Forget (OffGun)

65.

Gun's POV:

I didn't gather enough strength to stop him from leaving and I feel like I shouldn't.

I didn't know I would regret not stopping him.

Days have past then weeks.

It became clear to me just how much he's important to me.

It became harder to act like I'm fine and happy as days goes by. Hearing nothing from him feels like a part of my heart is missing a piece every single day. The hole in my heart is getting bigger as days goes by.

Then I realize, I wasn't really that happy for the past five years. I wasn't that fine. Seeing him, being with him with that short amount of time makes me realize how big the hole inside my heart. All this time I'm just ignoring the hole in my heart for everyone around me. I've been distracting myself so that I wouldn't think anything about him.

It's not that I already forgot everything that happened, I forced myself to forget it and act fine because that's the best for everyone but not for me.

A month has passed and P'Off haven't returned. I gathered everything I have to ask P'New about it.

What he told me made me anxious even more.

"Tay also couldn't contact him unless it's about work. That was also P'Off told him before he left. He told them not to call him if it's not about work."

Is he also avoiding his friends?

Of course he couldn't completely avoid them because they were managing the same company. But what is happening?

"P'Off is completely distancing himself." P'New added.

I clenched my fist as I feel like I'm really gonna loose him this time.

It feels like someone is clenching my heart. Like someone is squeezing them until it explode. Until it'll torn to pieces.

"Are you okay?"

I immediately shook my head many times. I wanted to cry. I wanted to run where I can see him.

I wanted to see him.

P'New didn't know about the dinner that happened before P'Off left. I couldn't find the courage to tell him for some reason. I couldn't tell him what exactly happened because I know I'll break down and cry again in front of him.

"Honestly, I wanted to think that he's doing this to give you some time. Tay told me that at this time, the problem should be settled. But he's also distancing himself from his friends so I don't really know what he's doing."

I know. I know the problem. Dad told me.

He went to South Korea because their business there have some kind of problem. They said there is corruption happening in the business and a mistreatments of their workers.

P'Off went there himself after gathering enough evidence to fix and punish the one who's corrupt.

If he gathered enough evidence, it shouldn't took so long to fix it.