Forget (OffGun)

02.

Off's POV:

I woke up without Gun beside me. He is probably cooking breakfast. I sat up and saw a pair of clothes hanging outside my closet with a sticky note on top of it.

Your clothes are ready, P'Off.

I let out a heavy sigh before entering the bathroom and prepare everything I need to work.

I was fixing my blue long sleeves polo while I was walking downstairs. I saw Gun putting the food he prepared inside the lunch box again. I rolled my eyes.

Why is he not tired doing it. I am not even eating with him.

"I'm going" I said as I held my car key. He looked at me and smiled like nothing happened last night.

I hate it how after I scold him, he will act like nothing happened the next day. It's always like this for the past 2 years.

"Wait, P'Off" he said and walked towards me. He smiled and fixed my necktie. I just sigh and let him.

"Are you going home for dinner tonight?" He asked as he looked at me.

"No. I have a dinner meeting with one of the client" I lied. I just don't want to eat with him. He nodded.

"Then take this. You need to eat a lot. You still didn't taste the food I cooked" there is a hint of sadness when he said his last sentence but I don't care. Being his husband is enough for me to suffer.

"No need. You can eat that, I'm going" I said. He nodded and lean forward to kiss me on my cheek. I pushed him and glared at him.

"What the fuck? Who told you to kiss me?" I asked. Trying to calm myself and not to shout at him again. He just smiled at me.

"If you're not going to take the lunch box then I have to kiss you. You know, we've been married for 2 years but I still didn't have a chance to kiss you" he explained. I can feel myself getting angry again. Fucking bullshit.

"That will never happen. I don't even like you, Gross" I harshly said. I saw a hint of sadness and pain in his eyes even though he was smiling. I just rolled my eyes and finally exited the house.

Kiss my ass. I don't even like him sleeping beside me.

You may be asking why I don't like him to go outside and why I won't let him even if he is ask me.

Well, I don't like this marriage but I need to marry him to be the CEO of our company and yeah to save our company. I feel so fucking small to think that I really need to be with him just to get the company I deserve to inherit. I've done everything, I sacrificed my youth because I worked under my father, trying to make connection at such a young age when I could just have fun with my friends. I feel like everything I did wasn't enough to prove to my Dad that I deserve this title because of this fucking marriage. 

Whenever I see him, all that I can think of is how unfair everyone is to me. I don't like it if I am the only one suffering in this marriage. That's why we talked and I made some rules.

And that one rule is he's not allowed to go outside and do what he usually do before marrying me. And that's being a spoiled brat. He can't meet his friend without my permission. He will not attend to any party which he love to do before. He can't buy something without my approval even if it's his own money.

He really spent a lot of money before. Going to party every night and bought anything he wants, even if it cost him hundred of thousands. I forbid him to do what he really loves to do.