Ellie

Chapter Fourteen

I start out walking towards Anna and right when she sees me she starts walking towards me and hugs me because I’m crying so hard right now.

“It will be Okay.”

“I’m so scared.” and then I can feel her heartbeat slowing down after I said that, and it scares me.

“I want to learn how to control it, the psychic thing, now.”

“Okay, but not here. Can we go outside?”

    As we walk outside I look at Anna and I can see fear all over her face, and now I’m having second thoughts but I can’t back down because I need to learn this, but I need to be with Ellie.

    “So Izzy, are you ready?”

    “Ya, wait, how did you find out how to control all of this by yourself?”

    “Well, it took a long time and it would rarely ever happen but I have a feeling it is going to be different with you. But you basically just calm down and block out anything you don’t want to see or hear and then for the things you do want to see or hear like your parents you just focus and think about them. Don’t try to communicate with anything or anyone you don’t know because they could be bad.”

    “Wait, what do you mean by bad? Will they hurt me or my family? Will this hurt Ellie?”

    “Just don’t invite anything you don’t want okay?”

    “Okay.”

    “So, since you were kind of in a desperate situation and you needed your parents they were there, but it wont always be like that. You have to only be thinking about them and invite them. So lets try it.”

    “Okay”

    After about 2 minutes I was able to totally clear my head and think about only dad for some reason and then I could hear his voice in the wind saying “Izzy, don’t do this. This will only make you worse. Move. On.”

    “Izzy! Did you hear that? You did it! Although I couldn't hear what he was saying. You just need more practice.”

    “Um… on second thought, I am not comfortable doing this anymore. Sorry Anna. I gotta go. This wasn’t smart.”

    “Wait what? You were doing so good though! What happened Izz? Hey! Come back!”

    Then Anna started to race after me but I ran back before she could catch up. Dad was right. I shouldn’t of done that, it was putting people in danger and I should just move on like he said. Before I realized it, I was crying and laying on the steps in a curled up ball. For some reason, hearing dad say that, upset me so much because I was so excited to be able to talk to them and then I found out I couldnt. Ugh, I hate this! I can’t stop crying,

    “Isabelle, are you okay?” the nurse asked.

    “Oh, ya, I’m fine. Sorry.”

    “Oh, Hon. There is nothing to be sorry about, but you need to come with me. Your Gramps wants to see you.”

    As we were walking down the hall, I was still sniffling and I couldn't stop.

    When we were in the room, the nurse left and Gramps motioned me to come over.

    “Hey sweetie. Whats wrong?”

    “Nothing Gramps, what did you want to tell me.”

    “Well, I don't know how any of this is going to end but I am confident that you will find a way through it all and that everything is going to be okay. Your a smart, brave girl and no matter what you do, I will always be proud of you, Okay?”