Forget (OffGun)

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"I'm sorry. I know you're mad. I understand but Arm and Tay didn't do anything, Singto" Off apologized.

They really intended to visit Singto at their condo right now to apologize. Krist already left early for his shoot.

They were waiting for Singto's reaction because he just stayed there without saying anything or any reaction after Off spoke.

They are all tensed especially when Singto sigh.

"Answer this honestly, P'Off. Do you love Gun? If not then why don't you tell him the truth and divorce him? If yes, then why did you cheat? Because no matter how hard I try to understand you, I still can't find a reason why you needed to go this far" Singto spoke.

"Plus, you know how protected P'New when it comes to Gun. And y'all know he hates cheaters the most" he added.

That made them sigh. They knows. Off knew. Everyone knew. But he is selfish. He was blinded by his anger. And he regretted it. So much.

"At first, I really did it because I was angry and I needed someone to fulfill my need as a man. But I began to get confuse after we went to Korea." Off started and everyone is listening to him especially Singto because he wanted to understand his friend.

"I saw how nice he is. How caring he is and how much he loves me. I thought I was being nice to him because I pity him. Because I was guilty making him suffer for 2 years and all he did was smile, continue taking care of me, without even complaining even if I hurt him. I hurt him physically and emotionally when all he did was to love me. I took it for granted. His love. Him. For fucking 2 years." Off looked down as he all regretted his action. Everything he did to Gun.

"And that day...when he saw me. The day he got into an accident. That was the day I decided to end my relationship to Ploy and decided that I will let Gun chase his dream and I will support him. That day I decided to... let him if he wanted to tell everyone that we're married but Ploy kissed me and he... He saw it" Off ended his story.

"Do you love Ploy?" Singto asked again after processing what he said which Off shook his head immediately as a 'no'. Still looking down.

"Did she know you're married?" He asked again and Off shook his again as an answer.

"You know I don't really want to tell about my marriage to anyone before" He said.

"Then why didn't you stop your relationship with her when you know you are feeling something towards Gun?" Singto asked again.

That made Off silent. He doesn't have an answer with that question. He doesn't know why he didn't do that.

He really regretted everything. Regretted that he never saw Gun that way earlier. If he could turn back time he would choose to listen to his Dad when he told him that Gun is lovely and Gun is a person you can love easily. He would have listened to his friends when they told him to give him a chance.

And Off think it was too late now. He said he would make everything better. He would treat him way more better but Gun is avoiding him. Everything is not going on his plan.

"By the ways, how's Gun?" Singto asked making Off lift his head to looked at him.

Both Tay and Arm was now in the kitchen, minding their own business as they wanted to give the two a privacy.

Off sigh as he remembered Gun.

"He's avoiding me" Off answered in a low tone. A hint of sadness.

"Why? You did something wrong?" Singto asked, forehead is wrinkled.

"I don't know. I was even thinking that Gun remembered what happened. He's really avoiding me and everytime I am looking at him, I can see the pain in his eyes. I was thinking it is because of what I did" Off explained. Singto then sigh as he chuckled making Singto confused. "What's funny?"

"The 22 year old Gun really came back. Krist told me how many times Gun told them how uncomfortable he is when he's with you. And a 22 year old Gun always avoiding people who makes him uncomfortable. A 22 year old Gun is something you can't stop"

"What should I do to make him comfortable? I will do everything" Off asked as he stared at Singto desperately. Singto sighed.

"I don't know either. I don't really know why Gun is uncomfortable so I don't know how to make him comfortable" Singto answered.

Off sigh and leaned against the couch.

It was a moment of silent. Tay and Arm came back with a cup of teas for them.

"Are we all okay now?" Arm asked, smiling. Off then sit down properly and looked at Singto.

"Are we good now?" Off asked. Singto just smiled and that was the answer for their question.

Off stood and run just to hug him and say thank you for how many times. It makes them all happy. Their friendship is still there. Their bond is stronger than the problem.

"Just don't do it again" Singto said. Off nodded as they broke the hug. "And I will try to talk to Gun and help you if I can" he added.

It makes Off happy. It did. At least their friendship came back. The only thing that Off is thinking is Gun.

He was thinking about him until he got home. Wasn't really expecting that Gun is waiting for him.

The day that Gun came home, he totally changed. He wasn't the Gun for him. He didn't even see him smile since that day.

Well, he did. He did saw him laugh and smile. He did saw him enjoy his day but that is not because of him. The Gun that was being happy because Off eat the food he cooked is gone.

He wasn't surprised when he came home and the house is dark. He wasn't surprised when he was welcomed with a dark and empty house.

He entered their room but Gun wasn't there. He opened the bathroom door and he wasn't also there. Off started to get panick.

Where did Gun go? Did he left him?

Off run downstair and looked for Gun in the kitchen but he wasn't there. He looked at his wrist watch and it's already 1 am.

He keeps on walking here and there, heart is beating so fast.

He run upstairs again and entered their room to open their closet. Gun's things are still there. It makes him calm a bit. That means Gun didn't leave him, aren't he?

Off sat down on their bed. Feet keeps on going up and down in a fast pace because of his nervousness.

He decided to call Gun's Dad but he said he wasn't there.

Where could he go? Off didn't know.

He doesn't know how long he keeps on waiting until he heard the door of their house opened. He immediately run downstair and saw Gun who just arrived.

"Gun!" Off called and run to hug him tightly. His sudden action shocked the younger he couldn't push him.

"You're here. Thanks god you're here" he said.

"I- I thought you're sleeping" Gun manage to speak. Off then broke the hug. He was holding Gun's wrist gently.

"How can I sleep when I came home and you're missing?" Off asked. Gun then looked away, trying to avoid eye contact to the older.

"I was with my friends the whole time" Gun answered without looking at Off.

"Next time, tell me. I am worried, Gun" Off said again. He can feel Gun slowly pulling his arms away from Off's grip. It made him slowly lets go of his hand as his heart is slowly breaking.

"S- sorry. I'm g-going to sleep now" he said and walk away leaving Off alone standing there.

A/N: I'm back! How's your day?