Owned (Minsung fanfic/smut)

Chapter 107

jeongin bit down on his lip nervously as the elevator stopped on the top floor, his shaky hands playing with the strings on his hoodie as he stepped out of the elevator, walking towards chan's apartment door.

he stayed there for a second, trying too calm himself.

he hadn't been able to stop thinking about their kiss since it happened, he could hardly sleep or focus on anything other than the feeling of chan's lips, every time he tried to concentrate on something else his mind drifted into the way chan held his waist and the warm hand on his cheek while their lips were pressed together. he craved the feeling again, being so close to the older, he wanted more. he felt guilty for thinking of him thay way but he couldn't help it, he wanted chan so badly.

he lifted his hand to knock on the door, getting more nervous after he did it.

he waited for a few seconds before the door opened and jeongin felt like he was going to pass out, in some ways he had been hoping that chan wouldn't hear and he could run away without dealing with the embarrassment of what he was about to do, but now chan stood in front of him with loose grey sweatpants and no shirt and it took all of jeongin's willpower to resist looking down at his body. he suddenly felt extremely hot and nervous.

"jeongin? is everything okay?"

jeongin opened his mouth to speak but closed it again when his words got stuck in his throat, his cheeks started getting hot, his blush spreading down to his neck. he started panicking, he looked like an idiot at chan's door getting flustered over nothing.

"jeongin? you're really red what's wrong?"

chan got concerned, stepped closer and moving his hand to jeongin's forehead, checking his temperature.

"i-i...."

jeongin felt like his throat was tightening as his stomach twisted into knots, automatically leaning onto chan's hand on his face.

chan figured he caught on to what was happening, truthfully he had been thinking about it a lot too. he had never thought about jeongin that way before but when the younger asked to be kissed he had been confused as to why he felt excited to kiss him, now he was just thinking about it constantly, secretly wanting to do it again to further understand how it made him feel. he didn't know if it was just because of how he was struggling with the whole jisung situation which was why he was so hesitant.

he didn't want to use jeongin to forget about jisung but it didn't feel like that, when he thought about jeongin, jisung didn't come into his head at all. he looked at jeongin stood in front of  him.

chan moved his hand from resting on the younger's forehead down to his cheek, cupping it in his hand for a second before moving it down jeongin's neck, tracing his thumb over the boy's jaw.

jeongin melted a little and leaned against chan's hand, almost desperate to feel his touch as the blush on his cheeks only darkened. he had no idea what was happening but chan was touching him and it felt amazing.

chan's hand kept moving down his shoulder, then his arm until it reached the curve of jeongin's waist, gently pulling him closer. jeongin widened his eyes a little, looking at chan slightly nervously.

"you came because you want me?"

jeongin gulped softly and gave a small nod, hoping chan wouldn't be mad at him for wanting more.

"i-i promised it would just be once b-but i can't stop thinking about it." he replied, wanting to punch himself for stuttering his words out in barely a whisper.

chan hummed, his other hand resting on jeongin's jaw, running his thumb over the younger boy's cheek, staring at him intensely.

"keep talking little fox."

jeongin blushed hard at the random pet name, his breath hitching as he melted again, his legs feeling shaky purely because of chan's words, he stayed tense as he swallowed his nerves.

"i wanted to feel you kiss me again, i-i'm sorry hyung but i need it, i-i need you."

chan got a small smile as he hummed along with the younger's words, finding it genuinely adorable.

"what did you expect for me to do about this, hm?"

jeongin breathed out shakily.

"y-you'd either tell me to leave, or kiss me again, i-i don't know what i expected."

"you want me to kiss you again?"

jeongin nodded eagerly, feeling hot and tense being so close to chan, just the older's hand on his waist was driving him crazy.

chan stepped back, moving his hand to take jeongin's, pulling him inside his apartment with him, closing the door behind jeongin.

jeongin felt like he was dreaming when chan pulled jeongin to his couch, sitting down and abruptly pulling jeongin down to straddle his lap.

jeongin flushed red and covered his face in embarrassment, trying to hide that this was what he had been fantasising about for a long time. he did occasional dances so he had been seated on men's laps often enough but this was different.

"look at me, fox."

jeongin's stomach flipped again as chan moved his hands away, moving his hand to grip the younger's jaw.

jeongin gasped through his nose when chan suddenly pressed his lips onto jeongin's, kissing him. he melted immediately, shifting closer on the older's lap, holding onto his shoulders as he closed his eyes, savoring the way chan's lips felt. just as soft and warm as before, if not better this time.

their last kiss had just been a small one so jeongin felt like he had died and gone to heaven when chan made the first move to deepen it, taking jeongin's lips and moving them with his own, moving his hands to rest on jeongin's thighs.

jeongin tried to kiss back as best he could, struggling to not melt into a puddle from the warmth of chan's lips.

he tensed up a little when chan grazed his tongue over jeongin's bottom lip, his head started spinning and he held onto chan, breathing slightly faster as he parted his lips, letting chan deepen it more.

he could faintly taste alcohol on chan's lips and he was loving every second of it, he moved his hands to link around chan's neck, the bittersweet taste making him want more. jeongin didn't like alcohol at all but tasting it on chan's perfect lips had jeongin deepening their kiss without even realising it.

chan's hands wondered to jeongin's hips, squeezing them lightly just to feel the boy tense on his lap, his hands moving to rest on chan's bare shoulders.

when they broke the kiss to take a breath, chan smirked softly, jeongin looked completely fucked out already, his cheeks were buring hot and his lips were pink and slightly swollen from kissing, jeongin ran his tongue over his lips, breathing slightly fast as he looked at chan through his lashes.

chan moved his hand to jeongin's cheek, he had never noticed how pretty jeongin's eyes actually were until now.

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