HIS CHILDHOOD PRINCESS

49 - YOU ARE THE BEST MISTAKE

Hello everyone,

First of all I am really sorry for not uploading a new chapter on Friday but I have only my husband to blame for it.

He actually surprised me with a weekend trip to Niagara Falls as our late anniversary gift and I forgot to carry my laptop with me so now I am finally uploading this chapter first thing on Monday morning.

But as an apology, I am giving you the longest chapter so far and I really hope you like it.

Now enjoy reading and don't forget to VOTE and COMMENT.

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Alyssha's POV

A loud groan escapes from my throat as an intense pain shoots through my abdomen once again. Why did that stupid jerk have to be so strong? And why did he have to use all his strength on me?

It has been 36 hours since I met those people who changed my life forever, for the worst. Why do I have to have them as my parents? Why do they have to reject me so mercilessly? Why do I have to be a mistake for them? And why do I have to have Mr. Smith out of everyone as my sperm donor, who is also the father of Dean and especially Oliver? Why does it have to be a man who is a close friend of Uncle Nick whom I have seen as a father figure?

After running away from his office, I wanted to go into the arms of my safe haven and cry all the pain out but I couldn't as there were so many people around him and I didn't want to embarrass him for having a cry baby clinging to him. So I decided to go towards the front yard to calm myself down a bit.

That's when I saw Damian's unattended car with the keys inside. I didn't know what was right or wrong but I just wanted some alone time so I decided to leave the party for now and go home.

I thought I would talk to Damian when he comes home but as time passed, my insecure mind started getting clouded with many negative thoughts. I started to think many what ifs and also started to think about what would happen if everyone takes his side and decides to think of me as a mistake and leave me?

Sure it will hurt if others think of me like that but I will be shattered if Oliver and my Rian will leave me. They are the most important people in my life and I will be damned to see hate and disappointment in their eyes.

As Elena, I am assured that there is at least one person in this world who would always be there for me but I still can't get rid of that insecure Alyssha who is afraid to see disgust and disappointment in those eyes that have shown me nothing but love and pride.

And what will I do if Oliver and Dean also hate me for ruining their family? What if Oliver will listen to his father and will want to have nothing to do with me? After all, I am nothing but a bastard child of that family.

All these thoughts made me feel really weak. They forced me to think that I am worth nothing and I am the biggest failure. I badly wanted to feel strong. I wanted to feel that I am nothing like what they have thought of me and more than that I didn't want to see disappointment in my loved ones' eyes.

That's why I called the only person I thought would help me.

Flashback

"Larry!!" I exclaim as soon as my call gets picked up.

"Alyssha? Is that you?" He replies after a long pause.

"Yeah. Is there a way you can set me up for some fights tonight?" I ask with full confidence.

"Yeah, I have a few of my fighters free tonight."

"No. Not a friendly one but a real one."

"Real fight? Why? Are you ok piccolo?" He asks with so much concern. He has been very protective over me, like my guardian angel ever since I met him.