Forget (OffGun)

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Gun's POV:

I don't really know if destiny were playing me but after that day, I suddenly keeps on seeing him.

I saw him in one of the café I've been buying coffee 3 days ago before I go to work. Then saw him inside the building next day.

And today of all days that I decided to visit my Dad and our company, why the hell is he here? What is he doing here?

I've been really avoiding him. Thanks goddess I was always the one who sees him first and I got to avoid him before he even notice me.

My heart keeps on beating every time. But that doesn't mean I'll meet him.

I wanna curse life. I wanna curse everything. It's really putting me in a bad mood because I can't stop my heart beating so fast whenever I see him.

"Papa, wait for me here" I looked at Yanna who spoke beside me. She gently pulled her hands back that I was holding and run somewhere.

"Yanna!" I called but I froze when she stopped behind P'Off who's talking to someone. 

Wow. Life really is playing me.

"Hi, mister!" I heard Yanna greeted him. P'Off looked at her. He bends down and smile at Yanna and looks like he greeted her too. He then gently pats her head. He really looks like a gentle person.

I didn't realize I was watching them talking while they both smiled with each other. P'Off smiling and pinching Yanna's cheek. It's a new...sight. I've never really saw him this gentle with anyone.

I heard they met each other a couple times. Yanna being friendly isn't new to me. But I didn't know they would be this close that I got the chance to see P'Off this soft and gentle.

I flinched when Yanna pointed me. P'Off turned and looked at me. My heart skipped I stepped back.

He froze like he's so shock to see me today. He stared at me for a while before smiling at me. Now I feel like my heart could explode anytime.

I don't know what is the meaning of this. What is the meaning of my heart beating this fast whenever I see him but what I know is...

I'm scared.

P'Off stood and said something to the guy he's talking before giving Yanna the attention. It looks like he asked Yanna something that makes her nod her head.

He holds Yanna's hand before they walked towards me. I feel like I became a statue that couldn't move in my position.

"Papa" Yanna called and ran towards me. I looked at her as She holds my hand. "Do you know him, Papa?" She asked.

I blinked. I don't know what to do with the fact that P'Off were walking towards me.

"U-uhmm"

I couldn't find a words to say. I may even looked like a fool in front of my daughter.

"It's been a while, Gun" He greeted with a smile. I zoned out seeing how bright his face is. How happy he looks and how he's glowing right now.