The Drug In Me Is You ( A Ronnie Radke Love Story)

Chapter 13: Nightmares

Julia’s POV

I woke up screaming again from a nightmare. Ryan ran into my room. “You okay?” he asked. I nodded. He didn’t believe me. “Seriously Julia. I know you. We are best friends. What the hell has been going on the past week?” he asked. I started crying. He pulled me close and let me cry. “I can’t tell you.” I said. “Please Julia. Tell me and I promise I won’t tell anyone else.” He said. I searched his eyes and I knew he was telling the truth. “Mika has been sexually abusing me.” I said. “He has been doing what?” Ryan said “Sexually abusing me.” I said. Ryan clenched his fists. “Ryan please don’t tell anyone. He will eventually get bored of me.” I said. He calmed down and agreed. I hugged him. “Where is Ronnie?” I asked. “Sally didn’t believe him about the break up so they are out right now.” He said. I frowned. “He is my man. I’m going to beat that skank.” I said. He laughed and patted me on the back. “Julia?” I heard Mika say as he was walking down the hall. I was at the guys’ house tonight. Ryan flicked off my light quickly and pulled back the covers and laid down next to me. “Pretend to be sleeping.” He said. I nodded and pretended to be asleep. He wrapped his arms around me protectively. I heard my door open and I was scared. Ryan’s arms tightened around me. “Fuck you, Seaman.” I heard Mika say. He left my room and shut the door. “Thank you, Ryan.” I said. “Welcome.” He said removing his arms from me. “Please stay.” I said. “I will.” He said. I fell asleep feeling safe. I woke up to Ronnie and Jacky sitting on my stomach. “Guys. Get. The. Fuck. Off. Me.” I said with great difficulty. They did and helped me up. I smiled at Ronnie and he threw me on his back. “To the kitchen to eat breakfast.” He said. I laughed as he ran down the stairs. He tripped on the last few and we tumbled down them. I sat up laughing with him. We headed into the kitchen and grabbed two bagels. I toasted mine and put peanut butter on it while he put cream cheese on his. We sat on the couch. “Ronnie, for the next five days I’m staying with Max.” I said quietly. “Why?” he whispered. “Just some stalker at my house.” I said. He nodded and we ate. Jacky came downstairs and stole a bite from my bagel. “I don’t share Vincent.” I said kicking him. He laughed. Ronnie tried to stop so he wouldn’t choke. Mika came downstairs and I froze. He glared at me. Ronnie punched my shoulder lightly. I looked at him. He knew there was something wrong. We finished eating and headed up to his room. “What’s wrong?” he asked. “I don’t like Mika.” I said. “I’m sorry Julia.” He said. “I know you can’t kick him out. But I just wanted to tell you.” I said. He nodded. Mika texted me. “I’ll see you in five days when we leave for Warped.” I said. He hugged me and I said goodbye to everyone. I headed home and locked my door. I went up to my room and blasted my Enemy Of The World album. Mika came through my window. I whimpered and backed up into the corner of my room. He grabbed my arm and threw me onto the bed. He ripped off my clothes and his. He forced me to suck his dick and then he raped me. He pulled out and left once he was done. I took my morning after pill and took a shower. I packed my things and caught a taxi to Max’s. Mika had no clue where Max’s is so I was safe. I hoped. Ronnie please let something happen so Mika has to get kicked out of the band.

Max’s POV

Julia’s taxi pulled up and I ran outside to help her. She looked really scared. We got inside and put all her stuff in my guest room. We sat down on the couch and she started crying. “Max, I need to get away from Mika. He is an asshole and he does things to me that only one person knows.” Julia said. “Julia you need to tell Ronnie or the cops.” I said. “Well the guys have been fighting a little so maybe Mika will be forced to leave.” She said. “I hope so or I will do something about it Julia. I won’t let you stay at the house with the guys or your house.” I said. “That is fine with me. I really don’t want to stay at my house. Ryan stays in my room with me or Jacky when I stay with the guys so Mika doesn’t come in.” she said. “Doesn’t matter. I worry for your safety.” I said. She smiled and hugged me tightly. “So, how is Ronnie?” I asked. “He is amazing. He still doesn’t want to talk to you though.” She said. I sighed. “You still have me.” She said hugging me. “Yes I do.” I said hugging her back. “Movies?” she asked. “Ya. I’ll put in Jeepers Creepers.” I said.  She nodded and went to go make the popcorn. She came back in with popcorn and candy. She sat down on the couch next to me and I started to movie. By the end of both Jeepers Creepers there was popcorn thrown everywhere from us getting scared. Julia was tired so she headed up to bed. Craig and Monte asked me if they could come over and I said no because Julia was over. Craig really pushed to let me have him come over so he could talk to her but I said no. She still needed time to move on and everything. I know she is heartbroken too because Ronnie has a girlfriend. Julia really loves him. I really want them to date but I don’t think that will happen anytime soon. I heard my doorbell ring and I went to answer it. It was Ryan. “Is Julia here?” he asked. “Ya she is upstairs. Why?” I asked. “I wanted make sure she was safe and Mika flipped out earlier asking where she was.” He said. “She told me about Mika. And I don’t think she should stay with you guys anymore.” I said. “I know Max but I don’t think we can keep her away. She loves Ronnie and I can’t prevent her from wanting to be around him.” He said. “I understand. Just please keep her safe.” I said. “I will do my best. Bye Max.” he said. “Bye Ryan.” I said. He got in his car and drove off. I headed upstairs and went to bed. I didn’t want Julia going to Warped with Mika being there but she won’t listen to me. I heard screaming and ran to Julia. I woke her up. She hugged me and started crying. “Max, he killed me after he raped me. It felt so real. I’m scared Max.” she said. “Julia, you are safe here trust me. You aren’t going to Warped Tour.” I said. “Max, I’m going I need to be with Ronnie.” She said. “No Julia. I’m sorry.” I said. She nodded her head and laid back down. I got up and started to leave. “Stay with me?” she asked. I nodded and laid down next to her. “Night Julia.” I said. “Night Max.” she said.