HIS CHILDHOOD PRINCESS

39 - I LOVE YOU

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Hiral P.

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Alyssha's POV

He wants to go and I will let him go if that's what he is wishing for. Even though now I can't have him for life, I will cherish all the happy moments that he gave me for the rest of my life. I will just be happy to watch him living happily with someone else from afar.

"Does it hurt, baby girl to see me with someone else?" He says, taking my hands away so I look at him but I can't. I can't look at his empty eyes.

"Tell me baby girl. Did you feel jealous when Veronica hugged me like that? Did it hurt you when I said that I like her? Doesn't your heart hurt to see me going to another girl? Answer me baby girl and tell me the truth." He says caressing my cheek with his thumb.

"Ye...yes. It hurts. It feels like someone has stabbed me when I see you with someone else. But as much as it breaks my heart to even think about, I will let you go if it means to see you happy." I say in a very low tone, almost like a whisper because I am feeling so defeated right now. In reality it's not hurting me but it's killing me to think about my life without him and at this time I can give up anything if it means to have him back in my life.

"Why? Why do you want me to be happy when it will hurt you in a process?" He rasps and more tears roll down from my eyes.

This is it. This is the only chance I have to tell him because once he is gone, he is never going to come back to me.

"Because.. I..I love you." I cry out loud and hug him tightly. I can't do this. I can't let him go. I won't be able to bear it.

"Please don't leave me again Rian. I can't live without you. Please I will try my best to become a good lover, a girlfriend that you deserve but please don't give up on me. Please stay with me Rian. Please. I love you Rian. I love you so much." I say everything that I want to before he pushes me away from him but to my surprise he wraps his arms around me even more tightly and hugs me back.

"Say it again." He whispers.

"I love you." I say, placing my head on his chest to listen to his heart beats.

"Keep saying." He hoarse.

"I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you." I keep repeating just to show him how much these three words mean to me.

"I know. I know that you love me." He whispers in my ears which makes me break a hug and I look at him in confusion but he has a huge smile on his face and his eyes have some tears along with all those emotions that were missing just a few minutes ago.

"I am sorry to make you cry my love. I am so sorry and I don't need any better version of you because you are the best just the way you are." He says wiping my tears and kisses me all over my face which makes me even more confused but relieved at the same time.

"I am sorry baby but this was needed to make you realize your worth for me and mine for you. I couldn't bear the fact that you wanted me to walk away from you just because of what happened on a date. I couldn't see the guilty look you gave me earlier today. I couldn't stand with the thought of losing you again baby girl because I also can't live without you." He says with so much pain that my heart also clutches in my chest.

All I want to do right now is take all his pain away and that's what I do. I wrap my arms around his neck and bring his lips to mine. I kiss him with every little emotion I have for him and he also doesn't take even a second to respond. We both are holding each other tightly with no intention to let the other one go. We break the kiss when our lungs get dry in deprive of oxygen and all we can do is stare at each other.