Forget (OffGun)

18.

Gun was silent when Off came home. Gun and his friends left early. Gun came home first. And now he was so nervous seeing Off came home looks so tired and angry.

"You're home" Gun spoke, trying to gather all his strength. Silently preparing himself to be scolded, to be shouted by him.

"Hmm. I want to rest" Off coldly said and walked pass him. He goes straight upstairs into their room.

Gun lets go the breath he didn't know he's holding. He looked at the stairs where Off goes. He doesn't know if he'll be thankful that Off acting like that or not.

He stayed there. Thinking a lot of things. Ploy, his husband, his friends. Everything.

Gun doesn't know how long he stayed there but when he entered their room, Off was lying, the right back of his palm is resting on his forehead, staring at the ceiling. Thinking deep. Gun gently walked and sat beside him.

Gun looked and started to play with his fingers. He doesn't know why Off is acting like this. But Gun is hurting. It looks likes he's going to back to act like Gun wasn't there. It looks like he won't care about him again. And it aches him. He doesn't want lose him for what he did. Gun think, Off is acting this way because of him agreeing to be the model. He did something without his consent.

"I'm sorry" Gun mumbled. Looking down, closing his eyes and waiting for Off to sat down and shout at him.

But Off didn't utter a word. Gun slowly opens his eyes and looked at Off who were staring at him with unreadable expression making Gun nervous.

"P'Off, talk to me. Are you angry?" Gun gently asked. Off then sat down and faced Gun.

"Do you want a divorce?" Gun's breath stopped. He feels like his heart stopped beating. His heart suddenly fell and break into million pieces.

Gun stared at Off, trying to read what's in his mind but failed. Tears are starting form from the corner of his eyes and felt his heart is beating too fast like it is going to explode any second, aching him.

He wanted to say no. Of course he doesn't want to because he love him. Love him that much that he's willing to give him everything.

"D-D- Did you found s-someone new?" Gun bravely asked. He wants to laugh. He doesn't even know if his question is right. Someone new? Like Off loved him.

Again, both of them are silent. Gun's tears is silently falling. Off watches every tears that falls from his eyes. Watches Gun's eyes with full of sadness.

Off shook his head as he took a deep breath. He feel something inside him is hurting seeing the younger cries and he doesn't know why.

"I just thought you're tired with this marriage. You want to be an actor right? And you can't because of this marriage. I don't want to be the hen-"

"No, No, P'Off. No" Gun immediately said as he already know what Off means. Shaking his head repeatedly as he held his hand. Crying but still manage to smile. Looking into the older's eyes. "You are more important than my dreams. Y- You are more important than anything else, P'Off" Gun said.

Off didn't say anything and just stare at Gun for a moment. And then he pulled the younger into a tight and warm hug. Making the younger cry even more.

"D- don't leave me" Gun spoke as he placed his face into Off's neck. Off comforts him, making a little circle motion on his back, his other hand gently patting his head.

"I'm sorry" Off whisphered feeling guilty for what he have done. His hugged became tighter as he slowly lie down with Gun in his arms.

They are lying down. Gun's half of his body are resting on top of Off who was still hugging him. Gently brushing the younger's hair until Gun calmed down.

No one wants to speak, no one wants to move away. Gun is feeling something while Off is feeling confused. Feeling confused of everything about him and the person he is hugging.

When did he start feeling like this. When did he consider the younger's feeling. When did feel guilty for hurting him. When did he feel scared that the younger might answer 'yes' by his question about the divorce. He doesn't know but he got scared. It's confusing.

Before he even realized it. Before they both fell asleep. Off said something he doesn't know if he mean it or not.

"Let's not leave each other"

A/N: How are you there, Babiis?is it fast or slow? I don't know😭 anyways, this is just a short update for y'all.

PS. I've read your comments and I was happy you're liking this story so I decided to write this.