Forget (OffGun)

05.

Off's POV:

"Let's stop seeing each other for a while" I said when she finally answered my call.

"Oh? Why? I missed you already" he sadly said. I just sigh. I actually don't like her. She's using me because of money and I am using her for sex.

"I am busy. I transfer your money to your account. You can buy what you want but don't come here to see me" I said before hanging up.

I got out of the car and entered the house. I enter the kitchen where Gun is cooking. He is wearing an apron and he is so focus cooking.

I stared at him. Before I leave the office I already decided to give it a try. It's been two years but I still don't know him aside from his name and what he is doing before. I know him because he is the only child of Mr. Phunsawat. I thought he asked his father to arrage our married and use the idea of our company going bankcrupt for my Dad to agree.

When his Dad explain to me and said that Gun has no Idea that he is going to marry me, I didn't accept it and I stayed angry to him.

"P'Off, you came early. This will be ready soon" I snapped out. I nodded and place the lunch box on the counter.

I decided to help him and place our plate and glass on the dining table. He noticed what I am doing.

"P'Off, just sit there. Let me do it" he said as he turn off the stove. I shook my head.

"No, I can help"

"But you're tired on your work" he said worriedly.

"This won't make me tired" I said. He's just staring at me and then he smiled. I get the water inside the fridge and pour it on our glasses while he is putting the rice in a big plate and put it on the table. Then he also put the food in the big bowl and place it next to the rice.

We sat together and he started to put rice in my plate. I watched him do that.

"Do you like to watch after this?" I asked. He froze but later on looked at me with his surprise expression.

"It's better if you rest, P'Off. I know you're tired." He said but I can see that he also like my idea. I tried to smile at him and make it so sincere.

"I want to know you more" I said while staring at him. I can see all his expression. He didn't say anything and he keep on staring at me. He looks like he is so surprise and he's processing what I said.

I continue eating and he still didn't move a bit. I guess he is really shock and he can't believe what I said.

"You should eat now" I said. He blink many times and he's finally able to pull himself together.

"Yes, sorry" he said shyly and he started to put food on his plate. I unconciously smiled.

While we are eating, I can feel him looking at me from time to time. Sometimes, I caught him staring at me and he will look down immediately as his face will turn red.

Gun's POV:

After I washed the dishes I walk upstair and entered our room. I saw him sitting outside the balcony. He never sit there. I am now confuse but I am happy.

I am just watching him when something came up on my mind. I get back to the kitchen and made a coffee for the both of us.

When I got back to our room, he's still sitting there looking up to the sky. I walked closer to him 

"Coffee?" I asked and offer him the coffee I made. He looked at me and smiled before accepting the coffee.

"Thank you"

I still get shock by his words and action. He mention me to sit beside him that I did.

I keep silent. I don't know what to say or how to start a conversation. All I can hear right now is my heart that's beating so fast and loud.

"I always see you sitting here and looking up the sky" he said as he leaned against the chair. He was looking at the sky and I am looking at him. I am enjoying watching him as he look at the sky calmly.

I just got a chance to look at him this close when he is sleeping. I didn't believe that I am staring at him right now.

"I got curious why you love doing it. And now that I am doing it, I understand now" he said as a smile were formed on his red lips.

"Let's forget the movie and let's just enjoy this moment" he said and turn his head to look at me.

Whenever he caught me staring at him, I immediately look away but right now I didn't. I look straight into eyes. His smile is fading slowly as he stared back.

The moment was just perfect. The cold air and the relaxing atmosphere are just perfect that I wanted to kiss him.

"P'Off, do you..." I stopped. I don't want to ruin this moment. I don't want him to go back where he's not showing any care to me and he is acting like I wasn't existing at all.

"Do I what?" He asked. I just smiled at him and look at the sky. I want to cry. Not because I'm sad. I want to cry in happiness.

"Nothing. I am just happy" I said and smile. I sigh to relax myself. I can really feel like I'm going to cry. I feel like my heart will explode anytime.

Like what he said. We stayed there talking and laughing and we forget about watching until midnight and we feel tired sitting there.

I love how P'Off smile and laugh. And I love it more because I was the reason of it.

We lay on our bed with smile on our face. I am happy my heart didn't stop beating so fast. I am just too happy. Finally. Finally, I know he was trying to open up with me.

I love you, P'Off

I thought and smiled before closing my eyes. One day, I will be able to say that words to you proudly.