A Sudden Glimpse

Chapter 31

I shouldn't listen to him that time. We end up fucking in his office at 1pm in the afternoon! Dapat gagantihan ko yung secretary niya na yon kaso....next time nalang.

2 days passed after that "incident" at ngayon 7 nang gabi niyaya akong lumabas ni Matthew, may pupuntahan daw kami kung saan.

Masyado akong iniispoiled na Matthew. Kahapon sa kwarto ko siya natulog at we cuddled until we both slept.

"Ryuu? Let's go" katok ni Matthew sa labas nang kwarto ko. I have no idea kung saan kami pupunta kaya bahala na.

Naka-ready naman na din ako kaya binuksan kona yung pinto at bumungad agad saakin yung mga halik niya. I will never get tired of his kisses and hugs.

"You look wonderful babe" i can see the sparkle in his eyes. He really mean it

i smiled "I know, tara na nga!"

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I really thought na dadalhin nanaman niya ako sa fancy restaurant, mall, o kung saan man. Diko alam kung asan kami pero nag stop kami dito sa isang spot na kita mo lahat nang starts at view nang city. It's been a long time.

"Wow" i mouthed. "Do you like it?" tanong ni Matthew. I looked at him with the big smile on my face.

"I love it!"

Naglakad siya palapit doon sa may guardrail at umupo. Medyo delikado yun dahil parang bangin ata yun sa baba. Sinundan ko siya at sinaway kaso ang ending napaupo na din ako doon dahil sinabi niya, wag nalang daw akong malikot para hindi ako malaglag.

"Ryuu?" napatingin ako sakanya na naka tingin sa langit, admiring the view and the breeze of the night. I mummed as a response.

"Can you do me a favor?"

I panicked. He sounds so different parang may problema siya. I can feel the pain in his voice this time. I want to make him feel better. I'm not good at words but i can try.

"What is it?" I faced him and caressed his hands katulad nang ginagawa niya saakin. Nagulat ako nang biglang tumulo yung luha niya habang nakatingin saakin. I was about to say something nang...

"Can you please be with me?"

"I'll promise to do anything just to make you happy and loved. I may sounded desperate and selfish but i need you to j-just stay here with me...."

Look what's you've done Ryuu,

Hindi ako makagalaw, It's all my fault. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko dahil hindi parin nag paprocess sa utak ko yung mga sinabi niya.

"....i don't need answer for now, but i hope you stay. I would risk anything Ryuu. If i could, I'd hand you my beating heart on a platter, just to prove you that.." he place my hand on his beating heart.

"....i love you"

I start to cry after hearing those words of him. I don't deserve him. He loves me? I start to sob, i feel helpless. I gasp when i suddenly felt his warm hug on me. I sob even more. What did i do to have someone like him?

"It was always you" he whispered. He broke the hug at pinunasan yung luha ko. He gently kiss my forehead and smiled at me like nothing happends.

"Something between us is the most beautiful thing i have ever felt, so smile baby"

Pinilit kong hindi na ulit umiyak kagaya nang sinabi niya. I don't know how to response to his words. Naguguluhan ako dahil hindi ako sigurado sa nararamdaman ko at mas lalo ko lang siyang masaktan.