

"I know.. Zac, Can I ask you something?" 

" Anything, El. " 

"You were going out with Skylar. And lately you are spending so much time with me. Doesnt she mind? And, I mean she knows that you and I had a thing." 

"I was going out with her. I told her that I need to be with you right now.. And, she really didnt like it, so we are taking sort of a break. " 

"That's wrong, Zac! She really liked you. And you're ruining that all for me? " 

"You're forgetting that I love you.." 

" Zac...." 

"Oh c'mon, El. We didnt work because you had Max then. But he's not here now.  And Dylan and you are not together. I waited for you.." 

"I know, Zac. But I'm not ready for this. I'm still in love with Dylan.. " 

"I loved you first. You were supposed to be mine. And I dont care about Dylan.." said Zac, and suddenly kissed me. 

When our lips parted, I was completely confused. He smiled and said " Wanted to do that for a long time." 

"Zac..no. Please!" I said. 

"I know, El. I understand. I'll wait.. till you're ready. " He said. 

The truth is when he kissed me, all I could think was about Dylan.. But Zac is so amazing. He's so nice, and he loves me.. Then, why do I keep thinking about Dylan. I mean, we're done. We're over. I need to move on. I will move on.. 

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