Owned (Minsung fanfic/smut)

Author's note

hi

i just wanted to express how sorry i am for causing people worry. i shouldn't have disappeared for days without leaving some kind of explanation and because i didn't explain, it caused many people to be worried and scared for my safety. i'm sorry for not being active or responsive at all.

truthfully, i'm struggling more right now (especially with my ptsd) than i have in a long time.

this caused me to go back to some old, pretty harmful, self destructive habits  and i was in no fit state to maintain the book the last few days. i would prefer it if people who aren't close to me didn't ask what happened as i'm pretty ashamed of myself for it.

coming back online was really shocking, i realise how many people actually do care about me, although i caused worry, the messages, comments and support really makes me feel at ease and comforted. i regret scaring so many people though and i should've been more considerate.

at the same time, i realised that some  of the people that are closest to me didn't even check up. not a single message. it helped me realise who my real friends are i guess. going off without warning like that isn't like me at all but it showed me who really cares and who couldn't care less when it comes to my safety and although that kind of hurts, it's good to know.

(im talking about the people that claim to be my close friends, if we haven't talked personally before i don't expect anything of you, thank you for continuing to support me)

thank you for those who checked up on me and gave me so much support, i'm truly thankful and i'll try to be better and learn from my mistakes. there will be an update tonight at 8pm BST and i will go back to posting daily, thank you for being so patient.

i love you all

Ash