Owned (Minsung fanfic/smut)

Chapter 28

A/N
this chapter is pretty uneventful, sorry

jisung ate with minjoon in the dining room every day instead of minho recently, it had been a week and he hadn't seen minho much at all, he spent most of his time with minjoon. minho didn't show up to eat with them, jisung occasionally saw him around the house or if minho wanted him in a meeting, but other than that he kept his distance. but in some ways that was a good thing, jisung didn't want to see minho if he was going to be angry or harsh on him.

he walked alone back to his room after eating to get ready for bed, he had spent the afternoon in the movie room with minjoon and he was really enjoying getting to spend time with him, he was so likable and fun tl hang out with.

he opened his bedroom door and walked inside, grabbing his towel from the closet and taking it into the bathroom, he closed the door and put the towel on the counter, turning on the shower.

he started to take off his clothes and put them on the counter before stepping into the shower, a small smile coming onto his face as the hot water ran down his body, he tipped his head back and closed his eyes after shutting the glass door.

he got his hair wet, sighing happily to himself as he got tingles all over from the hot water. he focused on enjoying the heat for a while before grabbing his favorite strawberry scented shampoo, starting to wash his hair, getting relaxed as he ran his fingers through it. it would be nice to have someone to do this for him, so that his arms didn't get tired too quickly.

he washed the soap out from his hair before picking up another bottle to wash his body, lathering it up and enjoying the sweet scent as he washed himself.

when he was done showering he stepped out of the stall after turning the water off, grabbing his towel from the counter and wrapping it around himself, he walked out into his room, shivering a little as he headed to his closet, opening it up, he went inside and found some small athletic shorts and a hoodie.

he looked at the hoodie, realising it was the one minho gave him to send him back his his room one time. he grabbed some socks and left the closet, going back to the bathroom and starting to dry himself, he put lotion on his arms and legs before putting on underwear and his shorts, then slipping on minho's hoodie. he looked at himself in the mirror as he pulled the sleeves over his hands, putting the collar up over his nose, subtly breathing in the faint scent on it. he liked that it was a little to big for him.

he used a headband to pull his hair off his face as he did his skincare routine, humming to himself as he finished with his moisturiser, then taking his hair down and drying it.

when he was done with everything, he slipped on his socks and went out into his room, he smiled softly to himself as he went towards his pole, spinning around it a few times. he could almost imagine the stage and people watching him, in one of his favorite outfits, chan watching him from the box and felix smiling at him from the floor, he missed it a lot.

he pulled himself up on it and did a few tricks, closing his eyes and picturing the club, he liked the pretty colored lights and the high ceiling, it was such a nice place.

he got down after a while, rubbing his shoulder, since he hadn't warmed up he could feel the strain on his shoulders, he turned off the light and climbed into bed, sitting up and turning on the tv, reaching into the snack draw and getting chips.

he wished he had someone to cuddle with, hanging out with minjoon was fun but cuddling with him would be a little weird, he knew minho wouldn't allow it either, he didn't really like minho at all, felix wasn't allowed there so he had nobody to cuddle with, he wanted someone to play with his hair and rub his back, and he wanted to nuzzle his face against someone's neck, curling up close to them and feeling safe.

he buried his nose in minho's hoodie again, he had to admit the thought of cuddling with minho, under blankets watching a movie with snacks and affection sounded really good, it's not like he had anyone else to cuddle with. but he knew that wasn't an option, minho wouldn't give him that kind of thing.

it almost made him sadder, than he wanted minho, he didn't want to but he did, as minjoon said, it was sensitive because he had an intimate experience with minho, multiple experiences, so he felt an emotional attachment to him, he wanted nothing more than to be closer to him, but it felt like that was never going to happen, he had gathered that minjoon said something about the situation since he hadn't seen minho for a few days now, he hadn't come to use him, talk to him or tell him to do anything.

he leaned his head back against the wall, looking up at the camera in his room, he stared at it for a second, wondering if minho could see him, he didn't know what he was feeling, but he knew that not seeing minho was tough, especially knowing minho wanted felix. it's not even like he went for felix because jisung wasn't available, he was right there but he wasn't good enough.

he felt his eyes fill with tears very slightly but he forced them down, rubbing them with his sweater paws, shaking his head.

"don't cry, don't cry." he whispered out loud, taking a breath.

he shouldn't let minho make him cry.

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