Owned (Minsung fanfic/smut)

Chapter 87

during that evening, the dancers ended up in felix's dorm, watching movies and talking until late, they had included jisung a little more but jeongin still wasn't talking to him. neither was riku.

it was getting late and some of them were starting to get tired, but jisung was just bored since nobody but felix were really talking to him.

"i think i'm going to go to bed."

felix nodded a little and hugged him.

"okay, see you tomorrow."

"jisung are you not staying in here?" hyunjin asked, confused as to why he was saying goodbye to felix.

"no, i'm staying in chan's apartment."

there wasn't much of a response to that, just eyes on him and he instantly regretted it, he had a deep feeling in his stomach that told him something wasn't right.

he tried to ignore it as he left felix's bedroom. everything just felt so wrong and out of place, he had so many emotions running through his head it was frustrating.

he stepped into the elevator, looking at his reflection as the doors closed. the main thing he was looking at were the marks on his neck.

"i'm such a slut." he mumbled under his breath.

he tried to hold in his tears as the elevator doors opened and he stepped out, walking to chan's front door. he felt wrong, and weird about himself, he felt guilty and ashamed but he couldn't bring himself to care, he felt low and bad but chan could make him feel good, even just for a while.

he went through to the bedroom, seeing chan sitting on his bed, holding his phone.

he knew it was wrong, one time was an impulsive mistake, two times was a concious choice but he didn't want to feel bad anymore.

he walked around the bed and climbed onto it, straddling chan's lap. he took the phone out of his hand and put it on the nightstand, feeling chan's hands land on his hips.

"i was doing something." chan mumbled in reply.

"you can do it later, i need you."

"oh do you now?"

jisung nodded, letting chan's hands roam over his body. it felt good to be touched, the way chan seemed to enjoy him so much, he closed his eyes and let himself focus on chan.

he shifted a little, pressing his hips down against chan, rolling them slowly to try and get chan in the mood. he was done feeling bad about himself, he desperately wanted to feel good.

he moved his arms around chan's neck, humming softly as he felt chan's hands slip under his sweater, slowly lifting it off him.

he helped chan take his sweater off, trying to forget about minho as he felt chan's lips touch his collarbone, he shifted closer, rolling his hips down against chan again, feeling him start to harden.

chan pulled away and pulled his shirt off, moving it aside.

"hyung."

"yes baby?"

"can i mark you?"

chan smirked a little and sat back against the headboard.

"go on."

jisung smiled a tiny bit and leaned down, pressing his lips against chan's neck. he left kisses over his skin, moving down a little more before he chose a place, starting to leave a mark on him.

chan hummed and closed his eyes, biting down on his lip softly as jisung was still moving on his lap. he rubbed jisung's hips, letting him leave marks.