48 - FINDING HER

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I know I am one day late but Finally I could finish the chapter.

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"Baby.." I yell and look around the room frantically but there is no trace of her at all.

I Jolt awake, drenched in sweat.

I once again look around and sigh in relief when I find myself in my room. It was a dream Damian, bad one but just a dream. I feel wetness on my cheeks and vision gets blurry because of the tears that I can't stop anymore.

Why did I have such a dream? what did she mean by she doesn't deserve me? And why didn't she come to me? I hope that's not the reason why she is hiding. I hope it's just my fear and nothing else.

I run my hand in my hair out of frustration and get up with a sigh. I walk to the washroom and splash some water on my face to calm myself.

I don't think I can just sit here and wait till she comes to me. I need to find her as soon as possible, not for her or anyone but for my own sanity.

I quickly change the clothes and walk out of the room. I am about to open the main door when I hear heavy footsteps. I look behind me and find Oliver and Dean standing there with a grimace look.

"I guess you couldn't sleep either?" I say with a chuckle and they nod.

"Can't sleep when I know that she is somewhere alone." Oliver sighs. We all stand quietly not knowing what to say or do.

"Do you think that she is hiding from us, maybe because she thinks she doesn't deserve us?" I ask as I remember the dream.

"Why do you ask?" Dean asks but I just shrug.

"Maybe. Even after having love and acceptance from us, It must not be easy for her to get rid of her insecurities. And the way that man talked to her, might have triggered them back." Oliver explains. I nod and open the door.

"Where are you going?" Dean asks.

"To find her."

"Where? Have you got any clue?" Oliver asks with so much hope.

"No but I can't stay here doing nothing." I say rolling my eyes.

"But you can't just go around to look for her, that too at this time. It's really unsafe." Oliver reasons.

"Then what do you want me to do. Fucking sit here and do nothing? Her crying face pops up before my eyes as soon as I close them and the fact that I failed to gain her trust, doesn't let me sleep." I scream. Helplessness and failure is all I am feeling.

"You haven't failed, Damian. That's just her way of dealing with problems. She has learned not to show her weaknesses to others in a very hard way and the concept of having someone to rely on is very new to her. I am sure she is hiding because she doesn't want us to see her in a weak form." Oliver sighs and it breaks my heart even more.

"We know how you feel because we also feel the same at this time but we won't be able to find her without a proper plan. It's not like you will find her randomly on the street. We first need to find the places she can go and then form a proper strategy for tomorrow." Dean exclaims without losing his calm. He and Jackson have always been that typical older brother of the group, who always talk sensible.

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