Owned (Minsung fanfic/smut)

Chapter 97

jisung bit at his lip as he looked up at the door, he felt so nervous he could throw up, he didn't know what to expect as he stood inside of minho's office.

taeya was going to make them sit in a room together and talk, she had enough of the lack of communication and she dragged jisung to the house against his will. he knew minho had no idea about her plan, he didn't even know jisung was in the house.

he held his breath as he heard footsteps, then taeya's voice.

"just go in minho."

minho sighed and opened the door, widening his eyes at the sight of jisung, going to turn and leave the room. taeya was faster and closed the door, locking the door from the outside, trapping both of them in.

he hit the door hard, trying to open it.

"wait minho, please."

"what do you want jisung?"

"i need to talk to you."

"i don't want to listen."

"please hear me out."

"no! you didn't hear me out! i came to apologise for what i did, you didn't give me the chance so why should i listen to you?!" he yelled, turning to face jisung.

"i know i messed up, but this is all happening because nobody is listening to each other, i'm sorry, i'm so sorry i didn't listen to you, i'm sorry for what i said, hyung i-i need you-"

jisung looked down in pure shame and guilt, starting to cry as minho scoffed.

"oh you need me? no you don't jisung, you have chan."

"i don't want chan, he hates me because i used him, i thought it would help but it didn't, i shouldn't have hooked up with him,"

"i-"

"i cried through it because i couldn't stop thinking about you, i feel horrible for it but i need you hyung please? chan doesn't compare to how you make me feel. i should've never confessed to you, i'm sorry,"

minho looked at jisung as he rambled, he went to speak again but jisung continued.

"i wish we could go back and i would keep my mouth shut, i would rather keep my feelings to myself and live happily thinking you love me too than confess and find out you dont love me back,"

minho went to speak but was cut off again.

"i would do anything to feel your arms around me again, i miss you so much it hurts, i know i don't deserve forgiveness from you, or anyone but i need you to know how sorry i am-"

minho grabbed jisung's shoulders and pushed him against the wall, smashing their lips together to shut him up.

jisung's eyes widened and he stiffened against the wall, tensing up, completely shocked. minho pulled away after a few seconds, keeping jisung against the wall. he could feel minho trembling slightly.

"i was scared jisung. i hid my feelings because i was scared,"

jisung looked up at him as minho's eyes filled with tears, soon spilling over.

"i was scared of being left again, being left alone and abandoned, and i was right to be scared because it happened anyway, you left me, i was so possessive but not because i have some stupid kink for it, but because i was scared out of my mind that you'd find someone better than me and leave, and you did. i know it's my fault, i've treated you like shit and i'm sorry,"

jisung felt his heart break for minho, he kept his eyes away from jisung's, crying as he spoke.

"i'm fucked up and broken, i'm not strong and composed, i can't tell you how i feel, i can't express my feelings for you because i'm scared under the mask i put on, i trusted before and i regret it every day, i want to trust you jisung, i want to open up to you but i can't, i can't do it and risk getting hurt."