The Drug In Me Is You ( A Ronnie Radke Love Story)

Chapter 42

Julia's POV

"Remind me why I invited that bitch into our house again?" I asked Ronnie for the billionth time. "For Willow." He said kissing me softly. "I seriously hate her still for what she did to our princess." I said. "I know baby. I do too but Willow deserves to spend time with her birth mother." He said. I smiled a little and kissed his cheek. I checked in on Willow and she was still sitting on the couch watching Bambi with Thumper in her arms. I smiled. I went back to fixing dinner up. Peyton and Max soon showed up and I pulled Peyton into the kitchen. "I am so happy you two agreed to come tonight. I have to be on my best behavior for Willow's sake and I don't know if I could do it without support." I said. "I would do anything for you. Plus I want to watch you beat the shit out of Crissy." She said. I chuckled and hugged her tightly. "Where is my goddaughter?" Max chimed. "Napping and so help me god if you wake her up I will lock you outside with the sprinklers on." I said. He held up his hands in surrender. Peyton chuckled. "He is so good with Iris." She said. She sounded a little upset but I ignored it knowing she won't want to talk about it. "Ronnie, will you boys go light up the grill and cook the steaks please?" I asked. "Of course." He said. He grabbed the meat and pulled Max outside. I heard a knock at the door. "Willow, please get the door sweetie." I said. "Sure Mommy." She said. "Hi mom." Willow said sounding a little off. "Hi Willow, where's your father and Julia?" she asked. "Mommy is in the kitchen with Aunty Peyton making dinner and daddy is outside with Uncle Max." Willow said. I heard the door shut and Crissy came into the kitchen. "I brought brownies. Willow used to love them. I hope she still does." She said holding up the tray. "She still does. She is a chocolate fiend." I said. Willow giggled and blushed. "Go finish your movie sweetie. I will call you in when dinner is ready." I said. She nodded and ran back off to her movie and rabbit. Thank god the dogs show no interest in Thumper. "Oh look the evil bitch of the south." Max said walking in. "Max be nice." I said. "Sorry." He said rolling his eyes. "Hi to you too." Crissy said feeling a little defeated. "Were being nice, Max. She is Willow's mom. She deserves to be treated with respect." I said. I was half being serious. I still hate this woman for hurting my daughter. "I'll be outside with Ronnie then.," he said taking two beers outside. "Thank you." Crissy said softly. "Don't worry about it." I said. "Do you need any help?" Crissy asked. "We have it under control. You can go spend some time with Willow if you would like." I said. "Please." Crissy said. I nodded. She went off to sit with Willow. "You don't think she will try to take Willow away right?" I asked Peyton. "Julia, Willow will never leave. She loves you and Ronnie. You don't have to worry about that." She said. "But I do worry about that. What if she wants to be with her real mom instead of me?" I said starting to tear up a bit. "Julia, that little girl loves you. She calls you mom not Crissy. You are her mother not Crissy." She said. I smiled and hugged her tightly. "You have nothing to worry about." She said. "So I um might be pregnant." She said. "What?" I asked shocked. "Well my period is normally not regular but I am worried about it now since well I do have a boyfriend." She said. "Have you taken a test?" I asked her. "No I am too scared. I don't think I could do it. I can't be a mom, I will be an awful mother." She said. "I know you can do it because you are my sister. It will be hard but as soon as you hold your baby for the first time it is just like natural instinct." I said. "What will Max say?" she asked scared. "He might be shocked at first but I know he will be happy. He isn't the type of man who would leave you." I said comforting her. "I just never got to grow up with my dad and I don't want that for my baby if I am pregnant." She said. "I understand but talk it out with Max and I am sure everything will be okay." I said. She nodded and we finished making dinner. "Dinner is ready Willow." I said. "Coming mommy." Willow replied. "I am going upstairs to grab Iris. She is hopefully awake by now." I said. "I'll get her." Max said coming in with Ronnie. I smiled and let him head up to get her. Ronnie placed the meat on the table as Peyton and I put the food down.