Falling for the Blind girl (book 1)

needing new clothes

SAMMY'S POV

"Fuck!" I yell across my room as I try to button up my pants. I pull my legs tight together and stand up straight, trying to button it. But every time the button gets through the hole and I sag, it just pops right out.

"What's wrong?" Ace says from outside my bedroom door

"Nothing!" I holler back "don't come in here!"

I stomp my foot and finally give up. I take the pants off. "Sweatpants it is" I mumble to myself. I feel along the walls and go to my dresser. I feel around for my sweatpants and pick them up when I find them.

I slip them up and over my waist. I slip on a hoodie and converse shoes. I keep my hair down.

"Fuck my life" I groan, knowing that I don't look so appealing.

"That isn't like you" I hear ace say as I exit my room "you usually wear tight things to school"

I glare "well my pants won't fucking fit" I admit

"So you have been gaining weight" he says, poking me

I swat his hand away "shut up! Its not funny"

"Yoy don't eat any different as you always do so I don't see why you are gaining weight" he comments

Well I dong know, maybe because I'm pregnant with your child

I shrug "how the hell should I know?"

"I don't know, its your body" he says "you don't have to get salty about it"

"Well you aren't the one gaining weight so don't tell me not to get salty about it" I say

He gets me into the truck and then goes around to his side "fine"

"People are going to know I'm gaining weight" I say

"Don't worry about that, Sammy" he tells me "no one is going to even think about that"

"Sure they won't" I say "don't tell me that tiy haven't noticed it. Yoy are just too nice to say anything about it"

He doesn't answer to that.

"Exactly"

"But I love you anyway, baby" he says as he drives "I don't care that you are gaining a little weight"

You will when I begin to get fat because our baby is growing inside my fucking stomach

"Whatever you say" I play with my fingers in my lap

Tracey appears at my locker after second period "gaining weight?" She asks

I groan "how did you know?"

"The sweatshirt and sweatpants" she claims "no one else knows though. Just me so don't even worry about it"

I hold my stomach "I'm having so many cramps" I whine

She touches my stomach "your getting a baby bump" she teases

I dove her hand away but can't help the laugh that comes from me "shut up!"

"What are you going to do when its like huge?" She asks "are you going to go to school?"

"Will I have a choice?"

"I don't know"

"I do know that I'm not going to wear pregnant women clothes"

She bursts out laughing "that would be great!"

"When should I tell ace?"

She walks with me to my next class "soon" she says "you can't keep it from him forever. The longer you wait the madder he is going to be after you tell him."

"I'm not looking forward to it"

"You are not alone" she tells me "lots of girls here are going thru the same thing."

"Really?"

"Yeah"

I sigh "maybe I should tell him this weekend or something"

"I'll be here for you when you do" she assures me

"Thanks, trace. I couldn't have done this without you"

She gives me a hug