Falling for the Blind girl (book 1)

you're bullshiting me

ACE'S POV

My mouth drops open and then my body goes rigid.

"BECAUSE I'M FUCKING PREGNANT, ACE!" she had yelled and all I could do was stand there in silence for what seemed like forever.

"What?" My mouth finally moves

She keeps her head down "I'm pregnant...with your baby"

I put my hands on top of my head "your fucking lying, Sammy. That's not funny like you may think it is. That isn't something to joke about."

"I'm not lying, ace!" She snaps "I'm almost two months along"

I shake my head "that's not my kid...it can't be"

"Oh yeah" she slaps her hands down to her sides "because I'm going around, having sex with other guys"

"You are almost two months and you didn't tell me?" I ask her "you waited this long to tell me that you are carrying our baby?" I sigh "that's some bullshit right there, baby"

She takes a step towards me "I was too scared to tell you, ace. I was afraid you would be upset that I'm pregnant"

"Damn right I'm upset!" I say with a scuff "you think I want a fucking child? You are sadly mistaken if you do. The last thing I need is a baby"

I step away from her and pace around the room. "I can't believe this shit. I knew this would happen. I just knew. With all those cramps and throwing up, gaining weight. It was all so fucking clear."

"Ace, please"

"No!" I yell at her "this shit is your fault! You are the one who told me that it would be okay if we didn't use protection! I went along with it because you wanted this shit! I wanted to make you happy! Now you are fucking pregnant!"

"Its not my fault!" She cries

"Then whose is it? Huh? Cuz it sure as hell ain't mine!"

I laugh, not knowing what else to do. "I can't stand you right now, Sam. Do you understand how much pressure that puts on us?! Do you know what we will have to give up for that kid?!" I wave a hand "you are so fucking clueless!"

Tears stream down her face "its not my fault" she repeats

"I gotta get out of here"

Her head quickly snaps up "don't leave, ace"

"What the hell else am I supposed to do?!"

"Stay here with me" she answers "be here with me through this"

I shake my head "I can't be here right now. I just can't. I literally feel like I want to put my hands on you right now. But I have to leave before I do."

She doesn't answer back to that. Tears just pour faster down her face

"I'll see you later" I tell her before I start for the door

She catches my arm and steps in front of me "you're just going to leave me?" She asks with hurt and pain in her voice. "I need you, ace. I have anyways needed you"

I run my fingers through my hair and let out a frustrated breath.

"I can't do this alone"

My eyes disobey me and look down at her. Her eyes are focused on my chest. She is soo unbelievably gorgeous. I don't care what anyone says. I love this girl.

But I can't do this right now

"I can't right now, Sammy...I can't"

She takes a step back "then go. I don't want to try anymore."

This is too much. How am I supposed to deal with something like this? How can this happen to me? She didnt even tell me. I wouldn't be this fucking mad if she just would have told me what was going on. We couldn't have talked it out if she told me the moment she found out. But now we can't. I'm too hurt and too shocked to even talk to her or look at her.

So I just leave because I have no idea what else to do at this point.