Temptation 2: Forgiving You ✔️

33: Peace

       AUTHORS NOTE: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS A DECENT AMOUNT OF SMUT, SO IF YOU'RE BOTHERED BY IT I SUGGEST YOU SKIP! Other than that, enjoy! Can't wait to show you guys what's in store for Nate and Leah. What do you guys think their ship name should be? Neah or Lathaniel? If you have your own what is it I'd love to know!
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"Nate I..I'm with Damon." I hesitate to say. His face turns a bit more unsettling to my eyes as he lets go.

"What?"

A small gap between my lips show as he stands up and I remain sitting there.

"He and I we're trying things out.." I say, but not proudly.

"You're serious?" He says and I nod, "What the fuck Leah? God I'm such an idiot!" He turns his back towards me as he goes into his tantrum.

I quickly stand up making my way towards him and he turns back in my direction. "Don't. Stay the fuck away from me." He says in a stern voice.

"Nate I-"

"No! I'm here trying to fix everything and not even a month after you're back you decide to fucking date this guy? Then you sat here and let me pour my heart out to you whilst you're out there passing yourself around the fucking circle trying to date another one of your friends! My ex mates at that!" He shouts.

"I'm not passing myself around to them! Damon and I we-we just have history, okay? You think I expected for this to happen?" I shout back at him.

"You never expect anything to happen! That's your excuse for everything isn't it?"

He's angry. The way his veins are popping out of his neck and the redness in his face scares me even more. I know he'd never hurt me but, with the state he's in now I'm not even sure about anything that happens next.

"What next are you gonna go fuck Tyler? Sam? Go back to that fucking— to Christian!"

I scoff, gaining my backbone that left momentarily. "Don't you dare go there. If you didn't decide to fucking reject me on your front doorstep this wouldn't be happening!" I yell.

He tilts his head and nods throwing his hands in the air dramatically. "Great so now you're blaming me. Sorry if I was trying to protect you from my toxicity!"

"I never needed your fucking protection! If you wanna sit here and talk about excuses, how about you stop throwing that one at me?! You sit here and tell me how much you love me, then you tell me you were trying to protect me! Fuck you Nate!"

He walks faster towards me and pins me to the wall, "Yeah? What about your breakups? What about the thing with your parents? Every single time something happens, you either hide from it, or you run to someone. That's who you are. You can never handle anything on your own without someone having to come to your rescue."

I grit my teeth and I look at him in the face, "You're wrong. I never ask for anyone's help! It's not my fault you never had the support I did! Admit it! Aside from me, you've got no one and the people around you try to be there yet you're always the one pushing them away or fucking something up!"

"Don't sit here and think for a second that you understand anything about me. I've gone through hell within my entire life, so don't you sit here and think that you know anything."