Owned (Minsung fanfic/smut)

Chapter 102

practice ended with jeongin struggling to hold in his tears, staring at the floor as he was yelled at.

the dancers were dismissed and riku immediately came over and took his arm, taking him to his dorm as jeongin tried to hold in his feelings.

"i'm sorry innie."

"i didn't even do anything." he mumbled, his voice wavering.

"i made more mistakes than you, i don't understand."

"it sucks, since jisung left he's been so angry, but he's only yelling at me, nobody else."

riku sighed and put his arm around jeongin's shoulders.

"do you... still like him?"

jeongin nodded softly, keeping his head down as his vision blurred with tears.

"it's so fucked up, i shouldn't have some stupid childish crush on the boss, i hate it, he hates me."

"he doesn't hate you innie."

"he keeps targeting me, he yells at me almost every practice."

"you should talk to him."

"that's a bad idea riku, what would i say?"

"tell him that you dont want to be yelled at and humiliated anymore, that it's not fair."

"i don't know."

"if you do nothing about it, nothing will change, you need to show him that you take it personally and it's making you feel bad about yourself."

"i guess you're right."

"go on innie, it's not fair on you."

jeongin nodded a little, wiping his eyes with his sleeve, his hands were hurting from the amount of times he had gone over the same trick with chan getting stressed and barking corrections at him.

he took a breath and walked towards the door, he rode the elevator back up to the top floor, walking towards the practice rooms.

he was nervous because chan was scary when he was mad, he knew the older was stressed and hurt but jeongin was sick of being picked on. he walked in, looking around and seeing chan on the couch at the back on his laptop.

"what is it jeongin?"

"i need to talk to you."

"now isn't a good time."

jeongin felt the urge to do as he was told and walk away but he balled his fists and walked towards him.

"no. i need to talk to you now."

"i said no jeongin."

he closed his laptop and stood up.

"i said i need to talk to you, listen to me!"

chan was a little surprised but he looked at jeongin.

"what?"

"why do you hate me?"

"huh?"

"what did i do wrong? you keep yelling at me and picking on me in front of everyone, what did i do?!"

"i didn't-"

"i'm trying really hard to do good but everything i do is wrong, you keep yelling at me and you're scary when you're mad but i'm trying my best! am i that bad?!"

chan looked at him, he could see how frustrated jeongin really was, he suddenly felt guilty. he had been so caught up in the situation with jisung, trying to figure out what he really felt that he hadn't noticed he was taking it out on the dancers, especially jeongin.