mysteries & secrets | mileven

sixteen

CHAPTER SIXTEEN;
• LIAR •

"hi janey."

her breath got caught into her throat, "oh my- k-kai-" before el could even finish her sentence, she had blacked out.

thankfully, mike caught her in time and laid her on the ground softly, "el, wake up. wake up!" he shakes her a bit.

"she'll wake up in a few."

"who even are you!? she blacked out, she's laying on the damn floor!" mike exclaims in a panicked tone, "el, come on. wake up."

after a good 30 seconds or so, el slowly wakes up again and mike quickly smiles.

"mike?" she whispers.

"yeah, it's me, el. did you hit your head? do you know where you are? are you hurt?" he asks as she sits up.

"i'm fine." she rubs her temples. 

she then looks up and then stands up. she felt sad, angry, everything felt like a dream right now.

she walks towards him and then places a hand on his cheek, "are you real?" her thumb caresses his cheek softly.

"i'm real, janey." kai smiles.

she slaps him across the face and her expression changes, "you fucking asshole!" she punches him right in the face, "you lied!" she kicks him in the stomach, "you motherfucker! you hurt me! where were you!?"

he groans, "jesus, janey. you've gotten stronger."

"do you know how much you fucking hurt me!? i am still hurting! and how the hell did you even find me!? i hate you! i don't want to see you ever again!" she screams loudly.

"jane, calm-"

"my name is el. now fuck off! I HATE YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU!" she screams, tears starting to stream down her face.

"you don't mean that." he says softly.

"i mean it. you ruined EVERYTHING with this stupid act of yours!" she spat, giving him one last kick but between the legs this time before turning around and leaving.

"el." mike calls out after her.

"get away from me." el hissed right at him before walking off.

he was back. he wasn't dead, he was very much alive.

he looked the same, just older and much more pretty.

pretty... she always wanted to be as pretty as him. she always wanted to be like him.

but he lied. he lied to her, he was alive for 4 years but never once thought to come back to her.

she tried to kill herself a lot of times because of him haunting her and in a way he killed their mother. if he had told her in the first place she wouldn't have cried for days and then ended up slaughtering her skin and bleeding out on the bathroom floor for thinking she killed him.