Chapter 84

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hyeon started to wake up, rubbing his face against his plushie as he curled up more, he opened his eyes with a yawn, looking around. the light was coming through the blinds, making it bright enough to be able to tell it was minjoon's room, but he couldn't see minjoon.

he climbed out of bed and went to the bathroom, his things were already on the counter so he started to wash his face and brush his teeth to wake himself up.

he went back into the room, climbing up on the bed, pulling his plushie onto his lap. he didn't want to leave the room because he was scared of getting lost, but he wanted minjoon, he always got cuddly in the mornings and he wanted to be held.

he stayed on minjoon's bed, curling up to his pillows for a while before the door opened and minjoon walked in.

"hyung!" hyeon smiled brightly, sitting up.

his smile faded when minjoon didn't smile back, he closed the door behind him and came to the bed.

"come here."

hyeon came close to him, kneeling up on the bed, looking at minjoon, confused.

"hyung?"

minjoon pulled him closer and hugged him tightly, sighing.

"you're worrying me." hyeon mumbled, hugging him back.

"you're supposed to stay another two days, but you have to go back to the club now."

hyeon pulled away from the hug, looking at minjoon.

"what? no! i have two days!"

"no you don't, jisung and minho got into a fight last night and jisung went back to the club, you have to go too."

"no! i'm not going!"

"hyeon you have to."

hyeon looked up at minjoon, tearing up as his lip trembled.

"don't make me go."

"why don't you want to go?"

"cause i wanna stay with you!"

"but you love your job-"

"no i don't! i hate it there!"

"why?"

"b-because the men there sexualise me, they touch me and tell me things they want to do to me, they make me feel disgusting and ashamed. they grab me and pull me and leave bruises on my body and it hurts. they say bad things and make me uncomfortable, i-i don't want to do those things with them... but i wanted to do them with you because you make me feel safe, not ashamed. i like it when you touch me because i know you're not using me. they make me feel weird and insecure about my body and i don't like it, i want to stay here."

minjoon felt his heart ache for hyeon, he had no idea he felt like that.

"then why do you work there baby?"

hyeon started to cry properly, covering his face.

"b-because they offered a dorm too, a-and i wouldn't have to stay outside in the cold anymore."

minjoon's heart fully broke at that point, he pulled hyeon close and hugged him tightly, feeling his own eyes get watery. hyeon buried his face in minjoon's hoodie.

"i didn't know, i'm sorry baby."

hyeon tried to get closer to him, sniffling quietly.

"what about your friend from the club?"

"riku let me stay at his place sometimes, when his parents weren't home. i stayed his friend even when he was mean to people because i feel like i owe him."

minjoon sat down and pulled hyeon onto his lap, he desperately didn't want him to leave, he wanted to keep hyeon next to him but he didn't have a choice, minho wanted him out.

"i'm so sorry baby, but i have to take you home."

hyeon cried harder, gripping onto minjoon and shaking his head.

"b-but that's not my home... you are."

minjoon struggled not to cry as he stood up, holding hyeon, going to get his things from the bathroom. he had someone pack up hyeon's bag and was waiting by the door, he carried him out of the room and downstairs as hyeon clung to him, crying.

it felt like a thousand knives in his chest to hear hyeon crying into his hoodie as he took him out of the house.

"please hyung."

minjoon had to bite down on his tongue to stop himself taking hyeon back to bed and keeping him there. he got into the back of the car where the driver was ready, holding hyeon.

hyeon cried harder, shaking his head as he clung to minjoon, he desperately wanted to stay, he was dreading the club, he didn't want to be an object for men to touch and violate, he wanted to be minjoon's baby.

"h-hyung please, i-i won't be clingy anymore, i'll do what you say and be good, i wanna stay with you please?"

"you're already good puppy, you're so good. i'm so sorry." he whispered, stroking hyeon's hair.

his sobs were heartbreaking as he still held his plushie under his arm.

minjoon wasn't seeing hyeon as he was anymore. he was seeing a child deprived of affection, he needed to be taken care of, he was fragile and hurt, he needed to be comforted and loved and minjoon wanted nothing more than to be that comfort for him but he couldn't.

hyeon clutched his plushie and minjoon as the car stopped at the club.

he cried harder, hardly able to breathe as he shook his head, holding onto minjoon.

"p-please hyung! don't make me go in, wanna stay with you."

"please forgive me baby, hyung is sorry."

minjoon kissed the side of hyeon's head, tears filling his eyes as he got out of the car, seeing felix come out of the club.

he looked at hyeon, surprised. minjoon gave him a desperate look for help, on the verge of taking hyeon home.

felix came over and took hyeon out of minjoon's arms, looking at the heartbreaking look on hyeon's face as minjoon went to get back in the car.

he whined and cried, making grabby hands at minjoon as he tried to get away from felix.

minjoon closed the car door and looked down at his hands, feeling so much guilt and anger, he wanted to protect hyeon.

but hyeon wasn't his to protect.

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