Forget (OffGun)

37.

It is the day where Gun and Off will meet. Gun already made a plan. He couldn't sleep last night and his heart has been beating fast since morning.

Both of them decided to meet tonight and Off gave him the location. He told Off he likes to meet him somewhere and Off decided to choose the location. It's quite confusing for Gun when he saw where the location is. It's a high class restaurant. But he doesn't care anymore. This may be the last time he will be facing him in front of the table.

His Dad visited him in the morning before he leave for work. Gun lets his Dad to enter his room now.

"You finally let me in" his Dad said before hugging his son. Gun hugged him back.

"This will be the last time, Dad" Gun said. His Dad broke the hug and looked at him.

"Last time? Are you planning something, son?" He asked. Gun only faked a smile.

"Will you going to support me with my decision?" Gun asked. His Dad holds his face gently before smiling at him. A fatherly smile Gun always love to see. Gun's eyes started to get wet with tears.

"As long as you'll stay with me and as long as it's not illegal and you're happy. I will surely be by your side, son" he said. Gun can't help but to hug his father and cry in his arms.

"I'll surely do the right thing this time, Dad. I will end everything that makes all of us suffer. I—I will talk to P'Off and divorce him." Gun finally said his plan to him. He can feel his Dad froze. Gun broke the hug and looked at him.

"Isn't it your anniversary today?" He asked with worried eyes. He just remembered his past not too long ago. He's worried about his son's mental health.

"Hmm" Gun answered and nodded his head while wiping his tears.

"Want me to work on it instead? You can just stay here or go out with your friends while I do it" his Dad suggested. Gun immediately shook his head.

"No, Dad. I will do it. I can do it. And I want to do it alone. I have to" Gun said. His Dad stared at him for a while before he sighed and nodded his head.

"Then call me if you want my help about it, okay?" His Dad said.

"I actually have a request, Dad" Gun said.

"Tell me"

"I don't want you to stop your partnership with them even after our divorce. This is the matter of our relationship and I don't want both of your business to be affected by it"

His Dad couldn't say anything but to stare at his son. He was trying hard not to shed a tear looking at him. He raised him alone when his mother died. He was so worried what would Gun will be when he grow up since he wasn't that knowledgeable about raising a kid.

All he know is how to manage a business and it's their first child. He doesn't have a chance to mourn for losing his wife because he needed to think about his son, the only one his wife left for him. He kept on asking himself if he's really raising him right by giving him whatever he likes. He didn't even got a chance to think of marrying again because his son is the only person who's he thinking about.

But seeing him right now like this. He can't help but to get emotional. He's not a perfect father. Some are even hating him because he keeps on doing whatever his son wants. From accepting him being gay and not wanting to become the heir of their business.

'Can you see him, honey? Our Gun became a brave person'

Now he can really tell that he raised Gun so well. He feel so emotional and proud about what Gun is today. He's now facing his problem alone.