Forget (OffGun)

Special chapter

Off's POV:

The day I find the worst day of my life was when Gun saw Ploy kissing me.

It was the day I realized what I really feel towards him.

Being a coward, I couldn't realize it sooner.

It's devastating to suddenly get married with Gun. All I know about him was he's the only son of Mr. Phunsawat and that he gets everything he wanted.

And when I say everything, I mean it because he even got me into a marriage because he wanted to. He tied me up without thinking about how I feel.

I spoiled brat who gets everything. That's how I see him.

I'm mad with my Dad agreeing with their proposal and him making another offer for me to not have a choice but to agree with them. And that made me hate him too.

How can he get what he wanted so easily like a spoiled brat while I have to suffer for a long time just to get a almost bankrupt company?

He gets everything even people he wanted to be in his life, like my life and my opinion doesn't matter at all. Like I was some kind of thing or doll to just buy and then get it.

I did try my best to calm but when he tries to act like a real housewife, his face getting red by serving me food, I just lost all my cool.

I wanted him to feel a bit sorry because I didn't want to get married at all.

But I still can't divorce him. No matter how I want it to happen for me and for him because I know no one will really be happy in this marriage.

I decided to do everything to make my company a little more stable. To be able to compete with other companies, Even their company.

I also met Ploy, who's eager to be my start up model even though our company is still lacking in many ways. I ended up having her to get what I needed. Sex.

But the more Gun try, the more I get stress and frustrated. No matter how I hit him, he'll always face me with a smile on his face. Enduring my toxicity.

I wanted him to give up and be the one to offer a divorce.

I can see his efforts but I couldn't appreciate it at all.

Not until I decided to give it a try, out of pity.

Everything was unfamiliar. The happiness, loneliness and even the jealousy I felt whenever he's closer to another guy other than his friends.

I sometimes get mad at myself for behaving strangely.

I never really liked a guy before though my friends had that kind of relationship before.

Until just one day I realize why I'm behaving like a teenager being in-love and jealous.

I spent a day trying to ask myself why? Why do I love someone like him? A spoiled brat like him?

But I couldn't find an answer. I just do.

So I decided to end everything with Ploy and was planning on giving her another project with other company as I cut all my ties with her.