Heart of the war. [Smii7y x Reader]

nineteen

"It hurts me when you cry." Jarens voice trembled, resulting in his own eyes watering.

"Dont cry." Jaren used the hand that still lay on her cheek to wipe away stray tears that continued to fall. The fabric covering his hand soaked up every last drop until she stopped crying.

"Im sorry..im so sorry." Y/N murmured, embarrassed.

"I didnt mean to cause a show." Y/N apologized.

"You didnt cause a show. You were in distress and i cheered you up." Jaren smiled softly, still having his own tears in his eyes.

"It just hurt me really bad to see you so distressed..i couldnt bear to see my favorite person like that." He admitted.

"Youre..favorite person..?" Y/N mumbled, her glossy eyes looking back up into his.

"Mhm." He gracefully smiled, tracing her jawline with his gloved thumb.

I want to tell you how much you mean to me.
But now wouldn't be the best time.

He sighed, thinking about it. Y/N hearing his sigh, stared down at their bodies closely enjoying the company they gave.

Jaren used his hand to guide her face back up to his. Hesitantly, he opened his mouth attempting to say something romantic or sly.

Instead he fumbled, not getting anything out but instead he rolled down his ski mask.

"I just wanted to do this."

Her eyes widened, feeling their lips connect softly. Smii7y was initially going for a kiss on the cheek but he couldnt resist.

His eyes drooped low, as hers shut closed all the way. Jaren examined her soft expression, which enjoyed the activity. Content with his job, he closed his eyes aswell, smiling into the kiss.

They parted for air, blushing heavily.

-

I looked over at Smii7y, watching him disconnect from our conversation quickly. I found it awkward how he suddenly went from chatty to quiet. Thats when i saw him looking around.

Fuck. What did she do now? I saw Y/Ns figure in the back, shaking like the little sensitive shit she is. No wonder she was put in the system after her parents offed themselves.

She probably remembered some shit i did in 7th probably. Typical Y/N, always crying about something.

Thats when i realized smii7y was fucking gone! Blarg took his place instead. Am i trippin balls? Wasnt Matt over there just now?

Whatever. I wanted to walk away, trying to give tint subtle 'goodbyes' but i couldnt just get away easily like how i did with most people.

Matt continued to drag me into conversations, asking the most stupidest shit and talking about minion fleshlights again. I gotta admit..it was funny though..

"Alright im-" i tried to get away one last time.

"Droiddd, you want my spare butt plug?"

- what the fuck.

His conversations kept drawing me in so i figured id just stay in the groups radius. I adjusted my hood, looking up to fix it when i saw just the man i was looking for--

--kissing the thing i owned.