Falling for the Blind girl (book 1)

determining importance

SAMMY'S POV

Blake holds me in his arms as I sob into his sweatshirt. He rubs my back and I burry my hands in his shirt. His fresh, soapy scent fills my nose.

"He doesn't even care, blake" I cry out and clutch him tighter

"I know, I know" his lips are close to my ear, sending a shiver down my spine. "He's an ass"

I nod "yeah, he is. He is the father of my child" I whine "he won't even give me the benifte of the doubt and just stay with me for the baby."

"You don't need all of that stress, Sammy." He tells me "you have to try and forget about all of that. Its not good for you or the baby"

I lean away and whipe my eyes "I'm okay"

He takes my face in his hands and says "are you positive"

"No but I can make it through the appointment"

"That's what I thought" he says "we can reschedule if you need to"

"No its okay. I can do it"

I lay on the bed, staring into lost space. My shirt is lifted up over my stomach and only covers my breasts. My pants are low on my waist.

The woman rubs the cold gel like substance all over the bottom of my stomach and watches the monitor as well.

Blake holds onto my hand and gives it a squeeze. I squeeze back and smile.

"You are seventeen right?" The woman says

I nod as an answer

"We are required to tell you that it is too late for you to have an abortion but you can still put the baby up for adoption if you feel necessary." She says "and of course you can also have the baby and keep he or she."

As if knowing exactly what I feel, Blake stands up and leans over me with his arm behind my head and his other hand still in mine. He presses his lips to my forehead in support.

"What do you think, dad?" The woman asks

Blake gives a nervous chuckle "oh, I'm not the father"

"Oh" she says, her voice with holding a confused tone. "Then mom, its up to you"

"I want to have the baby" I hear myself say

"You do?" Blake asks in a shocked, whispers voice next to my ear

I nod "yes. I want to have and keep the baby."

"Good" he says "I'll be right there with you the whole time"

I smile up at him

"I'll leave you too alone while you get get dressed and such" she says "you may leave when you are ready but don't forget to schedule another appointment"

I hear the door close with a clicking sound.

I sit up and pull my shirt back down over my stomach. I run my fingers through my hair, straightening it out.

"You look fine, Sammy" I hear Blake say and he takes my hand away from hair.

I sigh "I'm just so tired"

"I can take you home and you can get some rest"

"I don't want you to leave" I admit "I want you to stay with me"

Hearing the smile in his voice, he says "I'll stay with you in your room if that's what you want, Sammy"

I feel myself blush "okay"