Angie POV
"Angie" Colby says breaking the kiss "not that I don't want to do this, believe me I do, but I'd like to get to know you better first, you know do this when the time is right"
"I'm sorry, your right, I don't know what came over me" I sigh sitting down on the bed
"Hey its alright" he says crouching in front of me "you get some rest and I will see you tomrorrow" he says pecking my lips
After Colby leaves I fall back on the bed wondering what in the hell I was thinking, but before I have time to analyse my thought proces there is a knock at the door.
"Did you forget something Col.....oh its you" I say as I gaze into the familiar blue eyes that are staring back at me
"Can we talk?" He asks
"Talk? You didn't want to talk" I say "oh I get it now that I'm dating some one you want me"
"Can we not do this out here?" He whispers and I move aside to let him in the room.
"What are we doing Angel?" He says sinking onto the bed "how did we get here"
"I don't know" I say sitting in the chair "I guess it started with me turning you down"
"And me not letting you explain" he sighs "but the more I thought about it the more I understood why you said no, I was never mad at you I was mad at myself but I took it out on you and that was wrong"
"Hey we've both done things we're not proud of" I say "like that little show out there, I never should of done that, oh god poor Colby" I say rubbing my hands down my face
"If I gave you the chance to explain now, what would you tell me?" Drew asks
"I'd tell you that I wanted to be with you, but I just didn't see how it could work" I say "and what would you have said?"
"I would have said that I would do everything I could to make it work, that I wanted to try" he says
"Drew I'm so sorry for everything" I say starting to cry "I never wanted us to end up like this"
Drew crosses the room pulls me to my feet and wraps me up in his arms, I bury my face in his chest and cling to him afraid that he will let go any moment.
"I'm sorry too Angel" he says "I should have told you the truth instead of being stubborn, that you had come to mean everything to me, you were never just a fling and....and...." he hesitates
"And what" I say looking up at him and he smiles down at me
"And that I am hopelessly in love with you" he says
"I love you too" I say as he leans down and kisses me, what starts as a gentle kiss soon becomes passionate and desperate, Drew lifts me up and carries me over to the bed laying me down gently.
"Tell me you want me" he says kissing my neck
"I want you" I pant " I always wanted you"
Moments later
Laying with my head on Drews chest, I survey the carnage of my room, clothes everywhere, bed covers on the floor, and Drew sleeping beside me.
I wasn't proud of how we had got to this point, in fact whe I thought about Colby I felt sick to my stomach over what I had done, he's such a sweet guy and he didn't deserve that.
But I couldn't deny that this was what I truly wanted, the man at my side was all I ever wanted and now we had the chance to see if we could work.
"What's on you're mind" Drew asks
"Colby" I sigh "he didn't deserve what I did"
"Talk to him tomorrow and explain" he says "I'm sure he will understand"
"Could we maybe for now keep us a secret" I say "I don't want to rub it in his face"
"Of course" he says "as long as I know you're mine"
"I'm yours braveheart" I smile
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Only Temporary
FanfictionIt was just a fling, temporary, just like her role with the company. She was only meant to be there for the UK part of the tour, and they would go their separate ways. But after accepting a permanent role, can she do the seemingly impossible and fin...
